I'm anything but ordinary...

I am in a happy relationship, and I have found my person. It is he who owns my heart and completes my soul 🖤 To all of you inklers... come and join my community: https://www.tumblr.com/communities/writers-canvas?source=share Poetess | Original poems | Many of you may ask where my inspirations come from, well my darlings not all secrets are meant to be shared. I do not own anything of where I do my writings beforehand. | All trademarked ©️ | Other posts, gifs, memes, etc. are not of my authority. Please let me know if it needs to be removed.

[fallencalliope]

Welcome to my world of

Beauty and

Chaos...

Female |40|UK|Please proceed...

The poetry published is my original work, even those that have this ©️randik86. I have changed my username for reasons that are my business and my business alone. Please do not repost my work and make claims! Do not manipulate or add anything to my work without asking beforehand. You will be immediately reported! All imagery posted alongside my poems are not original and, if needed, can be removed. They simply are to give visual stimulation to what I write.

Most of my posts and reposts are scheduled, so don't assume that I am on here 24/7. As mentioned in my bio, I do not hold a notebook, note pad, or any kind of journal. My words are written in the spur of the moment and the images are selected after the wirk is done.

My poetry are my most intimate thoughts, scattered letters for whomever wants to find them. They are a sample of who I amd and what I have experienced, so please do not make assumptions from reading my poetry that you know the author behind them. Which I am certain that the majority are familiar with the saying assumption is...

I am not interested in any kind of romantic relationship. I am open to meeting new people and creating friendships. I am in a relationship, after such a long time I have found my person.

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Dragging myself across the wet tiles,

That offers me nothing but a cold embrace,

Grasping for a way to escape,

Life feels so close to an end,

As the room around me gets darker,

As the walls start caving in,

Sometimes feeling like I am giving up...

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Getting lost in the city,

With your hand in mine,

The love flowing freely between us,

As we venture through every city,

Stricken with the excitement,

Of feeling alive for the first time,

Learning to like myself with you by my side,

As you open my eyes,

Living my life as I always should have,

Everything is just so much better with you...

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I have opened up my heart,

So many times it suffered rejection,

Having to live through my sins,

Wanting to make things right,

Committing mistake after mistake,

Asking for unwelcomed forgiveness for my feelings,

Apologetically hiding away in shame,

Of letting a single thought cross my mind,

That not every single mishap was necessarily a fault of my own,

Because I always knew deep down,

That I was worth so much more than this,

Even with so many wrongs,

I learnt I don't always have to fight to be perfect,

Because you can choose to either love me or not...

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Depicting an image of myself,

As I watch the blood from my veins,

Slip onto this endless stream,

Where I continue to bury my feelings deep,

In the gutter of hopelessness,

Falling in the realisation that I needed you more,

Than I hated to admit to myself,

Drawn to the way your mind works,

Letting me into knowing what makes you so passionate,

Giving you more credit than you never once felt,

Saying out loud without holding back,

My secret feelings to you making myself vulnerable,

When my bravery was pointless...

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I need to spell out my truth,

You are my weakness,

As you reap deep into my thoughts,

Consuming every dark part of me,

Pushing me into salvation,

As our tongues speak in a different language,

Allowing our bodies dance the night away,

Cursed moans fill the air,

As it thickens with the heat that floods the room...

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Seconds go past and my mind is racing,

With reckless thoughts of how I long,

To cross every ocean just to be with you,

Reaching close to you my safe haven,

Keeping me safe from the dark,

Every part of me trembling,

Knowing that you would know how,

To calm every part of me...

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Your fingers trace the fire upon my skin,

Not staying away from memorising,

Every gasp and every moan that escapes from my lips,

Unfolding my every limit as you drive deeper into me,

Exposing all of my darkest desires as you break me apart,

Testing my tolerance of pain,

As we move matching this electric rhythm,

Losing myself in this natural flow,

As you drag me to the edge,

With the way your tongue slowly cleans off the sweat...

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Every line that crosses the page,

My skin feels flushed as I scribble each sentence,

The pace of my heart accelerates with every word,

Of the way I display my love for you,

I never knew that my story was about to begin,

From the moment I met you,

Uncertain of where it will lead us,

But all I know is that it ends with you...

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Living life in oblivion,

Pacing each street,

Without knowing about your existence,

Staying in a quiet place,

Ignorant to this kind of love,

Planted by a single kiss,

Swimming in your divine,

Feeling light headed by your touch,

As my feet feel like they're floating,

Every dark cloud brightens over us,

Causing such an explosive rush,

That speeds up my breathing,

Recklessly falling into your spell...

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The hot air soon becomes cold,

As this home is no longer safe for me to harbour,

Every lived memory long buried in the dust,

That now occupy the place of every photograph,

Moments that were once cherished,

Have been so easily forgotten,

That is left is a bitter taste of what was left behind,

Being forced to accept it all as it is,

All due to pride and guilt,

Becoming to late to turn back time,

No matter how much we pray,

We now pay the price of every sin that kept us far from the daylight...

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The quiet room binds me,

Deeper into this dark space,

Finding peace in the silence,

Reminiscing the thousand times,

That I led myself to exhaustion,

Having to find space to breathe,

Feeling to weak to rise up,

Trying to be unafraid of the consequences,

That await for me on the outside,

Knowing that I need to face them eventually,

And no matter what it takes,

I need to win even if it's just for me...

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Light up this auburn flame upon my skin,

Watch how my pain gives you pleasure,

Exploring each button until I explode,

Inhale my scent as you feel my blood boil,

With your every touch,

See how the ripples burst through me,

The hardness of my bosom,

Getting high as I falter under you,

From the sensation of you tasting my heat...

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In the middle of this pitch black room,

I find myself searching for your warmth,

Reaching out as I miss the feeling,

Of having your skin close to mine,

Simply being able to pull you close to me,

And wrap my soft, thick thighs around you,

Your heated arousal growing under me,

Now I am here waiting for you to come back to me,

As my body still aches for you...

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My sacred love that has led me to fall far from grace,

Regretting not having met you sooner than I did,

Wrapped in your essence as I become addicted,

Nothing could have prepared for what was to come,

The power of the way you make me feel,

Oblivious to what we would become,

For you're the only who knows how to cure this constant itch,

With the touch you have planted on my skin,

Permanently leaving an irreplaceable mark on my soul...

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The cool metallic taste running over my lips,

Tracing the curves of my body,

Satiating your darkest sins,

Piercing deep into my skin,

Driving me to edge as you corrupt my innocence,

Pleading and begging for more,

Never wanting this to end,

Because you accept every dark side of me,

Teaching me the beauty of every intimate desire that we share...

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Sometimes I get so lost in time,

As the cool water dries off from my skin,

My feelings slipping away,

Fighting so hard to keep our love alive,

Going against my every instinct,

Always reaching out to you,

Seeking to feel your heat,

Having you light up this fire inside of me,

As I look deeply into your eyes,

Letting the days go by,

As you fill this emptiness,

Settling in your welcoming embrace...

©️fallencalliope