Being close to Zeno was already complicated, but having a relationship with him was even more so.
When you entered his life, he was still in the middle of a whirlwind of emotions and discoveries. His search to become stronger often blinded him and made him act similarly to Wesker—though never quite the same. After all, there was still humanity behind that thick shell, like a lamb in wolf’s clothing.
Zeno doesn’t just think he’s unworthy of love—he despises any display of affection or pity directed at him. Even if it comes from you, if he notices the slightest hint of pity in your eyes, he’ll snap and storm off in anger.
Zeno has a habit of watching you quietly when you’re distracted—reading, cooking, talking, or even sleeping. Not in a creepy way, but in a disbelieving way, like he’s trying to understand why someone like you would stay with him. Sometimes you catch him staring and he immediately looks away and mutters something defensive like: "Don’t get the wrong idea. I was just… thinking."
He hates admitting it, but he constantly compares himself: “I’m just a poorly made copy.” You try to comfort him, telling him that he’s a different person from what Wesker was, and that’s exactly what makes him special. But the silver-haired man refuses to listen, laughing bitterly as he says you could never understand what it’s like to be seen as a defective clone.
Affection feels strange to him, but it isn’t unwelcome.
He always believed he was unworthy of love, that no one could ever truly fall for him. When you stayed despite his outbursts and his Napoleon complex, Zeno began to realize that what he truly needed wasn’t to be feared by everyone—but to be understood and loved.
The two of you would spend nights watching the stars together. He would listen as you whispered plans for the future, and every time you included him in those dreams, it became one of the rare moments when he could genuinely smile. “All of that, little one? Sounds fun… we’ll definitely do it.”
The older man would say it in a calm voice reserved only for you. You were the only person who ever gave him good memories, and he was genuinely grateful for that.
Aside from the days when he became obsessively focused on surpassing Wesker and becoming more powerful; Zeno was a pleasant partner most of the time—especially considering you had been together for quite a while. He spoiled you with his black card, insisted on taking you out, and helped you with your shopping. And even though he pretended to hate it, he secretly loved when you kissed him in public. To him, it meant you weren’t ashamed to be seen with him. And in that moment, that was the only validation he needed.
Zeno has extremely light sleep—if you're not beside him, he wakes up constantly. But when you're there, he sleeps much deeper; sometimes he unconsciously holds your wrist or shirt while sleeping, like he's making sure you're still there. If you try to leave the bed too early, he pulls you back half-asleep: “Six more minutes… don’t disappear yet.”
He has a habit of removing his glasses only when the two of you are alone. The marks on his face become more visible, and he lowers his gaze, silently waiting for you to touch them. When you kiss one of the scars, his whole body trembles and he groans softly. “Damn it, darling… you really know how to make me weak.”
Zeno also collects the small things you accidentally leave behind—a hair tie, a note, a strand of hair—and keeps them inside an aluminum cigarette case tucked in his coat. Whenever he spends too long away from you, he turns to those little things you left behind: small fragments that remind him he still has a safe harbor to return to, even in the middle of all the chaos.
Despite his superhuman strength, he carries you as if you were made of glass. After losing his powers near Elpis, he still tries to lift you and almost falls—laughing awkwardly as he says: “Sorry… I’m still getting used to being… normal.”
If you take care of him during this crisis, he’ll be deeply grateful—but it won’t be easy. Zeno already had an extreme inferiority complex before (made even worse by Dr. Victor’s mockery after he lost his powers). Because of that, he becomes more guarded, trying to push you away, training until his muscles ache and he collapses exhausted on the floor on some random Tuesday.
The silver-haired man wasn’t used to feeling pain—let alone wounds that took months or even years to truly heal. For the first time in a long time, he felt fragile… more fragile than he had in years.
Sometimes he wakes up in the middle of the night drenched in sweat after a nightmare where someone takes you away from him, and he can do nothing but watch. He tries everything he can for you—anything money can buy, he’ll give you—but his greatest fear is simply losing you one day.
⊹ 𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒:
When you bite his throat, scratch down his back until you draw thin red lines, or suck a bruise onto his collarbone where his shirt collar barely hides it, he groans like he’s been wounded in the best way. “Fuck—Yes honey… show to everyone I’m taken... Show I belong to you.” The validation of being visibly claimed overrides his usual shame.
Foreplay is indispensable for him — Zeno is the type of man who secretly craves being subtly teased in public. A slow hand sliding up his thigh under the table during a dull business dinner, your warm breath and soft, filthy whispers against his ear while everyone else drones on, or the “accidental” graze of your fingers over the growing bulge in his pants as you shift in the passenger seat. Each touch sends a visible jolt through him — jaw tightening, breath catching, eyes darkening behind those tinted glasses — but he never stops you. Instead, he leans in just enough to murmur low and rough against your hair: “Keep that up, darling… and I won’t wait until we’re home.”
He used to avoid mirrors — hated seeing the scars, and the reflection of a face that he wasn't sure if it was still his own staring back. But once you start fucking in front of one, something shifts. You make him watch: watch how your body arches for him, how your eyes never leave his even when he tries to look away. “See that, honey?” he whisper while he’s pounding into you from behind, one hand wrapped around your throat, the other pinning your hip. “That’s you making me lose my fucking control...” It becomes a ritual. He’ll fuck you in front of the mirror until he can finally look at his own reflection without flinching — because he sees you wrecked and blissed-out because of him.
He prefers leather cuffs, silk ties, or his own hands pinning you down over elaborate shibari (too fussy, too vulnerable to "perform"). He loves wrists bound above your head so he can see your face — every flinch, every gasp, every time your eyes roll back. Heavy restraint makes him feel in total control, but he always leaves one hand free to touch your face or let you grab his hair if you need grounding.
He has a massive praise kink on the giving side — calling you “my perfect little thing” “so fucking good for me” “look how beautifully you take what I give you.” Hearing you whimper or beg under his words makes him rock-hard. But he secretly craves receiving it too. When you whisper “You're so strong,” “I love how you control me...” or “No one else could make me feel this safe.” mid-scene, his rhythm falters — he grips you harder, thrusts deeper, voice breaking into a rough “Say it again… fuck, say it.” It's the closest he gets to admitting he needs reassurance.
He likes spanking and slapping (on the thighs or ass—never the face unless it’s been pre-negotiated), as well as light flogging. He starts in control, building the intensity slowly based on your reactions. The sound of his palm connecting, your sharp inhale, the way your skin blooms red… it quiets the noise in his head. If you safeword or tense up in the wrong way, he stops instantly, switching to soothing rubs and soft kisses over the marks he’s left behind. Before he ever hits you in the face during sex, he asks about it at least three separate times—before either of you is too turned on to think clearly. And even in the moment, right before raising his hand, he asks again: “Are you sure, darling?” If the answer is yes, he begins with gentle slaps to your face while forcefully fucking your pussy—He'll only really slap you hard in the face after a few sessions and tests, and when he finally does, he'll be completely different. He'll make you open your mouth and spit on your tongue, ordering you to swallow while giving you a hard slap on the cheek at the end, all so that after sex he can give soft kisses to the red mark that's leftn in your skin.
He begs to cum inside without protection (even knowing the risks). When you allow it, he enters slowly, holds your thighs open and fucks you deep, rhythmically, groaning hoarsely: “Let me... please... let me mark you like this. I want to see my cum dripping out of you afterwards.” Every time he cums inside, he stays still, still hard, pressing his hips against yours to "hold" everything in, whispering "D-Don't leave... stay with me... please—you're the only real thing I still have... I love you—Please honey... I just love you s-so fucking much..."
Sumarry: Corbeau's mood improve when you pay a visit
Ao3
Divider by @saradika-graphics
Tags: neutral reader, post game credits, pokemon legends za, short stories
Notes: Heads up this is my first time writing him, yes I finished the game and this dialougue had been in my head for a long time and kept wondering about it. Hope yall enjoy, will work on those spicy smut or anything ;)). Btw, this isnt much proof read.
"The Boss's mood seems improve whenever you pay us a visit."
You don’t truly grasp the significance of Philip’s words until you experience them firsthand. Every visit to the Rust Syndicate brings a noticeable change in Corbeau’s demeanor. His mood seems to brighten just a bit whenever you step through the threshold, a small spark igniting behind his usually guarded gaze.
Your schedule is chaotic. Between battling in the Z Royale and helping Mable with her extensive research, your free time feels more like a luxury than a reality. Mable, despite her overwhelming workload, appreciates your assistance as you work alongside Paxton and Harmony to expedite her projects. Meanwhile, at the hotel, you’ve transitioned into a crucial supporting role, becoming the right-hand man to Urbain and Taunie, the energetic twins who run the operation with an effortless charm.
As you enter Corbeau’s office, your Pokémon trotting faithfully by your side, you are greeted by a slight smile playing on Corbeau's lips. It’s a rare expression, one that transforms his serious demeanor into something warmer.
He motions for his grunts and men to prepare tea and an assortment of snacks. These moments of small talk and leisurely exchanges are like brief respites from the world outside, each one punctuated with laughter and shared stories. Occasionally, Corbeau breaks the routine and challenges you to a Pokémon battle—a welcome distraction, one you can’t refuse, especially coming from the head of the Syndicate himself.
But what if you chose not to visit?
When you’re absent, Corbeau's mood takes a downward turn, becoming noticeably more agitated and irritable. He’s not a cruel man—in fact, his empathy shines through when things get tough, even if he occasionally lets his frustrations slip, snapping at his men and grunts. On those days, he might mutter about not feeling well or lament how his mood has spiraled downward.
Your visits do more than provide him with company; they help keep the shadows at bay. In his own way, Corbeau relies on the connection you’ve built, and it’s easy to see how your presence can bring a flicker of brightness to his otherwise complex world.
It's not that he’s overly worried or anything, but he does occasionally find himself wondering what you’re up to amidst your hectic schedules. He has your number saved in his phone, and while he could text you at any moment, he hesitates to do so. He doesn’t want to come off as demanding or overly eager for your attention like a lilipup begging for attention.
Instead, he sends his grunts to keep an eye on you from time to time, gathering updates. It gives him a sense of connection, even though he feels that familiar pang of loneliness whenever you’re not around for a visit. Still, he understands that when you find a moment in your busy life, you'll make the effort to come and see him.
