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✎♡ Pairing: Loser/Nerdy Husband!Seonghwa X female reader
✎♡ Warning: Smut with A LOT of flashbacks, might contain heavy topic that not all will agree (child exposure to sex, which is never ok in real life situation! Be mindful of your surrounding please!), porn addicted, poor plushie being lick and grind on, stealing panties, sniffing on used panties, dub con (the reader consent!), pervert, begging (from man n woman), pussy drunk, pussy worship, face in pussy, ALL ABOUT PUSSY ADDICTION
✎♡ A/N: I'm sorry for making yall wait 😭 Lot of things happened and I nearly give up the half way writing this fic cuz of my self doubt but here we are, HOORAY. Just, I'm sorry if there is a lot of grammar mistakes or confusing plots. I tried my best to keep everything smooth. Any comments or feedbacks will be appreciated, I LOVE BEING PRAISE🐇 Anyway, I'm thinking of doing part 2 for this but we'll see.
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“Seonghwa! Mmph–!” You throw your head on the soft pillow of your bed, writhing from the pleasure that your husband just gave. His head stay buried in your leaking cunt while greedily slurping all your juicy slick into his throat. “Angel..haa–fuck–yess give me more, baby” He moans in bliss as he continue to dive into your wet sloppy cunt. It's been a year now since you married him but not once he changed. Still hungry for the sweet cunt of yours—every day, every night—since your college year.
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You still remember how innocent Seonghwa was back then, the first time you met him. It was in your psychology class, where you were given a seat beside him. He, of course the quiet kid who didn't interact much unless he was spoken to. But he wasn’t ignore by anyone, he is just who he is. You might think that he’s introvert but in reality, he’s the opposite. Not too mention, he was one of the most popular football players in your college.
“Um, sorry, but can I borrow a sticky note—wait, no, can you lend me some? I forgot to bring mine. Sorry.” You dip your head a little in a guilty gesture from disturbing his focus, and let out an awkward chuckle.
His glasses slip down from the bridge of his nose, and the flustered expression on his face is so endearing that it makes you grin. His fingers tap a quick, nervous rhythm on the desk. “S-sticky note?” He asks, clearing his throat. “Sure” His hand quickly digs through his pencil case and just like that, the tiny paper squares are found. The conversation is short, a small exchange between you two for the first time.
The second time was when you asked him to help you carry the lecturer’s files. It wasn't intentional—those files were heavy as hell. Thesis, research, proposal—whatever. As if you give a damn, but since the lecturer asked, and being a good student you were, you agreed to it. On the way to the office, you met him. It was still clear in your mind when you saw him exit the library with the soft blush on his cheeks, pastel checkered cardigan, and his usual sling bag. Cute, right? Well, it is if you don’t know what he’s actually doing in there.
“Seonghwa! Hi–can you help me? Quick, quick, it's heavy!”
The weight of the files makes you lean against him for balance with your back pressed to his chest and your butt brushing against his crotch, but you are oblivious to it at that time, too focused on not dropping the files. A sharp breath escapes from his mouth while his hands snap to your hips. “I'm sorry! Didn't mean to. It's too heavy, I swear.” Still, you stay leaned against him because, honestly? He’s the only thing keeping you upright. You didn’t think much of it then, but looking back, that pink flush and the way he held his bag too close to his chest feel like clues. Your husband, in fact, wasn’t reading in the library after all.
Back then, you had no idea what he was hiding, but now? Now you know exactly why his hands shook and why his eyes couldn’t meet yours. The library wasn’t about books for Seonghwa—it was about you. Even before you were his, he was already addicted, sneaking off between shelves just to stroke himself to the thought of your smile, your voice, your body pressed against him.
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“Angel, your pussy’s all I ever wanted, I swear—fuck, I’d live down here if you let me.” Your husband moans against your folds, sloppy tongue never stopping.
“You don’t know how many nights in college I wanted to do this, how many times I—fuck—came thinking about this exact taste.” His words muffle against your glistening folds. His nose shoves so deep in them, smearing your slick all over his face like he wants to wear your pussy as cologne. Your hole continues to bless him with more juice. The sound of your pussy being licked and slurped is so obscene that it just makes you more aroused, and so does he.
You always thought—“Oh, he’s kinda nerd so I guess he prefers everything clean and neat.” —Well, he is but not with you. He wants you wrecked all the time. Painted white from his cum, trembling from how much he fucks you stupid. He makes sure that you don't have to lift a finger at home. Work? He’ll do it. Chores? He’ll handle it. All he wants is for you to keep those legs spread, dripping just for him. He’d die between your thighs with a smile on his face.
