In 14 days or so I will turn 494 years-old. In my time walking this earth, I have…
… from an early age, become uncomfortably acquainted with loss – loss of my parents, family members, and dear friends to this world. I cherish the memories and times shared as well as lament the unsaid and for the times we will never have again…
… Broken and mended hearts. In my youth, I was reckless and callous towards love and affection, breaking a few hearts in the process. My young self-apologizes for the angst and pain I might have caused. For the hearts I have mended I hope to continue to provide solace, love, compassion and understanding….
…taken advantage of great opportunities but squandered more out of fear and self-doubt; I am learning to overcome and conquer my obstacles…
…done more good than bad. Shakespeare wrote, “The evil that men do lives after them. The good is oft interrèd with their bones.” I hope for the appositive. Whatever good I have done on this earth I hope outlives any wrong I might have ever done.
…come to realize that I have trust issues. I tend to be open and cordial, but I am realizing I am guarded. I tend to be question people’s agenda when perhaps I shouldn’t. Is that normal?
…not been at times the ideal friend, sibling, husband, father but I have tried and will continue each day to try to be the best to each…
…many more miles to walk in this winding road of life, and many more lessons to learn along the way….
