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[queenaeducan]

Sorry but it is funny that after years of "omg we're sick of solas show us someone else" the most common criticism of the trailer I've seen is that it was just about introducing the companions

[theywhosawthedeep]

lord, discord was not meant for me, by which i mean the servers, although general discord is also not meant for me

i have no one to really discuss this fandom with, so i joined a server for it. as you do. but ... i just. i just don’t understand how to talk with people, or, more accurately, i (over)react badly when i believe this to be the case. i feel that i keep killing the conversation, which seriously gets me down, but, conversely, sometimes, i feel that i’m contributing to the conversation, which ... seriously cheers me up. it’s always those two extremes (and both are extremes, my feelings rarely ever run this wild); neither of them feel safe. i don’t know if i should completely disengage, only lurk, or persistently try anyway ... is it a matter of acclimatisation? my high school and uni experiences point to no! but what if it is? is being a hermit safer—or just easier?

[verycharismaticdragon]

you know, i’ve been writing those TYK/SHL comparisons as a way to process my feelings regarding the show, and sort them out into categories of ‘things i’m genuinely upset about’ vs ‘things that i only see as flaws because my overall impression was bad’ and... im only about halfway through The List but uh. it’s beginning to look like the overall conclusion will be 'i could make peace with everything aside from wenzhou’s dynamic getting butchered’

[lacependragon]

You ever just hate yourself and everything you say/do/type some days? Feel like the world just sorta puts up with you?

Yeah.

[negotiiator-a]

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[despiteherself]

unpopular opinion but like. the dragons leaving to hide under the sea never made sense for the movie universe and ! using the “there were dragons when i was a boy” line was just a cheap shot used to make people emotional instead of developing something deep. and i am so gut tired of content lately just.... failing to give a fully engaging story and relying on people already loving the characters to give emotion.

[jensoo]

my winter depression always is the worst but like....lately it’s THE worst. i don’t know how the fuck does it work but i don’t even have the energy to sleep and like i wake up even more tired. i don’t have the energy to do stuff but then i’m mad at myself for not doing them. i can’t force myself to be excited about anything. even though i’m kinda introverted i need to just like feel other people’s presence near me and lately i’m home alone like 98% of the time and i just feel so lonely on top of everything else too.. 

also for the first time in like 3 years i’m having really negative thoughts (like my usual ‘eh its ok but i wouldnt mind not existing’ is slowly shifting into actively thinking ‘maybe i should just die’) and it’s so scary, i really thought i was past this for real... like DON’T WORRY i won’t do anything but just having that thought lingering in the back of my head at all times is horrible. i always wished i could talk to someone irl about this...i wish people didn’t react like ‘HOW CAN YOU THINK THINGS LIKE THAT STOP IT’ like i just want to hurt them, it makes me feel like i’m a horrible person even though i know it’s not true...

i don’t know what to do anymore... it feels everytime it gets better for a short time it just gets worse than ever for twice as long :/ i wish things just were diffrent, i wish i could stop feeling like a burden

btw i know everyone always just want to be helpful but i’m not looking for advice like ‘just clean your shower’ or ‘just force yourself to go outside, it will make you feel better’, it doesn’t help me and I KNOW how to manage my depression. i just need to let it all out and i don’t have anyone to talk to about it privately......