“You think I’m a clean freak, angel? Fuck no. I ruined my boxers so many times because of you I lost count.”
The memory of you bending over the library table is still fresh in his mind. At that time, you were having a study session with him. Oh, a simple group work and since you both were already sitting beside each other in class, so why not be partners in the group project?
“Ah, let me take it.” As you lean forward to grab the pile of reference books, you unintentionally raise your skirt, revealing your soft pink panties with a slight moisture hint, unbeknownst to you. Blood rushes to his dick from the sight that he needs to hide his boner with his sling bag. Seonghwa wants nothing but to pin you down on the flat surface and shove his face in your pussy to take a sniff of your scent down there.
“A little more,” you keep reaching for the books while his eyes are burning into your sweet, clothed pussy. The trace of your fat folds is clear on your panties, making him dizzy with the thought of parting and sniffing them. “Got it!” Your happy cheer brings him back from his fantasy. “Uh, oh, yes, the book…” You giggle innocently as you place the books in front of him while he pulls himself back together.
As time goes by, you two grew close. You would ask him anything about classes, texting even when it has nothing to do with studying, teasing him with your jokes. You love to see his smile, and he loves your pussy—oops.
“Hwa, wanna come over to my house? All we have left is just the conclusion, right? I think we can finish it off at my house.” The words spark something deep in him, like a door finally creaking open. “Sure.”
And just like that, he’s in your room with your body leaning against him as you read through the last page of your group proposal. “Hm, I think you already did great on the conclusion part, Hwa. Good job!” A giggle slips from your lips as your hand automatically pats his head. You can't help it, he's too cute. The small contact sends shivers down his spine. How can he not? When all he has been doing is imagining how your plushie smells—because, honestly, he’s sure as hell you put them between your thighs when you are sleeping. Or, how you moan when your towel brushes against your clit while you dry your body off.
“I’ll be right back real quick. You drink tea, right? Okay wait here.” With that, you left him alone in your room to go down to the kitchen to prepare him a drink.
As soon as your shadow disappears from the door, he scatters to your bed and presses his face flat on the sheets shamelessly. “Oh, fuck—she smells so divine” He grabs your poor innocent plushie and grinds against it with face still buried in your mattress. “Ah–ah–mmph—want it, your pussy, angel—mmm—” He ruts pathetically, desperately, while the evening continues with you blissfully oblivious to his taboo actions on your belongings.
That night, you wished him goodnight, thanking him for the evening you spent with and just went to sleep, smiling while him panting at the end of the line. What you didn't know—again—that he stole one of your panties, used from your laundry basket. Soft red lace, the pair you’d worn the night before and threw it into the basket this morning. Pressing the fabric on his tall nose, he inhales like his life depends on it. His sweatpants is already pooling on the floor along with his boxer as his fist works on his cock while he moans to your pussy scent. “Angel..” he gasps. “I need you—God, you’re divine down here—mmph” He drags his tongue along the soaked fabric, tasting the ghost of your pussy while groaning like you’re there in front of him.
A deep frustrated groan slips from his throat at the lack of friction from his hand, making him hard to concentrate on your 'pussy'. Seonghwa kicks away his pants before pulling a big dark blue container from under his bed. Fishing his hand around in the container, he sighs in relief when he finally found what he'd been looking for. A silicone pussy like sex toy—not even a full body, just a pair of plush thighs and a dripping cunt waiting for him. A torso, faceless and limbless, designed only for one thing, to spread open for him and take his cock. As he slides the toy onto his cock, he can't help but whine at the tightness of it.
“Fuck—angel, so tight—hnn—” Pushing the fake pussy flat on the floor, he continues to rut into it like a lunatic. Fucking the poor silicone toy relentlessly all while still inhaling your cute panties.
The room fills with his pants, lines of confession about how all he need is to taste your slick on the tip of his tongue. How he would do anything for the exchange of your perfect cunt. Funny, how the simple exchange conversation of lending some sticky notes back then can make him this frantic of your scent, body and feeling. "Angel, angel, angel—haa!—please—"
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Looking back at his early childhood, he was too young but fate always has a way of surprising us. 10 years old him—with a sky blue cap on his head that had a duck image glued on it, a shirt that was a little to big for his frame and his black slack—ran back home happily with a trophy from the school storytelling tournament that he managed to get first place in. It was already late, he usually spent the evening at his friend’s house while his parents were at work. The clock strike to 8 when he finally wished his friend goodbye and quickly when home.
"Bubye, Jisung-yah!" His high pitched voice rang as he bid the little farewell.