One day, while you’re out conducting research, you glance up just in time to see Philip running toward you, clearly out of breath and a bit panicked as he reaches your side after you exit Wild Zone 8. His forehead is glistening with sweat.
“What’s up?” you ask, tilting your head slightly to get a better look at the big man.
“Will you be visiting the boss later?” he asks, wiping the sweat from his brow with the back of his hand. “It’s not a demand, but he’s... been having some issues with his mood lately."
“Oh,” you respond, letting out a small chuckle as you wave him off. “Don’t worry, I’ve already planned to visit him."
Philip returns your smile, albeit weakly, and without saying another word, he jogs away to give you some space. As he disappears into the distance, your phone buzzes, and you quickly check it to find a message from Corbeau.
✶ Sneak Content : A considerably more noticeable emphasis on Conquest, Mark Grayson, Deborah Grayson, and Amber. Mostly fluff / comfort theme. Headcannons & NSFW scenarios will be posted later.
✶ Synopsis : How the characters from Invincible would act if you were their partner. Also, heavy headcanon, I've probably strayed from something similar to the canon more than once. ¿ Sorry ? No.
── ( ✶ ) ᰍ̠ ⠀｡ Nolan Grayson ,,
You were one of the first people he met and saw when he began his mission to infiltrate Earth and embrace human culture. So, methodically and carefully, he attached himself to you, learning everything from your eyes.
Nolan remembered the time you mentioned liking flowers. Such a small, insignificant thing? He thought, no. He couldn't give you that as a human gift. So, with his immense strength, Nolan gave you a fully grown apple tree, pulled from the ground, roots and all.
Your body heat completely fascinates him, so he always seeks his proclaimed place behind your body, resting his head on your neck and intertwining his arms around your torso.
── ( ✶ ) ᰍ̠ ⠀｡ Mark Grayson ,,
He always makes sure to brighten your day with a bouquet of flowers, from your favorites to the most beautiful ones that match your eyes. He was never known for bringing a single, solitary flower. No, that's not Mark. He'll always bring you a dozen, or at least three flowers.
Mark would stand out in the relationship for being a thoughtful young man, even though his bad schedule or a couple of missed dates while saving the world might work against him. Did you message him at the wrong time, in the middle of a fight? Mark already replied and attached a photo to the message. "Think I can beat him ? :P"
He would always see an opportunity to ask you out, insist that you lie down on his chest, and slowly fly around the sky with your head on his heart, listening to his heartbeat as you talk to him about your day.
In his first missions as Invincible, Mark would always appear at your window with his suit torn or some noticeable scratches. Why? So that you could treat his wounds or fix his suit. More than once it was a matter of doing both things. "I just wanted to see you."
Mark will have a habit of resting his head on your shoulder or lap, depending on how tired he is that day. He'll lean against you for a bit and let his considerable weight fall against your body, seeking your warmth and touch. Bonus points if you give him scalp massages.
He likes to read his favorite comic aloud to you, although he always ends up stumbling over his words because he notices how you stare at him, making him nervous and causing him to forget to move on to the next panel. "Don't laugh at me, I always read well. Your eyes make me nervous, that's all."
── ( ✶ ) ᰍ̠ ⠀｡ Deborah Grayson ,,
Deborah knew she would take her time getting to know you, but she never imagined your company would be so pleasant and even comforting for her own heart. Without even realizing it, you helped her overcome her insecurities after all the trouble and sadness Nolan left behind. "I didn't think I could allow myself to open my heart to someone so quickly. Thank you."
When Deborah introduced you to Mark, her face lit up with relief at the positive reaction of her only and dearest son. She was so pleased that he accepted you so readily and love you the same way she loves you.
Weekends are the best part of the relationship with Deborah, where she strokes your hair and pulls you closer to the bed with both arms, rendering your attempts to get up useless, if they even exist. "Stay a little longer ... Today is my day off."
She heard you came home tired from work, complained about your boss and his demands about paperwork. What better time to open a bottle of wine, watch a movie, and order some takeout? Deborah had everything planned. You're the only one missing from the table.
"Just try it. It's delicious, I swear." Deborah really enjoys cooking with you, especially when it comes to cooking typical Korean food at home, she always makes sure you try typical food from her home country and ask your opinion about it. Her comfort food would be Kimchi Jjigae with a hint of smoky spice.
I am so convinced that Deborah would call you "dear" or "honey" with incredible frequency, so much so that there are times when you would forget your own name. And it's even better if she calls you affectionately while you two are asleep, because her sleepy voice would be the equivalent of touching heaven.
── ( ✶ ) ᰍ̠ ⠀｡ Eve Wilkins ,,
Her favorite activity to do with you is to climb onto the roof of a building or house, and observe the twinkling stars in silence, while naming the constellations and seeing who can find the most. It ends up being more romantic when Eve plays music from her phone.
Eve loves staying at your house to sleep over or just hang out there; she's always quite homey and helpful in your home. "Do you think your mother would like chocolate-filled brownies? I made a couple."
In her room, Eve owns a hardcover book, with a title made by hand with different magazines and letters: It's reads "a timeline with you." Where there are various printed photographs of the two of you together on your different dates and walks.
── ( ✶ ) ᰍ̠ ⠀｡ Rex Sloan ,,
Behind your back and eyes, Rex has started therapy and is actively improving himself so he won't be a bad partner for you — His worst fear is that he himself will ruin this opportunity to be with you, so he prefers to improve and be a decent lover worthy of your attention.
I'm absolutely certain that the moment you started dating Rex, he began posting about you on all his active social media accounts and showing you off to his entire social circle. "This is my partner. I definitely hit the jackpot."
He really enjoys listening to you talk, appreciates that you trust him so much, and is always actively seeking out those kinds of deep conversations with you — A couple of times, when you vent and feel distressed, Rex instinctively cries with you too, since he understands that kind of distress.
── ( ✶ ) ᰍ̠ ⠀｡ Katherine Cha ♡ Dupli-Kate ,,
A relationship with Katherine turns out to be slow and careful in its evolution, mostly due to her need to maintain an emotional distance from people, This will be more noticeable if you are human, or do not possess some kind of immortality / inability to die — So, more than once, both of you enjoy each other's silent company.
"We all love you." Whenever Katherine is on a mission, she always makes sure to spend time with you through a clone of herself. Her most consistent and affectionate clone with you is Kate number 8. "But, I love you more." The clone says affectionately.
More than once, Katherine uses her powers to create clones of herself and launch a massive kissing attack on you — No part of your face or body is safe from her lips and a quick smooch. Temple? Kissed. Eyebrows? Kissed. Edge of your chin? Kissed. The best experience is when lipstick is involved in her kissing attack.
── ( ✶ ) ᰍ̠ ⠀｡ Allen The Alien ,,
Every time Allen is outside Earth's orbit, he makes sure to bring you an intergalactic gift, from a small piece of the moon to an exotic flower from an unknown, unstudied planet. Oh ... The flower couldn't withstand the change in gravity.
He likes to talk about you with Nolan, always mentions that you are one of the brightest and most peaceful things that ever happened to him, mentioning that not even the stars compare to the beauty of your eyes and bright smile.
When you dared to kiss him for the first time, you could feel Allen's pointy ears begin to flutter gently and his hands carefully grip your hips. "It felt good. Do it again."
── ( ✶ ) ᰍ̠ ⠀｡ Amber Bennett ,,
"Let's dance." The most frequent and comfortable homedate for both of you is to be at Amber's home and listen to music together; she always insists on dancing barefoot in the middle of her room. "Come on, silly, don't be shy." More than once, Amber places her arms around your neck and gently kisses your lips while dancing together.
Amber is the kind of partner who invites you to go for walks in spring or summer, visiting second-hand markets or craft fairs. What better romantic date than visiting the independent artists' fair and supporting local entrepreneurs? I can see that Amber always buys herself a beautifully hand-painted, handmade mug.
Normally, when both of you have a week of exams, or some pretty tough practical work for school, you two get together at home and stay overnight, having a little loving slumber party. "Shh!" You two probably stay up until the early hours, watching movies or laughing silently under the sheets, while exchanging occasional kisses. "Your mom will hate me if she hears us laughing at this hour."
I think it's possible that Amber will do some internship or free service at a home for cats and animals, occasionally sending you pictures of the kittens or pit bulls she takes care of — She's invited you to participate in the activity many times! In her room, there are photos of the two of you together, holding cats or dogs.
"I can't read your mind. If I could, I'd prefer you tell me to my face." Amber will always be the type of partner who prefers to talk things out if there's a problem in the relationship. Is something bothering you in the relationship, or do you just want to vent? Amber is there, listening attentively and helping.
Being of African descent, you see Amber taking care of and treating her hair; a smile adorns her lips as she notices you watching her carefully comb and wash her hair. You love watching her put on her bonnet! It looks divine on her — It's a coral sea green color. "Do you think my hair would look good with more volume and less definition?"
사과 Additional characters ! ✶ k0meqp_
── ( ✶ ) ᰍ̠ ⠀｡ Conquest ,,
Even though it's something new, perhaps even inferior from his perspective, Conquest can't help but notice how his heart beats with a different emotion every time he touches you; as if it were his nature, his touch becomes soft against your face, adoring the warmth of your skin beneath his fingers. "I do not understand how you're not afraid of what makes me be this way."
The way your hair frames your face is one of the purest and most beautiful sights he's seen in a long time, you find it endearing how Conquest observes you whenever he can — Many times he hasn't slept, so he can analyze in detail and commit to memory the symmetry of your lips and the endlessness of your eyelashes.
"Killing has always come easily to me. But now, I find myself drawn to see how I live for the first time, thanks to you." Ever since you convinced him on the first try to stay at your house, Conquest has been completely helpful and devoted to your existence, observing every detail and getting used to what it's like to do something he never did but desired so much.
He never had a favorite food, much less could he remember the last time he ate something someone else cooked. But now, surprisingly, every time you cook him something, that dish becomes his favorite. He always makes sure not to leave any residue; the plate looks clean every time Conquest finishes eating your food.
"I love that your skin is ignorant of violence." Conquest loves the size difference between you two. He's started to develop a habit of holding your hand and wrapping it completely around his own, caressing your skin so carefully that he doesn't break you just by touching you. "I couldn't bear the thought of seeing your hand calloused from all the destruction you'd caused ... But, it would be exciting too."
