#negetive

[enigmabird]

turns out when you, work part time, study part time, are caring for someone ill part time, you don't really have any time for yourself!

[sicksadstar]

"i am NO part of this WORLD"

[relaxing-n-podcasting]

The arc with Argonaut Keene over the last two episodes really captures the cycle of anxiety and aggression I've felt as a result of social anxiety (albeit in a more intense way)

But it's just, the feeling of loving your friends so much that you'd do anything for them, but always feeling like a burden or that you don't deserve them and it leads to slight feelings of jealousy and resentment

And eventually you get so fed up with every joke or phrase that your brain uses as evidence that they "hate you'" that you start to get angry at the pain of it all and cry or lash out or isolate

And then you're just left by yourself again feeling guilty because of what you've done and you feel like you can't separate those thoughts from yourself anymore

And it takes reminding yourself that other people love you, that the thoughts aren't based on anything, and learning your value to break out.

[askthepandoranhero]

Sometimes I just feel like all I can do is say “I’m sorry”.

But what does it matter...?

“I’m sorry” doesn’t fix anything. “I’m sorry” doesn’t undo all of the injustice, all of the murder. “I’m sorry” doesn’t save anyone’s life.

“I’m sorry” doesn’t...doesn’t undo that...I let you down. I let...I let everyone down...

I said...I said that I would protect everyone...and...and then I didn’t...I didn’t protect anyone...and I...I hurt everyone...

I...am such a failure...and I will never forget it, not ever, not for one second.

[finch-beeps]

I'll probably be taking a break from posting for awile

Admittedly my mental health is starting to take a hit again which makes feeling alright with my content very, very hard

I've been writing instead so you might see a bit of that but thats it

[soul4thelowhml]

Many times i wish death

cigarettes and crystal castles

i dont know if she really like the way i push it past

but she fast i push it in

n light the J

forget about the lows

down wit it now but if it go down im ghost

light weight

lifted

on top of my mellow

i got 2 blunts as fat as Reble Wilson

where’d my head go?

Dont look down

[tayshipping]

Do any of you sometimes feel like your F/O wouldn’t love you? Not because you’re self conscious but because of said F/O’s personality, what happens in canon, and such?

[tom--jose]

Murphy's Law

 "Anything that can go wrong will go wrong"

Whatever that can happen will happen

10 Versions of Murphy's Law

1. The Original Murphy's Law

"If something can go wrong, it will."

2. Misplaced Articles

"You never find a lost article until you replace it."

3. Value

"Matter will be damaged in direct proportion to its value."

4. The Future

"Smile. Tomorrow will be worse."

5. Solving Problems

"Left to themselves, things tend to go from bad to worse."

6. Theories

"Enough research will tend to support your theory."

7. Appearances

"The opulence of the front office decor varies inversely with the fundamental solvency of the firm."

8. Belief

"Tell a man there are 300 billion stars in the universe and he'll believe you. Tell him a bench has wet paint on it and he'll have to touch to be sure."

9. Time Management

"The first 90 percent of a project takes 90 percent of the time; the last 10 percent takes the other 90 percent of the time."

10. Working Under Pressure

"Things get worse under pressure."