#needing peace

[fallencalliope]

Reach out to me my darling,

For I am a fingertip away,

Such a short distance,

Tangible enough for you to feel my warmth,

To link my hand in yours,

Offering you safety and relieve you,

From every burden you carry...

©️fallencalliope

[theleeminhyuk]

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[fallencalliope]

Protected by the shadows that haunt me every night,

Pretending like I don't care,

Ignoring their cursed words,

That draws the poison from their lips,

Fighting against the thought of drowning,

Trying to search for new ways to breathe,

For my body feels too weary and tired,

As I no longer want to go through life surviving,

I want to live...

©️fallencalliope

[theleeminhyuk]

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[theleeminhyuk]

thank you Shownu

[theleeminhyuk]

☁️⛅☁️

[reginadellaluna9]

ENTRY EIGHTEEN

Writer's block. Been dealing with it for a while now. I have so many unrealized ideas and an unfinished project that's just been sitting, maybe for a couple years at this point. So is it writer's block or is it something else?

Inspiration can come from anywhere, be it positive or negative. There's always a reason to write and yet I can't seem to find any lately.

I think I've just been overly consumed by my environment; taking care of my son by myself, taking care of the dispensary by myself, taking care of my mental health by myself, and doing what I can to get us out of a toxic household by myself. I haven't really been able to sit down and really focus on my writing. I suppose I can start out with that age-old trick of writing out the lyrics to some of my favorite songs...?

But the truth is, I'd rather write in a peaceful environment. One where I don't have to fight for survival and sanity as much. I think then, the pieces of me will naturally fall back into place once again and I will eventually come back to me and all the things that make me happy.

Until then, I just have to take a full inventory of all the things I wish I could do in the meantime and make sure my future self gets to them all when I am able.

More thoughts later.

[theleeminhyuk]

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