Chocolate? Flowers? Very insignificant for him — He doesn't understand the human need to give each other gifts on specific or special dates, but he tries. The gift that Conquest gave you to declare his dystopian love was the beating heart of an extinct alien race.
── ( ✶ ) ᰍ̠ ⠀｡ Thokk ♡ Battle Beast ,,
He would be fascinated by your belly, especially if you have a curvy or fat body build; unconsciously, Thokk would also find himself gently massaging your stomach or chest skin, pretending to be a domestic cat. You've heard him purr subtly more than once.
For a formidable, persevering, and bloodthirsty warrior, I see it as very possible that Thokk will exercise with you more than once, whether you are both training, him teaching you self-defense or you serve as extra weight in his push-ups. "Don't ever think I'll be easy with you just because you have my affection guaranteed."
Thokk would silently allow you to style his hair and braid it in different ways, using various methods and lengths. Sometimes he would undo them so you could continue stroking his unruly mane.
── ( ✶ ) ᰍ̠ ⠀｡ Cecil Stedman ,,
He met you at work and your relationship was completely professional and nothing more at the beginning, although it gradually evolved, Cecil found himself unconsciously prolonging physical contact with you as much as possible — There was always the gentle caress of his hand against your shoulder while you worked immersed in your desk.
Cecil had a habit of ordering a black, bitter coffee for himself, gradually asking his assistant to start remembering your preferred, personalized coffee request. "You work hard, you need to stay hydrated and focused properly."
Despite not admitting any romantic feelings towards you, Cecil began inviting you out more often or to have something to eat at his office — Whenever you two went out together, Cecil would offer you his arm to hold onto and walk comfortably.
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Since I saw your requests open, could I request a new Yuu? Would it be possible to write about a more child-like Yuu who’s based off a domesticated silk moth? I’ve been super into them recently, and I think it would be funny to see how twst characters would react to a tiny Yuu with small, flightless wings and the potential for a mass of silk production?
Sorry if this seems weird, it’s my first ever ask on this app. But hope you had fun reading this, and hope you have a nice time!
lets try (sorry if its a little short)
Child! Silk Moth! Yuu
To be honest, everyone probably thought Yuu was a chimera at first, and they was so focused on trying to get to the chandelier full of shiny things that they didn't notice what was going on around them (unsuccessfully, as Yuu is at that early stage where they can't fly yet). Thankfully, they realized in time that they wasn't; they were a kid! A rather unusual one.
Yuu settles into Ramshackle very quickly, using their little wings to remove cobwebs and, instead, start nesting their silk production—and their very enthusiastic about it! The ghosts aren't quite sure how to help them, but the little silkworm moth is very focused on making Ramshackle their perfect habitat (moderate temperatures, bringing back mulberry-like leaves to eat, and they starts weaving the silk they already produced).
Ace and Deuce are definitely a little scared when they first enter Ramshackle and the first thing they see is this web of white, fabric-like stuff everywhere, but they're instantly calmer when they realize it's silk. Well, Deuce is calm, and Ace suggests to Yuu that they should sell it—they'd get more money than Crowley gives them!
Overall, the Heartslabyuls find Yuu adorable. Riddle researches everything related to moth species similar to Yuu and their habitats, Trey learned to bake some desserts including mulberry leaves so Yuu could eat something tasty and nutritious for them, Cater takes SO MANY pictures of Yuu because "they' too cute and fluffy for their own good," and the list goes on.
The The Savanaclaw gang is careful with Yuu, not really because they want to, but because Yuu almost broke their legs when Leona insisted they learn to fly, and now they're afraid that being too rough with the creature will hurt him even more. Ruggie also tries to convince Yuu to monetize any silk they created, but is satisfied if Yuu gives him some silk to use/sell. Jack is the most careful; he treats Yuu like a precious stuffed animal and carries them everywhere over his shoulders. Leona keeps his distance, but at least he´s grateful they are not a noisy, tantrum-throwing child.
The Octavinelle gang sees an incredibly adorable monetization opportunity. Azul insists that Yuu should take advantage of the situation and sell the silk they produces to the point of exhaustion—does they have any idea how much people would pay for it? yes, but ITS A PAIN IN THE ASS! Floyd thinks Yuu is the cutest little thing ever; instead of calling him "shrimpy," he calls them "sea rabbit," and Jade, well, he learned the hard way not to Startling Yuu would mean getting a squirt of raw silk in his face.
Kalim thinks Yuu is the cutest little thing on the planet—just look at those wings! And their little antennae! He doesn't really need silk, but he does find the process of how Yuu makes it fascinating. Jamil saves Yuu from Kalim's parties when he gets too noisy for their liking, usually just leaving thems in a dark room with a nightlight until they falls asleep and then taking them to Ramshackle. At least they´re easier to look after than Kalim…
All the members of Pomefiore are completely smitten with SM!Yuu and his cuteness. Rook likes to twirl them around in the air like a plushie (gently, of course) and even tries to teach them, appropriately, how to fly. Epel wants to use Yuu's ability to spit raw silk for pranks (and is punished by Vil for it). Vil makes sure that whenever Yuu is in Pomefiore, they wears an outfit with a theme from Lights or moths to make them look even cuter (the only moth Vil will allow in Pomefiore).
Idia has SO MANY questions about Yuu and their silk production. How does they make it? Or how does they process it on their own? Can they generate any chemicals like normal silkworm moths? Does they really really like lights? Among other things, and yes, he's weak because Yuu is so fluffy—almost like a cat! Ortho gives them general checkups once a week to make sure that producing silk isn't negatively affecting their health.
The people of Diasomnia have taken Yuu in as their new little sibiling, and there's no changing that. Lilia is so nostalgic taking care of such a small and cute little guy. Malleus is quite intrigued by the whole silk-producing thing, but he's more interested in playing with his new little friend. The next time Silver wakes up, he'll probably be wrapped in a pure silk blanket, with no idea how he got there. Sebek is…confused, but stranger things have happened. seen at this school.
At least this one is cute.
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(ESPAÑOL)
Siendo honestos, probablemente todos pensaron que Yuu era una quimera al principio, y Yuu estaba muy concentrado tratando de ir hacia el candelabro lleno de cositas brillantes como para darse cuenta de lo que pasaba a su alrededor (sin éxito, Yuu está en esa etapa temprana donde aún no puede volar). Hay que agradecer que se dieron cuenta a tiempo de que no; ¡era un niño! Uno…particular.
Yuu se instala en Ramshackle muy rápido, aprovechando sus alitas para quitar telarañas y, en su lugar, empezar a anidar su producción de seda ¡y es muy entusiasta al respecto! Los fantasmas no saben muy bien como ayudarle, pero la pequeña polilla de seda esta muy centrada en hacer de Ramshackle su hábitat perfecto (temperaturas medias, trayendo hojas similares a las hojas de morera para comer, y empieza a tejer la seda ya producida.
Ace y Deuce definitivamente están algo asustados cuando entran a Ramshackle por primera vez y lo primero que se encuentran es esta red de tela-cosa blanca por todas partes, pero están automáticamente mas calmados cuando se dan cuenta que es seda. Bueno, Deuce esta calmado y Ace le sugiere a Yuu que debería venderla ¡conseguiría mas dinero del que Crowley le da!
En general, los de Heartslabyul encuentran a Yuu adorable. Riddle investiga todo lo relacionado a especies de polillas similares a Yuu y sus hábitats, Trey aprendió a cocinar algunos postres incluyendo las hojas de morera para que Yuu pudiera comer algo rico y nutritivo para ellos, Cater le saca TANTAS fotos a Yuu porque “es demasiado lindo y esponjoso para su propio bien” y la lista sigue.
Los de Savanaclaw son cuidadosos con este Yuu, no realmente porque quieran, sino porque Yuu casi se rompe las piernas cuando Leona insistió en que aprendiera a volar, y ahora tienen miedo de que ser demasiado brutos con la criatura le haga aún más daño. Ruggie también trata de convencer a Yuu de monetizar la seda que haya creado, pero se calla con que Yuu le dé algo de seda a él para usar/vender. Jack es el más cuidadoso, trata a Yuu como un peluche muy preciado y lo lleva a todas partes por encima de sus hombros. Leona mantiene su distancia, pero al menos agradece que no es un niño ruidoso y berrinchudo.
Los de Octavinelle ven una oportunidad monetaria demasiado adorable. Azul insiste MUCHO en que Yuu debería aprovechar y vender la seda que produce al punto del hartazgo ¿tiene idea de cuanta pagaría la gente por eso? Floyd cree que Yuu es la cosita mas adorable que hay, en vez de decirle “camaron” le dice “conejo de mar” y Jade, bueno, aprendió a la mala a no sobresaltar a Yuu si no quería un montón de seda sin procesar en su cara.
Kalim cree que Yuu es la cosita más adorable del planeta ¡mira sus alitas! ¡y sus antenas! El realmente no le hace falta seda, pero si cree que el proceso de como Yuu la hace es muy interesante. Jamil salva a Yuu de las fiestas de Kalim cuando se pone demasiado ruidoso para su gusto, normalmente solo le deja en un cuarto oscuro con una luz de noche hasta que se duerma y lo lleva a Ramshackle. Al menos es más fácil de cuidar que Kalim...
Todos los miembros de Pomefiore caen rendidos a los pies de SM!Yuu y su ternura, Rook le gusta darle vueltas en el aire como si fuera un peluche (con delicadeza) e incluso trata de enseñarle, apropiadamente, como volar. Epel quiere usar la habilidad de Yuu de escupir seda no procesada para bromas (es castigado por Vil por eso). Vil hace que cada vez que Yuu está en Pomefiore, use algún atuendo con temática de luces o polillas para que se vea aún más lindo (la única polilla que Vil permitirá en Pomefiore).
Idia tiene MUCHAS preguntas con respecto a Yuu y su producción de seda ¿Cómo es que la hace? ¿o como la procesa solo? ¿puede generar algún químico como las polillas de seda normales? ¿le gusta mucho las luces? Entre otras cosas, y si, es débil con lo peludito que es Yuu ¡es casi como un gato! Ortho le hace exámenes generales una vez por semana, para asegurarse de que producir seda no le este afectando negativamente su salud.