The short legs of his were quick to take him home. Maybe, because he was excited to tell his parents about his accomplishment? Yes, such a pure intention that was soon to be destroyed by fate. "I'm home! Omma! Appa!" The house is empty, dark hallway greeted him but he paid no mind as he ran to his parents' room. The door knob was already on his palm when he twisted it open, peeking through the small opening of the door.
“Ah!–Honey!–ah–” His eyes widened from the scene in front of him. The sound of his mother's voice rang high in the room as his eyes darted to his father's head that was buried in between his mother's legs. Was…his mother in pain..? His mother's hands tugged on Mr. Park's head, pushing deeper into her cunt. Slurp! Slurp! It was obscene but little Seonghwa couldn't pry his head elsewhere. The sight of his father tongue sliding up and down through his mother's plump folds were sight to be hold. How the folds jiggle after his father let go from his lips.
"Honey—mmph—you taste delicious down here. Need more—" Mr. Park moaned. His hands pushed his wife legs apart, spreading it more for him, not knowing he just gave his son full view of their intimacy moment.
Young Seonghwa stayed in front of the small opening, watching how greedy his fatherlicked and ate his mom out. He shouldn't—he knew that, but he couldn't bring himself to walk away. It was intoxicating, making his mouth ran dried. He craved that. After the incident, Seonghwa would always had his tongue on something, mimicking his father explicit action.
"Little—mmph—more" He whimpered between the plushie legs—the one he got from his mother on his birthday—licking it wet with his saliva. Of course, he wouldn't understand what the fuck he was doing but the urge was too much. He wanted to feel his tongue run on sweet folds he imagined. His parents never suspect a thing since to them, there was nothing weird about his behaviors. Study? Still on top of the class. Tournaments? He stayed active. Little did they know, he would sneak to their laundry room at night to get a sniff of how pussy supposed to smell and on his first time? He nearly went to heaven on how addictive it was to him.
At fourteen, he already had the access to the internet since his parents trusted him, believing it was only for study purposes. At first, he really did use it to find information for his revision, but as time went on, his focus was pulled away by his own curiosity.
Vagina. Licking. It was all started with ‘innocent’ words—feeding the simple keywords into the browser like confessions, before he spiraled deeper into his obsession. Ogling on a simple drawing of cunt in a science textbook was his first. Searching and clicking through websites was never difficult for him. It didn't take long for him to slip down the rabbit hole of tabs.
He would make sure to delete his web history every time he went to bed, though his parents never check it. Can't leave a trace, right?
By sixteen, with the teenage hormones surging, his fixation only grew stronger. With the experience on his side, he became sharper at finding exactly what he wanted and soon built a stash of toys that he managed to hide away from prying eyes. But how? When some company would asked for contact information to make sure there aren’t minors lurking around to have such toys before they reach certain age, but it was never the problem for him. “Park…” Seonghwa muttered as he key in his father information into the payment details. How about the email! It’s his. He was just using his father name. To add more, he usually ordered from a discreet company that will help you cover your information when they shipped your package.
“Darling! Is this yours? Starhwa0403?” Mrs. Park’s voice called from the bottom of the stairs. “Yes, omma!” He hurried down, cheeks warm, and dipped his head when her hand came to pat his hair. No one knew. No one suspected a thing. Park Seonghwa—the star student among his peers—was also the most unhinged lunatic with the filthiest pussy fetish imaginable.
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“Seonghwa! What are you staring at?” Your gleeful tone drag him back to the reality with your hand rests on his thigh. It’s unintentional, just a habit of yours.
His breath stutters before he flashes you a gentle smile. Again, both of you are at your house—not to study but just a casual lounging. A date to be exact. It’s been a while, half of the year into your college since you know him, and since then, you two keep growing closer from the time being. You can’t help but falling for him. Just look at him, shy in his doing, polite in his talk, always ready to explain things to you and when his body presses against yours to teach you a certain topic that you're struggling, the butterflies in your stomach cheer. Not too mention the combo of his face and big brain. Tch—how can someone be so perfect—you thought.
“What do you usually do, Hwa?” You rest your head on his lap—that’s, intentional.
“I mean, beside studying? Do you have any hobby beside football? What do you usually watch when you are bored?” Oh, sweet summer child, if only you know. “Oh, I usually just play game—” “Game? What game?” You push yourself upright, leaning in until your face hovers just a breath away from his. The closeness crackles like static. His eyes tremble from the sudden closeness.
He wants nothing more than to shove his mouth and claim your lips in a wet sloppy kiss that would make you lost your breath. “U-uh animal crossing?”
“Oh! I heard about them! You owned a Nintendo? Damn, must be fun.” You slam your head back on his lap in defeat. “Is it fun? I want to try them but well, i don't have one yet hehe” The male can’t help but smile at your endearing giggle—Oh, he’s smitten.
