#nekobakaz

[datasoong47]

My Tumblr Crushes:

nebula-girl (4%)

nekobakaz (4%)

ukulelekatie (3%)

mini-oddity (3%)

yesterdaysprint (3%)

linguisten (2%)

chidisbookshelf (2%)

ideas-of-immortality (2%)

linguisticparadox (2%)

[metapianycist]

@nekobakaz an hour or so before the blood draw I’d had a protein drink that was basically milk with added whey & soy protein (I’m going to guess that it amounted to ~10 ounces of milk). earlier, I’d had some drinkable yogurt.

[chieftainaloyarchive]

nekobakaz reblogged your post and added:

Oooooh, I have all of the manga, so it’s good to...

hrrrm idk how i feel about the sex abuse. drugs and violence dont really bother me. i guess i’ll see.

[ellelarondelle]

Friends with Boys by Faith Erin Hicks

“So I’ve normally been putting my book quotes on my Livejournal and my emotionally questionable stuff on here, but ... well, book quotes with emotionally questionable responses go HERE "You'll do fine Maggie." 11

no one told me this about high school, or university

then again, in both cases I didn't really have anyone to whine to about worrying about adjusting

also, I DIDN'T do fine in university, and with high school, I didn't find anyone CLOSE to my people until GRADE TWELVE

my ACTUAL best friend ( http://nekobakaz.tumblr.com/ ), I didn't find until I took a grade 12 class in OAC (now called the 'victory lap' )

Basically, socially, it would have REALLY helped me if I could have repeated a year at some point... though I couldn't have handled the new curriculum's sex ed... though maybe my PTSD diagnosis might have been figured out earlier...

"I... I don't want to be here." 27

you and me both, kid

"There are too many people in this building" 28

I felt like this in grade 9, not so much by grade 12

"'You liked being homeschooled too, didn't you?' 'No, I like it here better." 30

"You gotta do this Magsby." 32

that is not useful. please try again.

"Makeout stairwell <u>AVOID</u>!!"

thank God I never found such a thing at my high school (there might have been physical violence)

"Now all you need is to find your people."

grade. fucking. TWELVE.

"it must have been weird to have your mom for a teacher"

I am SO glad my Mom didn't try to be my teacher. We would have killed each other. Or at least there would have been physical violence (wait... that happened anyway... *shrugs* carry on.

“the volleyball team. Matt and his merry band of social conformists.”

social conformism? 

can I light it on fire?

please?

“the girl who killed the alien was very cool”

I want to watch her be awesome. 

I don’t really want to watch a horror film so I haven’t seen Alien yet.

‘the first time I saw “Alien,” I wanted to be Ripley’

I haven’t SEEN Alien and I want to be Ripley. I mean, I never will be, because it’s me, but ...

“Matt’s got this gift. 

He makes you feel like he’s the best person in the world [...] He’ll either be a politician or a supervillain when he grows up [...]

Matt doesn’t have much patience for people who aren’t his idea of normal.

Or people [...] who need something visual to prove they’re different 

[... {a brother to his sister}] You look like a freak.”

*summons fire Skyrim-style* you really don’t want to do that...  “we have a choice how we’re going to act [...]

I don’t WANT to be that guy being an asshole to that other guy just because he does theater instead of sports, okay?”

*after being beat up* “Y’know... I think I hurt his feelings”

COME AT ME BRO!

‘I’m a bad daughter. [...]

Mom should’ve had me, because I was a girl.

But I never wanted to be with her, because she only wanted to do girl things. 

I wanted to be with [...] Dad and do the boy things”

also, Mom was abusive and still does not have healthy boundaries, 

Dad is much better at this

[sorarikuarchive]

nekobakaz reblogged your photo:My girls adorable! Fear me 8)

HOW DID YOU GET THAT OUTFIT???

I PAID WITH MY BODY. no i kid. it’s in the coliseum. it updated :D

[thethespacecoyote]

Every time I see your cosplay, I'm blown away by how awesome it looks! And you always look like you're having fun! I know that your worst critic is yourself; it isn't rational and it ain't fun. So I hope you remember the fun you have cosplaying, and know that you spread that fun too.

thank you! it is fun and i’m looking forward to making more for the winter con season. i’m just really hard on myself but....i do have fun at the end of the day 

[poiplefunguy]

nekobakaz replied to your post “bluethisisforyou replied to your post “i was with my 3 yo nephew in...”

I think it's generally assumed that anyone with a child is a parent; people have done this when I'm babysitting a friend's kid, commented how alike we look and everything. Ppl, we're not related, not my kid...

my dad said we look alike??? which is weird bc he looks like his side of the family that’s not related to me 

[sorarikuarchive]

nekobakaz reblogged your post:im starting to feel the nova system is code...

I’m being seduced by darkness and I like it~

8) the darkness has seduced us all. we can’t help ourselves.