Los de Diasomnia han tomado a Yuu como su nuevo hermanito y no hay forma de cambiarlo. Lilia tiene tanta nostalgia al cuidar de un chiquito tan pequeño y lindo, Malleus está bastante intrigado por todo el tema de producir seda, pero le interesa más jugar con su nuevo amiguito. La próxima vez que Silver se despierte, probablemente este envuelto en una manta de seda pura, sin tener idea de cómo llego ahí. Sebek está…confundido, pero cosas más raras se han visto en esta escuela.
Sometimes Bruce looked at you with Jason and for a second, for a beutiful moment he alows himself to smile, to feel happy for you, for Jason. Bruce will never be able to thank you enough for loving Jason, for being Jason's rock, the one constant that can keep him on the right path. He feels so proud, so happy to see Jason holding you hand, being coy and soft because for once, Bruce feel like Jason can see the whole picture and not only the darkness of the world. Bruce is proud of Jason for allowing himself to love you.
sinopsis ⸺ Being a kid raised under the Joker’s wing isn’t exactly what anyone imagines when they talk about a "good childhood." I mean, it’s not like you’re gonna get bedtime stories when your father figure is a psychopathic clown, right? Although, now that I think about it, he probably did tell you stories before bed—just that his versions ended with explosions and maniacal laughter instead of happy endings. You never really know with him.
But, hey! There was always mom Harley. And while she wasn’t exactly the classic model of a devoted mother, Harley definitely had her moments. Those times when she’d look at you with those big, wide eyes and promise she’d protect you from everything, even from herself. And that says a lot, considering that sometimes even she didn’t know who she needed to protect herself from.
warnings ⸺ Fluff and Angst, Platonic Cuddling, ¿OOC Harley? Idk, Disturbing Content, Street Fights, Violence, Blood, Trauma, Phobias.
Guide! Pt.2 Pt.3
A/N ── Yes, damn it, yes! My first request! Thank you so much, really, thank you! No need to clap, I’ll get all blushy uwu. I put all my love and care into this. Hope you enjoy it to the fullest!
In reality, you were not her biological child. She knew that very well, and moreover, she knew that Mr. J would never want a child with her. In fact, it had never been part of the plan. "Kids are a hassle" the Joker would say, with that shrill laugh that coursed through his body like an electric shock. And Harley, well, she didn't exactly want a baby either. Until she found you.
Harley found you among the rubble, covered in blood, although it wasn't yours (at least that's what she hoped). You couldn't have been more than five months old, and there was no trace of your mother. At that moment, her intentions weren't exactly maternal, but what could you expect from a criminal at 2 AM? However, something in your little eyes disarmed her. You were small, defenseless, and upon seeing you… well, she simply couldn't resist.
Thus began your life with Harley Quinn. It wasn't the most typical childhood, that's for sure. Mr. J saw it as just one of his whims, and as long as you didn't cry and stayed out of his business, you were welcome. According to him, it was easier to raise a little clown from childhood.
To begin with, your toys were not exactly "age-appropriate." Mr. J had a fixation with explosives, so more than once you found yourself playing with what you hoped was an innocent candy box, only for Harley to shout from across the room: "Honey, no! That's not a toy, it's dynamite! Give me that!"
Ah, motherhood. A tough job, yes, but also something Harley never thought would come to her in such an… unexpected way. In her former life, when she was still Dr. Quinzel, she envisioned a normal existence, perhaps with a good job that would provide stability. But well, one thing led to another, and there she was, raising a baby who wasn't biologically hers, but whom life —and Gotham— had placed in her arms. And although her life with the Joker was total chaos, she always made sure of one thing: that you were safe.
In her twisted way of seeing the world, Harley protected you even from him, from Mr. J himself. She knew how unpredictable the Joker could be, so she did everything possible to make sure you were never in the same room for too long. And even though it sometimes seemed like the Joker didn't even notice your existence, Harley made sure to keep that distance. "I want you to be different" she would tell you while fixing your hair with a smile, "I don't want you to end up fistfighting with Batman like mommy."
Harley loved playing with you, especially at being doctors. There was something almost nostalgic for her in that, as if every time she saw you healing your dolls, a small part of the old Dr. Quinzel awakened within her. She loved seeing you with your toy stethoscope, focused as if you were in the middle of a serious operation.
"Mom! Miss JeanieBeanie had a broken heart, and I healed her with words! Just like you told me." Harley smiled, that big, bright smile that only she could make, and although she always tried to maintain the toughness of her persona, she couldn't help but let a tear escape. "Ah, sweetie, you're a genius."
And then, of course, there was the topic of school. You couldn't attend school known as the Joker's kid, that was for sure. So with a little colorful dye, a lot of makeup in the morning, and some nice clothes, Harley would take you to school incognito, as if you were a completely normal child. At least, she tried to make you seem that way. The first days were a disaster, though.
It wasn't that Harley didn't trust the school's safety, but, of course, being the Joker's Queen left her paranoid. So there she was, lurking around the windows of your classes, hiding behind bushes, trying to ensure that no madman would come in with a Kalashnikov to disrupt your school life. Sure, she was kicked out most of the time, but she always returned. Harley always returned.
Sometimes, when she couldn't see you during recess, she'd send you hidden messages in your lunchbox, with little doodles and silly jokes that made you laugh out loud. She worried a lot about you not making friends. "Remember, sweetie, if any kid bothers you, just smile like me and show them who's boss. But don't hit them, okay? Save that for later."
When the Joker finally broke up with her, it was a disaster, like a train derailing in slow motion. But just like with everything else, Harley made sure that the blow didn't fall on you. She never let Mr. J's chaos reach you because you were her priority, her sweetie. So, holding her hand, you left with her without looking back, with her suitcase in one hand and a bat in the other.
Since then, life became a bit more complicated, but also freer. Harley and you had to make do by stealing to survive, moving from place to place until ending up in a small apartment in Gotham's Chinatown. It wasn't the best area, but hey, it had charm. There, the nights were long, the walls thin, and the sounds of street fights mixed with your laughter while you tried to do homework and Harley gave you "life advice" that included how to escape from the police in style.
"Do you know what's faster than a bullet?" she'd say while looking at your face painted in bright colors before running off with a stolen shopping cart. "You, with the right attitude!"
Harley let herself go with alcohol during some tough times, but she always kept you away from that dark side. Sure, she bought a hyena and named it Bruce, which was simply hilarious. Bruce, like that perfect man on the magazine covers that you both secretly adored. "Bruce, come here, let's go for a walk!" you'd hear her shout down the street, and the neighbors wouldn't even blink. It was Gotham, after all.
By then, you were almost done with school. Amid the chaos of your life, you made a friend... Damian something (Wayan or something like that, you were bad with names). He wasn't the friendliest person in the world; in fact, "brat" would be a kind description, but for some reason, he intrigued you. "Mom says that if a boy or girl seems cute to you, you should go for it!" you told him once, repeating Harley's wise advice. Of course, Damian just looked at you like you were the weirdest thing he'd ever seen (and mind you, he had seen weird things; he's 'friends' with the nerd Jon). And although he maintained his air of arrogance, you found him adorable in a way that even he didn't understand.
Some nights, Harley and you would just lie on the rooftop of some building, looking at the lights of Gotham. With bags of marshmallows stolen from a grocery store, you'd roast them with a lighter while she told you stories. But not normal stories, rather ones involving car chases and explosions. No princesses and castles, more like villains and spectacular escapes. Sometimes, Selina Kyle would join in. "It's easier than you think" she'd say, winking at you while showing you how to sneak into a museum without setting off the alarms. It was never a typical childhood, but it sure was entertaining.
When Harley joined (temporarily) the Birds of Prey, things started to improve a little. You had more people around you, like a dysfunctional family you didn't know you needed. The girls tried to be a good influence, although with Harley, that was always relative. But at least there were fewer explosions and more quiet nights; just that "quiet" in Harley's terms meant motorcycle races, sporadic thefts, and bar fights. Pure fun!
And occasionally, Ivy, her "friend," would come to visit them. You thought she was amazing, so elegant, so calm... You knew there was something more there. "Kiss already!" you shouted at them once, laughing, watching how Harley blushed slightly while Ivy rolled her eyes with a smile.
But despite everything, Harley never stopped being an incredible mom, in her own way. On the toughest nights, when you'd curl up in her lap after a long day, she'd stroke your hair and whisper, "You know, sweetie, I never thought I'd be a mom, but you're the best thing that ever happened to me." And although it wasn't a typical motherhood, there was something comforting in knowing that amidst all that chaos, you could always count on her.
So, amid thefts, stolen marshmallows, and moments filled with love, Harley gave you a childhood that wasn’t normal, but was filled with adventures, laughter, and unconditional love. And what more could you ask for when you have Harley Quinn as your mom?
A/N ─── My first request uwu~ I’m so excited! I really hope I did it well, and that you all like this little headcanon. I put all my love into it, so if you have more ideas or want to request something, don’t hesitate! I’m here for whatever you need.
Word Count: ~ 7k
Rating: T
Author's Note: Ok so I've been thinking a lot about the writers. Who are they? Why do they have beef with the painters? What are their powers? I have so many ideas, but most of all I love my babygirl Verso (thank you Ben Starr), so have a fic about a Writer, Real Verso™ and some first interpretation of the Writer's powers. This is pre-canon. Will be a "little" multi-part series where more gets explored in the next parts 🤗
This was wrong. So wrong. It had been wrong from the very beginning. And now you sat here, at your desk in your bedroom in the city. Outside the open window, the star-strewn sky stretched out above the rooftops, a warm breeze brushing against your face and playing with your hair. It was a perfect night to write something. But not this. And all because of him.
– Some weeks earlier –
“Soleil!” You've been rushing through the streets of Paris for far too long now, always following the little fluffy white tail like Alice chasing the White Rabbit. If only you had paid more attention when you opened the door to your house. But oh, Soleil had darted right past you, always the freedom-loving spirit, and had forced you onto her heels, into a most unexpected and deeply unwelcome chase.
You weren’t used to running this much, you were long out of breath and no closer to catching your little friend. Worse still, you began to realize she was leading you straight into the city’s more upscale neighborhoods, right toward the Eiffel Tower and beyond – an area where, yes, some members of your faction lived, but far more of the others.
Your fears were confirmed when you spotted her, right in front of one of the grand mansions belonging to one of the most influential Painter families, as the little white blur slipped through a gap in the hedges toward one of the vast gardens.