“You should told me sooner, I will bring it on our next hangout.” Those words seem to pull your interest as your head sprint up to him again, “Really?! God, thank you Hwa. I love you~” The sentence slip from your mouth before you can even acknowledge it but you're too happy to care about it at the moment. However, it seem to affect him, leaving him breathless for a short amount of time. “Oh yeah! I want to show you the new plushie I got last Saturday—” But neither of those words reach him as his eyes burning on the full view of your ass bending in front of him as you try to reach your toy across the bed.
The sight of your soft pink panties, delicate and pure, almost painfully innocent, makes his pupils dilate with lust. Beneath the flimsy fabric lies his most prized possession, the treasure he’s been craving for so long. “Just a lick—” Seonghwa whispers, fighting the hunger roaring inside him. What he’s longed for is right there before him—begging to be tasted.
“I’d been eyeing this bear—Mmph!—” Your words were cut off from a sudden drag of cold wetness sears across your clothed core, sending shivers racing up your spine. In an instant, your head snap back, only to find his face buried tight between your thighs, inhaling the intoxicating scent of your cunt shamelessly. The obscene act makes your legs tremble, body freezing as the butterflies in your stomach collapse into a cold, stunned mess.
“H-hwa—!” Your cry breaks into a half scream as he yanks your panties down, baring you to his hungry gaze. A needy moan spills from his lips at the sight he’s been starving for—your plump folds, hiding that pretty little clit of yours between them.
“Fuck, your pussy’s so pretty… I-I—” He pants as he drags his tongue along your folds like a starving man. Your whimper is muffled against the sheets, legs already kicking weakly at the strange, overwhelming sensation. “Hwa, w-what are you—what are you doing?” you finally manage to choke out your voice, still reeling from shock. “Shh, angel,” the pet name finally spills out, cracked and trembling, the same name he’s sobbed into his toy countless times, choking on the thought of you.
“I need it—need your pussy, please, please let me taste it. I’ll do anything, I’ll worship it, fuck—your pussy’s too perfect, it’s begging for me. Let me, angel. Please, I’m begging you, I can’t breathe without it.”
Before you can respond, the tip of his tongue once again lapping your folds longingly, making love to your plump flesh that he loves so much. “Angel, you are—you’re wet… Did I turn you on? Mmph—let me pleasure you, yeah? I’ll make you satisfy I promise.” Using his nose, he parts your folds slowly, almost savoring the moment. The feeling of his nose nudging between your folds in the most intimate way, make you whimper. Oh, heavenly isn't it? Brushing it against your bundle of nerve, rubbing it into submission. Your pussy starts to leak. Ultimately, after a few strokes, he reveals your cute little clit to the cold air.
“Haa—” He coos at your gasp, patting your bubbly cheeks to sooth you. “Oh—mmph~ Angel, you're so pretty down here. Better than I imagined.” He dips his head to kiss your clit in a slow open mouth kiss. Making out with your bud instead of your mouth. Your moan fills the room—sweet and intoxicating—making his hips jerk, grinding against the empty air in search for friction.
“H-Hwa—Mmm~ Ah~” Your hand cover your mouth to muffle the sound. It’s not that you are embarrass by it but it just add to the sweetness you know? Like adding honey to your tea. His gaze move to your entrance next, watching it clenches desperately around nothing. The sight making him whine like a needy dog looking for its owner validation.
“Please angel—haa—” Lick!His voice crack as he begs, nose brushing on your folds. “I’ll be good, just let me—” Another lick but messier and desperate this time. “Please, please, I need it—” Slurp! “I’ll make you feel so good, I swear—just let me taste you.” His mouth close around your clit and sucks it like a starving man, trying to coax you in.
“Nghhh—Hwa—” you cry out when his tongue circling your clit.
“Please” his voice rags, muffled against you
“T-Too much—” you stutter, jerking your hips away from him but it was all in vain when he holds you down on the mattress.
“I’ll do anything—” he groans, spreading your legs wider, revealing more of your intimate parts to him.
He holds you still, forcing your back to arch—presenting yourself to him as he buries his face into your waiting cunt. His tongue laps on your entrance with a few slow strokes like a thirsty cat before finally forcing his tongue inside—fucking your pussy with rough and eager thrusts, tasting every inch of your walls as he wiggles his tongue deep inside you.
“Ah—Fuck—Hwa—s-stop—” you plea, but your voice cracks, betraying you. “T-that’s dirty—” you whimper, thighs trembling as shame burns on your face yet, your hips rock helplessly into his mouth, craving the filth you swore you didn’t want.
You whimper at the loss of his tongue only for his mouth to latch back on your clit, sucking it harshly. “Mmm—Hwa—want—” your words scatter as you are at the war with your mind, torn between want to be true with yourself or holding back your own desire. Despite his roughness, you can’t help but love every seconds of it. “Please—” you choke. “Please, Hwa—fuck me ! Use me—Use my pussy!” You scream into the bed, letting out your frustration, finally voicing out your desire.
You feel his mouth still against you, and the way his breath seems to hitch at your words. “P-please…” your voice drops to a sob, heat flooding your cheeks. “Play with my pussy. Suck, lick, spit—anything—just don’t stop.” A few seconds of silence passed when you feel his hands on your plump bottom, squishing them. “Hwa? Do you hate me now—” you words cut off as his tongue stroking your messy cunt firmly, making you roll your eyes from the strong friction.
“Mmm~ Hwa, want you to play with my pussy, please.” You beg beautifully. The shame that was weighing on you moments ago melts away and replaced with a raw need for your pussy to be worshipped. You spread yourself open, baring your holes to him. His eyes stare at a bead of your slick that drips to the floor. “A-Angel…” His voice breathless. “You’re—god, you’re so perfect.”
He shoves his fingers inside you almost clumsily, desperate to feel everything of you, making you arch on the bed deeper. “Only me—only me, right? Please, angel, tell me no one else gets to see you like this—” His mouth latches back onto your clit, sucking it greedily, whimpering at the sound of your mewl. “That’s it—yes, yes, sing for me—ah, fuck—” He moans against you like he’s the one being ruined.
You jerk your hips, grinding your pussy against his face as his head buried between your thighs from behind. “Mmm—Hwa—ah—so good—yes, more—” your moans spill out as he sits back on his heels, tongue straining desperately to reach every part of you. He’d die happily if this were his last moment. His grip on your hips is almost bruising as he drags you closer, greedily lapping at your slick. His tongue swirls over your clit, relentless and messy. “Y-Yes, angel—hah—your pussy’s clenching—” Slurp! “It’s happy to see me, right? Right, angel? Please—tell me it’s for me—”
“Y-Yes Hwa—mmph!—f-fuck you’re so good at this. I’m gonna—I’m gonna come, I can’t—” Hearing those words slip out from your mouth, he doubles his effort. “You gonna come? Really? Fuck—yes, yes, yes—please, angel, come for me—please, let me have it—please—”
It doesn’t take you long for your pussy to start spasming and pushing out tons of your slick into his eager mouth—all sticky and thick but that’s only making him roll his eyes in ecstasy. Your legs kicking on the floor helplessly as your body trembles hard from the high. The male grunt at the taste of your nectar—finally getting what he had long for. “T-Taste—so—good—” He pants between gulps. “Like honey—mmmp—T-Thank you—Thank you, angel”
You turn onto your back, head peeking between your spread thighs as you watch him continue to nudge your legs apart and licking your cunt clean from any trace of your slick. Can’t let any drop go to waste! He’s good—too good, like a dog—What? Your hand reach down to pat his head while his big doe eyes looking up at you like he's waiting for praise. “Good boy.” He mewl sweetly at it before dipping back into your cunt. That night, you fall asleep with his head between your legs, using your soft, cushiony, pussy as a pillow.
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Letting the cute nerd suck on my tit while I make him cum with my hand around his cock
request: dom! kurt for the first time after a argument
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pairing: dom!bf!kurt x fem!gf!reader
summary: after an intense argument because your bf kurt keeps ignoring you for his stupid live streams, he decides to show you that he’s capable of considering you by manhandling you for the first time
warnings: MDNI — smut, use of “pussy” as an insult, arguing, p in v, unprotected sex, dom!kurt, manhandling, angry sex, creampie
word count: 1k
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you and kurt never had a real argument — only small pathetic misunderstandings. kurt is not the type to get mad at you, even if he’s very easy to rage bait. though, for the first time in months, you two got into an intense fight.
"those live streams are all you do, kurt! i feel invisible," you state.
"i need my fans, you don’t understand!"
"you don’t need ‘em, kurt. i’m right here! i’m fucking here!"
"you don’t understand," he repeats. "my channel is important to me… i- i like when they comment."
"oh fuck you! all you do is complaining and whining. you fucking pussy."
the fight has progressively gotten worse as you spit out all the things you don’t like about him. kurt seems hurt, a lot hurt. his puppy eyes are more noticeable, his upper lip almost threatening a cry. but before you can say anything else, a new kind of emotion appears on kurt’s face, and it has nothing to do with the vulnerable kurt you know.