“Merde,” you panted, unsure of what to do next. You paced in front of the manor, out of breath, wondering if maybe you should just knock after all, but if your parents ever found out, they’d never let you stay in the city residence alone again. They always warned you to stay away from Painter estates. Soleil didn’t know her way around this part of town, she had to be afraid and look for somewhere to hide.
Knocking was out of the question, who knew how these people would receive you, even if they didn't know or recognize you. So you hurried toward the right-hand side of the manor with small, careful steps, where hedges twice your height obscured the view into the gardens beyond, with only a gate farther down allowing access.
Hoping the Dessendres were either not home or at least somewhere deep inside the manor, you checked if the gate was unlocked. It swung open with ease, didn’t even creak. You took a deep breath before slipping through. It was just a matter of grabbing Soleil quickly and disappearing unseen.
Someone inside was playing the piano, and as much as you would’ve liked to stop and listen, you were too nervous and far too distracted. The exterior of the house had already been impressive, but nothing had prepared you for the beauty of these meticulously kept gardens. For a moment, you stood there, mouth slightly agape, examining the fountain on the huge lawn, a small pond beside it, and a charming bench set right in front. Further back, just before turning the corner, you spotted several garden beds. Apparently, the residents practiced more than just painting. And right in one of those beds, you saw your not-so-white-anymore cat, gleefully rolling in the dirt.
“Oh no…” you muttered, glancing up at the towering manor and its many windows. Please, please, they just shouldn't be home. “Soleil!” you hissed quietly, just loud enough for your cat to hear. Her ears perked up, she stopped rolling around and looked your way. She seemed to like it here, because she didn’t run, but meowed cheerfully, emerged from the garden bed, and strolled toward you with her tail raised high, a dirty, fluffy plume of pride.
You let out a sigh of relief. At least she wasn't running any further away. Carefully, you walked toward her, crouching and trying to coax her closer. She was almost within reach when what you had been afraid of happened: you were discovered. Not by a person. From around the corner came the sudden barking of two dogs, getting louder and closer by the second.
Your heart leapt anxiously. Before Soleil could bolt again, you dove forward and grabbed the little cat, who, eyes wide in panic, immediately tried to scramble out of your arms, claws digging into you in her attempt to climb over your shoulder. But you held her tightly, just as you saw the two barking dogs round the corner, running straight toward you.
“Putain! Soleil, you're going to get us both killed,” you gasped, turning on your heel and running toward the gate. It wasn’t far, you just had to slip through, and the dogs wouldn’t be able to reach you. The only issue? You had to outrun them, which wasn’t exactly easy with a flailing cat in your arms.
You were almost certain you wouldn’t make it when, to your horror, a human voice rang out: “Boys, down!”
The barking ceased instantly. The dogs were no longer chasing you. Instead, you exchanged one evil for another. You briefly considered just walking on without showing your face, but then he spoke to you: “Sorry they scared you. They’re harmless, really. They probably just wanted to play. Are you alright?”
Your heart was pounding into your throat, your breath still ragged. A Painter was speaking to you, not just any Painter, one of the Dessendres. A personal exchange like this had likely never happened before. At most, your kind only spoke to theirs during joint council meetings. And even then, you wouldn’t be there – of course not, you weren’t nearly influential or powerful enough to attend. Even Soleil had frozen in your arms, as if she knew she’d landed you in serious trouble.
Summoning your courage, you turned around. The two dogs sat in the grass, tails wagging, tongues lolling, looking surprisingly happy, at least from what you could tell, as they stared up at the house wall. You followed their gaze to spot a young man leaning out of a second-floor window. It was clear he hadn’t planned on going out, or being seen, today. He seemed drowsy. His hair was tousled, his expression a little tired, his beard in need of a trim. His wardrobe was rather casual: a simple white shirt, slightly too unbuttoned, fluttered in the breeze and clung softly to his frame. You blinked and fought the urge to stare at his neckline, managing to rein in your gaze just before it wandered over his collarbone.
You knew him. Or at least, you’d heard enough about him to recognize him. That was Verso Dessendre, the son of the house. It had to be him. The Dessendres only had one son, who had kept largely out of the public eye, much like the rest of the family, in fact. The only truly visible member was Aline Dessendre, head of the Painters’ council.
“I-I’m sorry,” you stammered, casting another careful glance at the dogs. They continued to pant happily up at the wall toward their master. You looked back up at Verso, a little less anxious now. “My cat, Soleil here,” you held her up, “slipped out the door, right through my legs, and bolted. I had to chase her all the way across the city. She rolled around in your garden beds. I hope your crops weren’t damaged.” You gave him an apologetic look.
Verso furrowed his eyebrows and glanced toward the garden beds, as if assessing the damage. For a moment, you feared he’d be angry, but instead, he let out a soft laugh. “Maybe she just gave us a reason to actually go outside for once.”
Now it was your turn to furrow your brows. “With a garden this big, I figured you’d have a gardener.” Instant regret. Why were you making polite small talk with Verso Dessendre? You should apologize again and leave before he figured out, in true magical Painter fashion, that you were a Writer.
“Well, yes,” Verso replied, “but sometimes we tend to the beds ourselves. Kind of a hobby.” His eyes lingered on you, studying you in a way that should have unnerved you. The Dessendres weren’t exactly cast in the brightest light in your social circle, the Painter's powers described as something diabolical. But Verso didn't look like he had diabolical intentions. His dreamy eyes had a strange calming effect on you, and the gentle smile tugging at his lips nudged yours into mirroring it.
Soleil was growing restless in your arms. She squirmed, dug her claws into you for leverage, and smeared you with dirt in the process. You groaned and wrestled with the surprisingly strong little beast, determined not to let her go again.
“You wanna,” Verso’s voice reached your ears, smooth and mild, “maybe come inside? Freshen up? You, and your cat, I mean.”
“Oh!” You couldn’t help your reaction, it was immediate and a bit too forceful. “That’s really not necessary! Soleil… Soleil! Would you calm down?!” You groaned again. “I already intruded, I couldn’t possibly take advantage of your hospitality any further.”
A soft chuckle drifted down. “You wouldn’t. Just stay there. I’ll come down.”
You caught just one more glimpse of the now-empty window before the dogs resumed their excited barking, disappearing around the huge house. This was your chance to leave. With Soleil squirming in your arms, you had already turned toward the gate. With your hand already on the handle, you hesitated. You bit your lower lip, stared at your hand, and shifted your weight nervously. All it took was a little push and you would be gone. Why were you hesitating? Because it would be rude to decline a friendly invitation? From a Dessendre?
“Merde,” you cursed once again, more than you usually did in a week.
Your hand dropped from the handle, you turned again, shook off the discomfort, earning a meow from Soleil as you stepped deeper into the estate grounds.
You ran into Verso at the corner - in fact, you almost bumped into each other.
“Oh, sorry.” He flashed a friendly smile.
“Oh, no, no, I’m sorry for being such an inconvenience because of my wayward cat.” You couldn’t help but smile back. Now that he was standing in front of you, you realized he was taller than you. In addition to the loose white shirt, he wore black, comfortable-looking pants. His black hair looked a bit more tamed now. Maybe he had quickly smoothed it down on the way. For a moment, the thought charmed you, though you shook it off just as quickly.
Verso’s gaze shifted to Soleil. She had calmed down once more, her big blue eyes fixed on the man before her. He raised his hand, letting her sniff it briefly, she blinked, then pushed her little head into his palm. On top of that, she began to purr.
“Soleil,” you sighed. “Well, she seems to like you.” You kept to yourself the fact that Soleil had always been a little charmer and liked to shamelessly lose all inhibitions around men. You were still in enemy territory, after all.
“Let’s see how much she likes me once we get to the bathroom,” Verso joked and gestured for you to follow. “I brought Monoco and Noco into the kitchen so they won’t scare you anymore.”
“The two dogs?” you asked, although the answer was obvious, as you followed Verso along the house to a door, apparently a side entrance. Verso nodded.
What you saw of the manor as Verso led you through it was almost too impressive to put into words. And that coming from a Writer. The opulence of the interior was hardly to be topped: immaculate, high-end wallpaper on the walls, artistically crafted marble floors, incredibly high ceilings, everything screamed wealth. Many of the painters were well-off, but the Dessendres were in a completely different league. So influential, so wealthy, and then also so unimaginably powerful.
There was no way out of the situation anymore, so you showed as much polite curiosity as you could, all while a crushing discomfort settled in your stomach. What if the other family members saw you? You weren’t a known face in council circles, but what if they asked around, investigated, and found out you were here? And then what? Then they would hold your family accountable. What could they do with their powers? What had you gotten yourself into?
"Are you all right? Something bothering you?" Verso noticed the look of panic on your face.
You did your best to relax your tense facial muscles, forced a practiced smile, and replied:
“Sure. It’s only... this house is enormous, I feel small just looking up at the ceiling.”
He made a sound of recognition. A surprisingly thoughtful expression flickered across his face. “I know what you mean,” he murmured. He blinked, his features softening. His foggy eyes rested on you. “I never asked for your name.”
Mon Dieu. Would he recognize your name? Should you use a fake one? You realized you were staring, he’d get suspicious, you had to say something. Impulsively, you told him your real name, only to regret it the moment it passed your lips. To your immense relief, he didn’t react with recognition, instead saying: “A beautiful name. I’m Verso.”
“I know,” you blurted out, and wondered if you had a death wish. Even Soleil looked at you, as far as you could interpret her expression, as if you’d gone insane. “I mean,” you quickly added before Verso could react, “I heard of your family.” That you could at least say with a straight face.
“Hard to miss word about the Dessendres, right?” asked Verso, and was that a note of sadness in his voice? “Here we are.”
He pushed open the door to a large, bright bathroom. The sun cast gentle rays through the expansive window façade, bathing the room in cozy warmth, and you immediately felt oddly calmer. The luxurious-looking bathtub in the center of the room, placed on a small platform, gave the space an almost throne-room-like charm, except, of course, you were here to bathe a cat.
Verso walked toward the tub. “Let’s get to work.” Rolling up the sleeves of his shirt, he revealed his forearms, the arms of an artist, not muscular but delicate. What made your skin tingle was the way he carried out the motion and the fine black hair he exposed in doing so. You swallowed hard. Damn you if the sight of Verso Dessendre could fluster you. With a single brushstroke, what could he do? Trap you in a canvas, if he wanted. Or say one word, and an assassin might lie in wait for your mother. No, this was not a man you should be casting glances at.