"so, i’m pussy." kurt’s tone has changed — he sounds steadier, his voice deeper.
you’re quite taken aback.
"repeat that."
oh, that’s not your kurt. your eyebrows furrow in confusion before you let out a nervous, humorless chuckle.
"what?" is all you manage to say.
"i said, repeat that. repeat what you called me." he stands up from his game chair and slowly walks towards you.
"i… i said you’re a pussy."
kurt seems to want to say something, but stops right before. his expression almost appears calm and serene.
"alright, i’ve heard you now," he murmurs as he walks to his bed to do something you don’t really pay attention to — you’re only focused on this new attitude.
you stare at him for a good couple of minutes, then you decide to head to the kitchen to prepare dinner since you’re staying over and his parents are on vacation.
what the fuck was that? your mind keeps replaying the argument and how he acted so differently. once the dinner’s ready, you and he eat in complete silence, as if speaking would cause a tragedy for both of you.
"i’ve got this," he suddenly says as he steps in front of you, stopping you from cleaning the counter after the meal.
once again, you don’t know what to say, neither what to think. you just accept it and leave the room. the atmosphere is thick with tension and negative energy from the previous fight, though it’s not like you’re having a bad feeling about this. you feel weird, you feel… turned on? you’ve never seen kurt act this manly, and even if that came out during something negative, it’s certainly making you feel things.
after some minutes kurt walks into his bedroom, finding you there already wandering around as if you’re trying to smell his scent all over. he looks at you and you do the same. but your eyes tell different things. you’re almost sorry for how rough you were with him earlier — you look sad and regretful — but kurt, on the other hand, looks like he’s angry.
in two steps, he’s in front of you — his hands gripping your hips with a firmness he never had. he’s not furious, but there’s a anger in him that is making him look incredibly hot, somehow.
"so you don’t feel seen," he spits out with gritted teeth.
you just stare, that’s all you can do.
"i don’t give you the attentions you deserve," he continues. you feel his breath on your face as he looks down at you.
in a blink of an eye, you’re facing away — kurt has turned you around. you gasp as you feel his hands pushing you against his desk, your breasts hitting the hard surface.
"am i still not seeing you?" he barks. you hear a fumbling metal sound that resonates the one of a belt undoing. you realize what’s happening, but you don’t say anything.
you can’t and don’t want to.
your shorts abruptly hit the cold floor, along with your panties. kurt has never manhandled you like this. he loves cowgirl, he loves being vulnerable beneath you, but something in your argument earlier snapped something in him.
and you are secretly loving it.
within seconds, you’re seeing stars. kurt’s hard cock is pistoning deep inside you as if he needs to prove something.
"am i still a pussy?" each word of his punctuated by a thrust.
he bottoms out. "answer." that boy needy of validation is still there.
your eyes are squeezed shut, your hands are gripping the desk, and your mouth has got the shape of an “o”.
"n-no… no, you’re not, kurt…" you pant.
"good."
the desk is moving along with his thrusts, the room has filled up with his groans and your loud moans.
kurt’s hand grips your hair and pulls it to his chest, yanking it back. you scream his name in a way you’ve never done before. you love this. you absolutely love this kurt. he knows you love it too — he could swear he heard you begging for him to go faster.
his movements become imperfect and weak, meaning he’s getting tired. well, he’s never done this, so it’d make sense.
but as soon as he notices that your moans are also getting weaker, he speeds up his pace immediately and fucks you harder than before. your legs are shaking at this point, your face shows an expression of pure bliss.
he comes inside you. he stops all the way in and spurts his cum deep inside you. he had always pulled out.
you don’t complain and take it, your orgasm following right after his.
"oh, god…" he pants faintly. "good girl."
you can’t help but smirk and get up with his help. you wrap your arms around his neck and pull him back between your legs as you hop onto the desk.
"i’m the one calling you a good boy." you kiss him.
kurt kisses you back sloppily. the sound of your lips smacking is wet and dirty.
"not today.”
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me & my bf ! nerdsss !!
Nerd (Roman)
ᢉ𐭩 .⋆ tags : sub roman, dom reader, blow job, 18+
.⋆ summary : Roman and you are in collage and he helped you get a A so you wanted to thank him in a special way
wc : 439
Your head bobbed steadily on Roman’s length, his soft whimpers filling the quiet dorm room. His glasses had slipped down his nose, hanging crooked as his eyes fluttered half-shut, completely undone beneath you.
The sight of him like this—messy, overwhelmed, and so needy—made something dark and pleased curl in your chest. You wanted to ruin him.
When his tip hit the back of your throat for the third time, he bucked up instinctively, a broken sound tearing from his lips. You pulled away slowly, a thin string of saliva still connecting your mouth to him before it finally snapped.
“No moving, baby, or I’ll stop,” you warned gently. Your hand wrapped around him, stroking his length, slick with your spit.
Roman let out a soft, breathless whine and nodded quickly. “’Kay— I’m sorry. I won’t do it again.”
He trembled at the way your hand moved, already overwhelmed. His own hand had never made him feel like this—never came close.
You were enjoying this far too much. Maybe you’d imagined it before—him like this, pliant and desperate—but you’d never admit that out loud.
“I need you to be good if you wanna cum,” you said sweetly, looking up at him like it was the most casual thing in the world. “Can you be a good boy for me?”
Roman nodded frantically. “Yes—yes, I’ll be good. Please,” he whimpered, completely pathetic and entirely yours. The way he looked at you made you want to give him everything.
Slowly, you stood, your knees aching from the hard floor. You grabbed his shoulders and lowered yourself into his lap, heat settling over him. You were already bare, and Roman still looked like he couldn’t get enough.
His hands found your hips immediately, squeezing like he was afraid you’d disappear. Poor boy—so desperate.
You smiled at the way he stared up at you with those wide, needy eyes, then began to grind against him, deliberately slow, just to tease.
Roman’s grip tightened as a small, broken moan slipped from him when he felt how wet you were.
“You’re so good to me,” he whispered. “How did I deserve this.” His eyes never left you, his mouth slightly open like he was starving.
You giggled softly, still moving against him. “Helping me get an A on my essay.”
He rolled his eyes, though the blush on his cheeks betrayed him.
You always teased Roman—you couldn’t help it. Eventually, you stopped moving and shifted, positioning yourself properly.
“I’m joking, baby,” you murmured. “Now be a good boy and let me show you how thankful I am.”
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𝓣high 𝓡iding Nerd!Rafe
Pairing: Nerd!Rafe x Needy!Reader (i didn’t make him subby bc i still wanted him to be the big meanie we love)
Warnings: A bit non-con, choking mentioned (not reader & rafe)
Word Count: 1.4k
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You’d finally gotten a day off from work, after weeks of packed schedules and poor sleep. To relax, you planned a lazy day of lounging around, running a few errands, and spending time with your boyfriend.
Except, this morning, you woke up in an empty, cold bed. It wasn’t unusual, but it did catch you off guard, considering he always wrapped you up in his arms, bear-hugging you through the night. You didn’t give it too much thought, turning over and going back to sleep for another few hours.
You’d grown used to him taking on more work than he could handle. Rafe excused his workaholism as being a perfectionist who’d get a promotion. Despite your reminders that his boss is a penny-pinching bastard.
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By the time you arose, forcing yourself to get out of bed, you walk down the hall to the spare bedroom-turned-office, to find Rafe consumed by the pixels of his computer screen. He’s swamped with work, though you don’t know which part exactly. You usually just nod when Rafe talks about it. Not because you don’t care, but because you don’t know anything about computer science.
You stand there quietly, watching his fingers fly across the keyboard and the pen scribbling messily before being dropped again in favor of the mouse. He didn’t even acknowledge you. He hadn’t spoken to you at all today, in fact, which was unlike him. But instead of starting the conversation, you decide to leave him be, willing him to finish quickly.
You return to the master bedroom, opening up twitter. It wasn’t your fault the video popped up. You didn’t watch porn often. Not when you have Rafe. But this one, it messed with your head.
The way the guy gripped his girlfriend’s hips. Her eyes rolling back. Hickies down his neck. Hand wrapping around her throat as he got faster.
His glasses and her hair and the way their bodies fit together, like they were designed for each other.
You needed Rafe.
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You enter the office once more, where Rafe sits at a small desk, typing almost frantically. His eyebrows are furrowed, glasses resting lazily on the bridge of his nose. Your eyes trail down to his clenched jaw and the frown on his lips. He’s focused. So focused it’s hot. You know you shouldn’t, but you decide to poke the bear.
Walking up behind him, you place a hand on his shoulder.
“You’ve been working all day.” You murmur after a moment of quiet observation. He looks up at you, irritation clear as day, holding himself back from snapping.
“I’ll be finished soon.” His voice held a sharper undertone, but his eyes seem to soften amidst the storm brewing below the surface.
“Mm, let me help you…” you purr, taking a seat on one of his thighs. Facing him, you wrap your arms around his neck, admiring all of his features with a longing. He glances at you for a moment, silently. Then he scoffs, focusing his attention back on the computer.