With iron will, determined to play this game, leave this house, and never return to its vicinity, you stepped up to the tub, into which Verso was letting some water flow. “Grab plenty of towels,” you instructed, before loosening your tight grip on Soleil.
Although Soleil had been bathed several times in her life, she did not appreciate the treatment in this unfamiliar bathtub at all. On first contact with the water, she had tried to climb up you again, and when Verso had grabbed her, she’d hissed. Verso had given her a surprised look but stayed calm. Soleil, very forgiving in the face of his handsome appearance, let out a tiny kitten-like meow and licked his knuckle.
“What a little charmer,” Verso had commented amusedly, earning a laugh from you. The crooked grin he threw you in return sparked something that made your breath hitch. You looked at each other for a second longer before Soleil’s indignant meow brought the attention back to her.
“Verso, what are you doing?” Startled, you turned to the door. There was someone else at home after all. Your worries quickly evaporated, however, when you saw a petite, red-haired girl, about teenage age, standing halfway in the doorway, her eyes shyly fixed on you.
“Alicia, great,” Verso addressed the newcomer. “This is my little sister Alicia. Come, help us get the great beast under control and, most of all, clean.”
“Beast?” Alicia asked. Her curiosity seemed piqued, and she stepped further into the room to get a look into the tub. “Oh, what a lovely little cat. Why is she so dirty?” She took another step closer.
You smiled apologetically. “She rolled around in your garden beds, I’m sorry.”
“Oh,” said Alicia. “Monoco and Noco dig around in there from time to time too, it’s no problem.” She now wore a gentle, charming smile of her own. “How can I help?” A trustworthy girl, to top it off. If the members of this family were so helpful and kind, why did you have to be so cautious around them? Or was it the parents? Either way, together you managed to clean both Soleil and yourself up, and then wrapped Soleil tightly in a towel so she could no longer resist the journey home.
Just before you finally, and thankfully without encountering any other family members, were about to leave, Alicia asked you: “You should come by sometime with Soleil,” and flashed that sweet smile at you again.
Verso was quick to nod, placing a hand on Alicia’s shoulder. “We would love to have you for dinner sometime.”
“I-I…” you stammered, searching for the right words, ones that should definitely be a polite decline. But Verso’s hopeful expression stopped you. “I’ll think about it,” you said instead, before finally making your long-overdue escape.
Unfortunately, that day had left a lasting impression on you. For days, you wrestled with yourself, brooding over your writing, unable to string together even a single poetic sentence, your mind entirely preoccupied with how very much you shouldn’t want to return to the Dessendre estate.
So despite your better judgment, you went back, though you didn’t knock. Instead, you paced in front of the huge manor, chewing on your thumbnail, still fighting against giving in to the pull of the double-doored front door.
Verso must have seen you from yet another window, because the manor doors swung open and you saw him coming out toward you. That day, he wore brown-grey-ish trousers, once again a white shirt, and over it, a vest as raven-black as his slightly curled hair. But what truly warmed you up was the sight of his gentle smile as he walked toward you, hands in his pockets.
"You came," he said, voice dark as a night’s sky. You only noticed how husky it was in that moment. That was when you felt the second spark. You were sure you looked like a startled deer.
"You wanna come in?" he asked, nodding toward the house.
"Uh," you replied. You hadn't thought that far ahead.
Noticing your hesitation, he offered an alternative: "Or maybe go on a walk?"
That suggestion appealed to you much more than the idea of meeting the entire Dessendre family over dinner.
An unexpected routine began to creep into your life. You extended your stay at the city residence, writing to your parents that you wanted to soak up a little more of the stimulating buzz to improve your craft. And in fact, you truly did. You did it more cheerfully than you had in a long time. In the mornings, you opened the windows to let in the fresh air, greeted a new day, fed Soleil, and then sat with a freshly brewed coffee on your balcony to jot down notes for your novella.
What you looked forward to regularly were the walks with Verso. Somehow it became a habit for you to wait some distance away from the manor for him. He would come outside, sometimes even with Monoco and Noco, and you would go for a walk, whereas you made it a point to steer him into directions where no one would know you. The Painters didn’t seem to know you, apparently, but the Writers definitely knew Verso. It would not end well for either of you if people saw you together. So you mostly walked through gardens on the outskirts of the city, played with the dogs, talked.
You told Verso you hailed from the countryside and visited the city – not a lie – and that you came from a family of farmers – a half-truth. Your family did belong to the Writer faction and made most of their money from the works they published, but then you also ran a small farm.
Verso, who couldn’t hide his family background as you could, also shared some things about his family: about his mother Aline Dessendre, his father Renoir, his older sister Clea, and a bit more about his younger sister Alicia. They all sounded like kind, open-minded people. Aline, the head of the Painters Council, while a very busy woman, was also open to other arts of the world, like music, which she had taught her children, and yes, even writing. Alicia seemed to love typing away on her typewriter, while the eldest sister Clea was quite adept at playing the harp. And then there was the father, Renoir, not too involved in his wife’s affairs, but certainly renowned. Verso spoke affectionately about his family, each member so different from the next, and yet they were a unit. They seemed to be really close.
After everything Verso had said, you couldn’t help but find yourself, just one week later, at the Dessendre dinner table, invited, no, practically forced, by Verso, who now knew you lived alone in the city. And yes, the Dessendres were just as delightful as Verso had described them. Alicia was happy to see you again. Clea seemed a bit stricter than her siblings but still gave you a smile and a few warm words. It didn’t surprise you, the oldest child always had it the hardest. Aline and Renoir Dessendre welcomed you warmly and invited you to the table, the two of them, from what you could see, completely devoted to each other, exchanging loving glances here and there, asking you interesting questions, but not too personal, and the story of how you ended up sitting here now became a source of amusement for everyone.
They saw you off with a small portion of the delicious dinner to take home. You thanked them profusely and just as firmly declined when they invited you again for the next day, although the family’s kindness touched you deeply. As you chatted with the Dessendres, you found yourself more and more wondering why your factions were enemies in the first place. They didn’t seem like dangerous, corrupt people at all, just completely… normal.
"We insist," Renoir interrupted your vehement opposition. "Verso told us you're visiting the city alone." He raised his hand commandingly to stifle any further objections, you'd already inhaled to speak. "We will accept no arguments. Your presence is most welcome." He smiled.
You exhaled and smiled back. "Alright then. Thank you. I promise, I won’t inconvenience you too long. My family probably already misses me."
"I mean, Verso would for sure not mind you inconveniencing us forever," Clea mumbled in amusement, but loud enough for everyone to hear.
You looked at her with your stomach twisting in surprise, at the exact moment Verso shot her a withering glare, his parents a reprimanding one, and Alicia a curious one.
Luckily, your wit didn’t abandon you in that moment, so you chuckled and replied, "That’s nice. I’m thankful for your hospitality." You turned away to begin your walk home.
“Let me bring you outside,” Verso offered, but you stopped him advancing.
"That’s not necessary. I know my way. Thank you, though. I will see you tomorrow." Quickly, you closed the door behind you, hoping the Dessendres hadn’t noticed your nervousness or your hammering heartbeat. For a moment, you stood in front of the door, trying to steady your breathing, and from inside, you heard Verso growl “Clea!” and a giggling Clea run off.
You had let things go too far. The Dessendres had invited you into their world, and you, an imposter, kept visiting. It wasn't long before you were there during the day too, not just for dinner. Verso offered you a long tour through the entire estate, and for the first time, you saw up close the paintings of real Painters. Verso explained in great detail the different brush techniques, the eras and their styles, all while your tongue burned with the urge to tell him the truth so that afterward you could explain everything about sentence structures, terms, points of view, and writing styles. Sooner or later you would have to tell him - or leave town and never return.
You learned that on that first day you had entered the property, it had been Verso whom you had heard playing the piano through the wall. The instruments he had told you about stood in the grand dining hall.
"Can you play something?" you asked, pressing a key on the piano. It emitted a bright, fine tone.
"Wouldn’t wanna force it on you," Verso answered, but still sat down on the bench.
"I did ask," you replied and sat next to him. Your shoulders touched – you suppressed a shudder and quickly added, "In fact, I can play a little bit myself." You lifted your head proudly, followed by a grin.
He returned the gesture. "Really? Why haven’t you mentioned that before?"
"I never claimed I was any good." Behind your rudimentary musical ability was nothing more than a knack for reading sheet music, the rest came from your occupation as a Writer. You wrote the sheets, and the rest was your power. In the course of time you learned the odd key combination, but the difficult ballads, those you could only play once, came to you solely because your fingers absorbed the written notes. A pity that the sheets would always be blank afterward, as if the music had never existed.
"I bet you’re good," Verso encouraged you with a smile.
But you could never be as good as he was. He played a symphony so captivating, so utterly passionate, that shivers ran down your spine one after another. You stared at the piano keys over which Verso’s agile fingers flew, as if he had never done anything else in life, as if the art of music, not the art of the canvas, was his true calling. It was enthralling, not just the melody, but how he carried it. His body moved with the music, became one with it, completely absorbed in the sequence of sounds, with a look you could only describe as tenderly loving. When he stopped, you were speechless for a moment, even had to suppress the urge to applaud.
He looked at you, a soft smile on his lips, his eyes resting on you expectantly, waiting for your reaction. And with that shy, gentle gaze fixed on you, the third spark hit you.
It couldn’t go on without him knowing the truth. You kept on stalling your parents, weeks turned into a month smoothly and unnoticed. You were no longer working on your novella, and Soleil seemed to grow lonely. The little cat was the only reason you didn’t permanently invite yourself into the Dessendre manor, the thought becoming more and more appealing, subtly but insistently, by the day. And the more it occupied your mind, the more troubled you became.
So you did what no one would ever believe you, because you didn't even believe it yourself. You didn’t dare write a letter. In fact, you hadn’t even dared to pick up a pen in front of the Dessendres or to type a few letters on Alicia’s typewriter after she showed you one of her self-composed poems.
But you dared to write music. A ballad that would reveal the truth to a skilled musician like Verso. Music in which you hid your secrets. You wrote the notes with trembling fingers, excited, anxious, desperate. And all the while you kept asking yourself why you were doing this, why you felt so drawn to this family and their son. The answer was clear, but it couldn’t be true. On the contrary, after this evening, you suspected you’d leave the manor and never return. It hurt, but better now than later, when it might tear you apart.