You sigh, feeling deflated by his rejection. Usually he was putty in your pretty little hands.
A few more agonizing minutes go by before you begin slowly rocking your hips back and forth against his leg. He looks back over at you, the annoyance evident on his face as he rolls his eyes. Ignoring his clear disinterest, you pick up the pace, becoming a bit rougher, yet he still refuses to give you the pleasure of a reaction.
You whimper, forehead dropping against his shoulder as your soaked cunt ruts against his leg, “Raaafe” you breathe, picking your head up to check for a reaction. To your dismay, the attempts at seducing him keep falling flat, leaving you frustrated.
His lack of attention dims the flame that burns in your lower belly. Slowing down, you realize it’s time to leave him be. You even start to feel a bit bad, the longer you think about it.
He’s trying to work, clearly stressed, but here you are getting off on him.
As you finally stop, settling back on his leg, you look at him, waiting for his eyes to meet yours. They do for a moment, his adam’s apple bobbing as he swallows thickly. He leans back, pushing his glasses back up and running a hand over his hair. You watch his bicep flex, only slightly with his action.
He licks his bottom lip, “Get outta here.” he finally says, regretting it not even a second later.
As you stand up to leave, his hands land on each of your hips with an iron grip, slamming you back down onto his thigh. You let out a yelp, feeling your pussy grinding into his tense muscle. You keep your mouth closed, trying not to moan too loud, but god, you wanted to.
That’s when he finally looks at you. “This what you wanted, baby?” He asks gruffly, now sporting a small smirk.
You whine in response, too lost in the sensation of your clit against his denim-clad thigh. He continues to roughly rub your soaking pussy back and forth across his leg, making your body tingle with arousal. His fingers sink further into the flesh of your hips, hard enough to leave bruises in their wake. Rafe uses his strength to keep you snugly, tightly against him. Your moans grow louder as the feeling of pure, unbridled bliss slowly consumes your entire being.
The fuzzy sensation coursing through your body feels overwhelming, inching you closer to the brink of explosion with Rafe’s every impatient drag.
Your clit is starting to ache as you pick up the speed again, trying to fuck Rafe’s thigh as hard as possible, desperate for that otherworldly feeling of friction. Your panties are soaked, maybe the crotch of your leggings too.
Your breath hitches, “Mm, Rafe...” With your arms around his neck, letting your head rest on his broad shoulder, you’re riding his thigh at a harsher pace. You whine again, feeling the knot in your stomach growing painfully tighter.
“You gonna cum, pretty girl?” He taunts you, reveling in the sight of you falling apart because of him.
“Yes,” you breathe, getting closer.
“Yea? How close, angel?” he asks, mocking you.
Your mouth falls open, choking on a gasp as you cry out, “Raaafe!!” once more. He lets out a low hum, placing a kiss to your neck when your head falls back, enjoying the scene of his girl getting closer.
“Fuck!” you yell, feeling yourself on the brink of release. Rafe brings his face closer, his lips grazing yours.
“Look at me, baby. I want you to look at me.” he speaks in an octave lower than his baseline. That alone was enough to make your legs shake.
Your whining grows louder, words getting caught in the back of your throat as your pace grows urgent and needy. Rafe brings one of his hands from your hip to your hair, letting the roots wrap around his long fingers, pulling you back with a brute force you aren’t used to.
His eyes flicker from your face to your restless movements. “You’re so perfect. So good.” he purrs.
“Oh, Rafe!” you wrap your arms tighter around his shoulders, feeling a hot ecstasy flood your body, overcoming you with absolute euphoria. Rafe keeps one hand squeezing your hip, helping it roll sloppily against his body. He bites your shoulder to muffle a soft groan as he watches you ride out your high.
You clench around nothing, walls aching and pulsating with your orgasm, “Oh my god.” you choke.
“That’s it, baby.” he murmurs, watching you fully fall apart on his lap. Rafe smiles, “Good girl.” he praises, letting go of your hair and allowing his fingers to run through it.
As you catch your breath, he leans in and kisses your forehead. Your eyes meet when he pulls away, giving you the chance to take in his expression. His annoyance is still festering, but he’s visibly less tense than before.
“Now, go. I have to work.” He nudges you off his lap, forcing you to stand on trembling legs. You want to protest, but knew it would be pointless.
Besides, he let you fuck his leg, you got what you wanted. The knowledge that even when he’s mad, Rafe still pleases you, settles something warm in your chest.
And with that, you leave the office, walking down the hall and taking a left into the bathroom for a shower, secretly hoping he’ll join you in there too.
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a/n: i feel like ivy wolk when she said “i don’t know how to fuck.”