That evening, when you stepped into the entrance hall of the manor, let in by Verso, you looked around. It was strangely quiet. Granted, it was always quiet at first; the house was far too big for just five people. But guests were usually greeted quickly.
“The others are out today,” Verso explained in response to your wandering gaze.
“Oh, I’m sorry. Should I come back another time?” you asked, even though you didn’t want to leave.
“Of course not,” Verso insisted immediately, closing the door behind you. “I stayed here to see you. You’re making such a mystery out of where in the city you live, so I couldn’t send a courier with a letter.”
“There was no need for you to miss a family night because of me,” you said, although deep down you were glad he had waited for you. “I would’ve gotten the memo if no one had opened the door.”
“I could never leave you standing in front of a locked door,” he replied with a gentle smile that almost brought tears to your eyes. Instead, you managed to return one. The momentary silence that followed hung between you like a heavy blanket. With all your might, you had to sweep it aside to bring the words over your lips that marked the beginning of the end: “I, uh, I have a present for you.”
There was a sparkle in his eyes. “A present, for me?” His hand found its way to the back of his neck in an awkward gesture. “That’s quite – I mean, that’s not necessary, really. Besides, I should really be the one to make you a present.”
You scoffed in amusement. “I think it’s perfectly fine for me to gift you something without expecting something in return. It’s really nothing special.” You raised the sheets in your hand to eye level. “I composed something. Would you play it for me?”
Verso took the sheets from your hand, examining them with that concentrated look he always wore when faced with musical notes. “This looks a little odd,” slipped from his lips, immediately regretting the words as he looked at you with an apologetic expression.
“Yeah…” was all you managed to say. He followed you to the piano. Sitting side by side on the bench, just before he began to play, his fingers already poised on the keys, you were struck by a sudden impulse. “Wait.” Instinctively, you reached for his hand. The cold shiver ran down your spine like it had been poured over with ice-cold water, all the while your cheeks grew hot and your stomach performed a somersault. Avoiding eye contact, you stared at your joined hands. Verso’s thumb gently stroked across the back of your fingers.
He said your name, so you looked up. To compose yourself, you had to take a deeper breath. The affection in his eyes was clear as day when he asked: “Are you alright?”
You knew you needed to respond, to get a grip on yourself, but it was as if your throat had closed up, so lost were you in his eyes and the feeling of his hand in yours, his thumb continuing its steady path across your skin.
“I…I…” You cleared your throat, pulled your hand back, held it with the other. “I just wanted to say that I truly enjoy our time together, and that you play the piano for me. It’s magical hearing you play.” You had actually wanted to say that you had enjoyed the time, but you weren’t ready to really say it out loud.
A flicker of confusion crossed Verso’s face, quickly followed by a smile. “Me too. I mean,” he chuckled, “I enjoy our time together as well.” He turned to the piano. “Now, to your present.” His enthusiasm was palpable, and you were certain he could also feel your sadness.
Still, he began to play, without needing to remove the sheet music from the pages, entirely guided by his talent. In a way, it was comforting to know that a piece of your music, and on top of that, the truth about your life, would, for once, not vanish into nothing. As Verso played your little melody, you watched how his initial joy turned into confusion. He even paused a few times, uncertain whether to continue, but then he did, and his confusion became something darker: disquiet. Even though he already knew the truth, he played the piece through to the end. When the final note faded, the silence crashed down on you so suddenly that your vision finally blurred. Verso’s gaze drifted unbearably slowly from the keys to you, the gentle, shy, adorable expression on his face now gone.
“I’m so sorry.” Your lower lip trembled as you tried to steady your voice, the tears now running freely down your cheeks. “I should’ve told you so much earlier. I should’ve never even come back here. I made a mistake and then everything just… happened. A-And you,” that’s when your voice cracked, “you were so kind, all of you. I’m sorry for betraying your trust.” You inhaled shakily. “I truly, truly enjoyed this time. Nobody else ever has to know. Verso,” you said his name, “you are an inspirational artist and a beautiful soul. The type of soul one writes poems about. I will…” But you didn’t want to lose yourself in a flood of words, so you held them back, the pressure building so high that another wave of tears rose up.
Verso didn’t move a muscle during your outburst, not even his expression changed. He simply looked at you, his eyes roaming over yours, down to your trembling lips, and back again. You didn’t dare look away, but you noticed the way his hands slowly lifted. You let out a sob as he cradled your face. Gently, he wiped away the tears, and his expression melted from stoic to utter devotion.
“Please… Please don’t,” you whispered in despair. “I will be lost.”
His face leaned closer, and you knew, just as you’d always known, that you shouldn’t let this happen. Panic fluttered in your chest as you watched him move, everything unfolding in slow motion. And then suddenly, his lips were on yours. He broke through the last bit of resistance your mind had managed to hold onto, and ignited the fire. Everything about him was soft and warm and gentle, just as you’d imagined. The way he held your face, the way his lips brushed over yours, claimed them, only to pull back briefly and repeat the pattern.
And yet, just as he wrapped his arms around you, drawing you closer, and you leaned into him, pressing against him, your fingers gliding through his full, smooth head of hair, you discovered a trace of desperation in his touch. A feeling that wasn’t foreign to you. You felt it, too, this ache for him, and the knowledge that it could not be.
You both knew it. That’s why you delayed the inevitable moment when you’d have to pull away, drawing the now out as long as you could, your hands wandering across each other’s faces, necks, arms. You reveled in the feel of his gruff beard, grounded yourself on his strong shoulders, all the while he seemed to try to pull you even closer, his hand at the back of your neck, only to tease your skin with a featherlight, goosebump-inducing touch.
And when the time came, your faces still close, his heated forehead resting against yours, his breath mixing with your own heavy one, your tears had dried, but the despair was greater than ever.
“I don’t care,” he whispered, “I don’t care what you are. I just care who you are.” He caressed over your head, playing with a strand of hair.
For just a moment, you imagined, what if… what if everything wasn’t the way it was? Then you could give in to this, here and now, scandalously and in secret, and you and Verso would spend more time together, and someday he would, maybe in the park, maybe surrounded by your families, get down on one knee and…
You opened your eyes with an exhale. That would never happen, and you both knew it. “We can’t,” you said with all the conviction you could summon. “It’s forbidden, it would never work out, they would never let us.”
“Then we will convince them,” Verso replied immediately, “my family already loves you, if my maman vouches for you, maybe we can…”
“Stop,” you interrupted him. What he was saying was ludicrous. “They will not make peace over some idiots like us. Tensions are already high, we’d have to be more than stupid to stir unrest.”
He raised an eyebrow. “Like stupidly in love, you mean?”
Your heart skipped a beat as he said the words you would’ve never dared to say, and you withdrew. You stood up almost too quickly, Verso with you. It was time to go, before you got even more entangled with one another. You had told your truth, but you hadn’t expected him not to care.
“Au revoir.” You turned around, retreating, hearing his echoing footsteps following you toward the front door, but he didn’t try to stop you with words. As you opened the door, he stepped in your way, his arm a barrier between you and the cool evening air, pain and desperation in his eyes.
“Please, Verso,” you pleaded, “we should’ve never let it get this far. If you have the feelings for me that you claim to have, just let me go.”
That seemed to convince him, for he only hesitated another moment before stepping aside to let you pass. You walked away, slowly at first, then faster, fleeing into the city, not looking back for fear that you would run to him again.
You threw open the door to your room on the top floor of your city residence and immediately opened the window. It wasn’t a luxurious house, your family wasn’t rich per se, not like the Dessendres, but wealthy enough to call a nicely furnished house in the city their own. Your bag arced through the air and landed on your bed, startling Soleil, who jumped off. Just when you needed her. You paced back and forth, trying to calm your wrangled nerves, to let the thoughts of Verso Dessendre drift away, but the more you tried, the more firmly he rooted himself in your mind.
Your brain was in overload, painting every possible scenario of things you would never experience with Verso because you refused to fight, your fear of the consequences too great. Time and time again, your gaze drifted to your desk, and little by little, a new notion formed, just as crazy, just as taboo, but maybe a way out.
“Are you out of your mind?” you asked yourself, the idea so outrageous you wished you could shake yourself.
Among Writers, weaving others into a story was highly polarizing. The topic was often discussed in your council, but never resolved. One side claimed it was part of healthy literature to seek inspiration or even manifestation in the presence and essence of others. The other side, and your entire family belonged to that one, wholeheartedly, saw the danger in writing down stories in which real people appeared. Anecdotal evidence showed that those with a weak mind could lose themselves in the world they wrote, the story they wanted to live, shaping it as they pleased, down to the tiniest detail, and in doing so, robbing those they placed in it of all autonomy.
And that danger was what troubled you now. If you sat down at your desk and wrote what you wanted to experience with Verso, poured everything you could into a few hours to get just a glimpse of the life you imagined, you could live it, but at what cost? Then again, maybe it would help you – maybe you just needed that brief experience of a perfect moment with him to end the chapter, to pack your things in the morning and go back home.
Anyway, writings about the lives of others did exist. The difference was that such works were created under strict supervision and then locked for entry by a Writer, purely out of caution, until the subject could be laid to rest. You knew, just from the discourse alone, that there were people who wrote about others and then entered their own stories. What happened to them? Had they gone mad?
Carefully, you sat down at your desk, your gaze fixed on your neatly arranged folder and pen. Your grandmother would turn in her grave. She had been the first to tell you about the perils of obsession, how you would want to relive your perfect story over and over again until you could no longer experience real, human ones, because no story was ever as perfect as the ones you created yourself.
You picked up the pen, suddenly very calm, and opened your folder. It was the moment that usually brought you peace, the instant just before writing the first word on a blank, white sheet of paper, but now, it sent a cold shiver down your spine.
This was wrong. So wrong. It had been wrong from the very beginning. And now you sat here, at your desk in your bedroom in the city. Outside the open window, the star-strewn sky stretched out above the rooftops, a warm breeze brushing against your face and playing with your hair. It was a perfect night to write something. But not this. And all because of him.
Your hand trembled slightly as you pressed the tip of your pen to the paper and wrote the first sentence: “Verso Dessendre enters my bedroom in the city residence…”
old tarn HCs i made back on ao3 that i'm bringing onto here, expect a lot of tarn post in the near future.
scenario: he finally has you, he's never letting go and you learn that he's not really fun to work for
WARNINGS: stalking, manipulation, gaslighting, threats, forced conscription, kidnapping (?), one sided affection, Tarn being a creep, Tarn is his own warning. yandere.
note: neutral reader, was once an underground musician and in a relationship with damus (i'll post those prequel hcs some other time)
next: part 2
— Tarn, for the most part, is born out of the suffering and corruption of Damus and during the many times of tribulations in his past before he became Tarn, the only thought that kept him going was the thought of you. You were his everything. His lover, his only friend, the light of his life. When the functionalists unjustly sentenced him to Empurata and cruelly separated you from him, he underwent immeasurable pain. There were many times where he yearned for his death but knowing that you would be still out there, somewhere fired up his will to live.
— He remembers rummaging through records, determined to find out. But when no mention of your designation showed up on the system, he dreaded with all his spark that you'd become an Autobot. It haunted him. To this day, even millions of years later, he still keeps track if there's a possibility, even a slim one, that you join the Decepticons.
— Which is why when the Peaceful Tyranny was docked on a near-by planet after a name successfully being crossed off The List, Tarn froze. He swore he felt his spark stop. Yet again, he was grateful for his mask for hiding his wide optics and gaping intake.
— Out of all the possible locations, you were on some neutral settlement. It's why he couldn't track you, you'd choose to run away from the war. Definitely disappointing but it's better than the worst case scenario-
— You didn't look a vorn older, you still looked exactly how you were all those thousands of years ago. You were perched on top of a wall, fueling on some energon goodies as your stabilizers dangled down below. You seemed so care-free, you really hadn’t changed. Tarn didn’t expect his past to catch up with him right now, especially when he was just strolling through this techno city to purchase a few more authentic music copies. They had a wonderful collection not to mention, most of them were polite enough to know better than to get in his way. He just so happened to look across the street only to see you, of all Cybertronians in the universe.
— In Tarn’s deranged processor, this had to be a reward. This must be a reward for his valient and honourable efforts at bringing justice within the ‘mighty and noble’ Decepticon cause. In other words, a made up delusional reason justifying his initiative to have you for himself once again. A motive if anything.
— Now, Tarn knew that you didn’t exactly know him. You knew Damus, you loved Damus but you were unfamiliar with Tarn. If he had to approach you, he had to do it carefully. It was a single shot and he could not mess this up.
— He followed you. Tarn stalked you, carefully and you, so gullible, so naïve, so stupidly led him to your tiny cramped living space without even being aware of his presence from the shadows. Tarn thanked your lack of any environmental awareness for making this so much easier. Though, it did concern him. It drew out more questions. How did you even survive the war? Why hadn't you taken a faction? How did you get off Cybertron? Was the during the mass exodus?
— The only drawback of this was that he would have to wait a while to cross off the next traitor from The List. Tarn did tell his crew that they were going to be staying here on this planet for a while longer— Tesaurus and Helex was overjoyed, they got some more time to spend more shanix at the local bar, Kaon also had a similar reaction as he could finally take the Pet out for a... walk yet again, Nickel really didn’t care and Vos was irked, he really wanted to kill someone. But he knew that this stay couldn’t be extended any longer.
— Tarn observed you from afar. It really was you- none of your mannerisms had changed even in the slightest. Your occasional idiotic clumsiness, the way you made your berth, even the way you walked and talked. You were right there, right in his grasp. Tarn could so easily make his way into your pathetic excuse of a living space right now.
— He learnt everything he could about you. Thankfully, you were still neutral. Tarn used to remember back in his early days of delivering justice, he used to rummage through thousands of datapads, trying to see if you were maybe somewhere on there. But you weren’t, there wasn’t a single mention of you on the Decepticon database. Tarn, or at least a part of him, was honestly scared. What if you joined the Autobots? was a thought that plagued him for a very very long time. Now, it can be put to rest. Although, he is disappointed that you didn’t choose the path of righteousness and become a Decepticon but it would be fine, he would convince you.
— Tarn caught a glimpse of you recharge and Primus, how he wished to be on that berth with you. His spark practically ached. He remembers how the two of you would long to lay down on a proper berth than the pavement by the alleyways you huddled in.
— It seemed you still had a rather unstable employment but instead of your usual skills, you were doing all other kinds of odd jobs like cleaning, helping out with restocking and occasionally helping out with making energon treats at a nearby fuelling stand. Tarn was baffled, did you really abandon your talents like that? Also, the lack of the usual smile on your faceplates was disturbing to Tarn, you rarely smiled but he would fix that. He's sure he can.
— At some point, he couldn’t do it anymore. He needed to talk to you, desperately. Tarn couldn’t continue going on and just watching your life unfold without being able to be a part of it. He wouldn't stand it or accept it.
You were sitting on the curb of the street on the usual alleyway as you feasted on your some energon, humming a random tune that came into your processor. You heard someone walk nearby you, you really didn’t care though. Bots come and go, it's just how life is. No one stays. You continued fuelling on your energon treat, it was your favourite flavour too. Your boss was kind enough to let you take whatever leftovers remained to refuel and today you were lucky, there were a few leftovers of your favourite.
“May I take a seat?” The stranger spoke, his voice was the most soothing voice you had ever listened to. It had you pause from taking a bite. Who the hell was this guy?
You looked up, it was clearly directed to you and the Bot that wanted your attention was… big. You must've been up to his shoulder or neck at most. You looked into the stranger's chassis to search for this mech’s allegiance only to be met with one of the more horrifying insignias to ever have been forged.
The mech in front of you was a Decepticon.
“Uh.. sure?” You spoke, uncertainty laced in your voice. It was a Decepticon; war criminal premium, not that the Autobots were anything you cared for. You sure as hell weren't going to deny him or be rude. He brushed off the dirt off the ground and sat right next to you. You could tell that he was the fancy type. The glow of his bright red optics made it possible for you to be able to see him within the darkness of the alleyway. Definitely a Decepticon and probably even a warrior- his faceplates were heavily scarred here and there. He also had a fusion cannon.. which made you feel a little worried.
"Oh, don't worry about that. I have strict orders not to engage with neutrals in combat." He smiles, it looks... kind, almost. Like he means it. "Unless of course, you're affiliated with the Autobots" He adds on and you snicker.
"Me? Autobot?" You can't even think about it. Joining the war and dying for someone's cause only to be left forgotten forever afterwards. "I'm not made for the military, trust me." You mumble out. You eye him for a bit, studying his face. He seemed amused by your words, oddly relieved for some reason.
Either way, you might as well humour this Decepticon because Primus, he was hot. A large frame, perfect for grabbing; his faceplates looked as if they were sculpted by Primus himself and his voice. You shove away those fleeting thoughts for now. His optics seemed to be studying the treat you held in your servo, or was it your intake? Nah, probably the energon.
“Do… Do you want some?” You lend out a servo with some treats, offering it up to the larger mech.
“Oh no! You’re too considerate, dear. Unfortunately or well, fortunately, I’ve already refuelled.” He politely put down your offer, little did you know, he didn’t find any of these second rate fuel appealing and you retracted your servo but he continued to stare. The thought finally clicked that he wasn’t staring at the treats, he was staring at you.
The realisation made you... a bit uncomfortable however, you couldn’t help but be overcome by a vague feeling of familiarity. It was absurd, you had never met this mech in your life. You don't even know his name, you've never seen this mug before in your life. You're educated enough to tell apart the notorious 'Cons of their High Command but this mech doesn't look like any you know. He's clearly experienced from the scars on his face you assume are from battle. So... just who is this mech?
“I don’t want to be rude or anything but what do you want from me?” You inquired. You were worried. Autobots were enough trouble but Decepticons? Their cruelty knew no bounds or that’s what you’ve heard. The last thing you wanted to do was to trigger the large purple ‘Con to blow your brain module out. Regardless of how hot he was, he's... creepy.
He goes quiet for a moment, his optics fixated into yours and it makes you feel so uneasy, shifting in your seat and moving a bit away from him. Tarn wants to huff at how you move away and seem worried but he controls himself, he has to keep himself in check…
“Nothing really but I must ask you something..” His optics bore into yours, “Will you sing for me?”. There's a softness to his tone, a slight hint of what you could only explain as vulnerability and it rings a familiar echo in your spark.
The way he asked it, the softness in his tone. It was all too familiar. You looked like a deer in the headlights for a moment. It was impossible. They took him away and you remember so well, you couldn’t even fight them off. You were reduced into a pathetic bystander. You felt helpless. You never saw him ever again after that. No, this couldn’t be him. He was far too elegant and intimidating to be Damus. Damus was long gone. Damus wouldn't have a fusion cannon and he sure as hell wouldn't be a Decepticon.
But the real question here was, how did he know that you can sing? There's really only a few people you've spoken to about your old profession back during the Pre-War era... Was he an old fan that recognized you maybe? One of the many mechs in those bars you'd perform in.
“I was a huge fan of your performances back at Mudflap’s.” Tarn says, realizing how suspicious he sounds. He brings up that old, second-rate bar you had to perform in time and time again and its nostalgic to you, he can see that from how your optics flicker. Such simpler times, changed for the better; in Tarn’s opinion.
“I don’t do that anymore but,” You continued, you stopped singing after what happened to Damus. Singing brought back those happy turned painful memories with the love of your life but you were not going to refuse a Decepticon and face the possibility of going through a painful end. “I’ll make an exception for an old fan. Forgive me if it isn’t exactly the best. It’s been a while.”
"Which... which song would you like?" You ask, turning to look at him with something that could only be explained as remembrance. Tarn supposes he should request for that all time favourite of yours, one he's quite fond of himself. 'Devotion of the Liege'.
You look a little surprised as he says that, it's an old love song but it was one of your favourites. He certainly had to be Pre-War if he's heard that one before.
"Sure, it's one of my favourites." You reply, preparing your vocalizer for something you thought you'd long abandoned.
And once your voice fills Tarn's audials, it's like everything else in the world blacked out, he focused entirely on the sound of your voice. It's like a sweet welcome to him and for once, Tarn was filled with an immense and immeasurable happiness. He smiled, an uncharacteristically genuine, soft smile. He hummed the tune with his optics went offline as the sweet melody left your vocalizer, his helm moved side to side in a rhythm exactly that of the song.
Once you were done with the song and the mech burst out in small applause. The mech sitting next to you seemed to have really liked that.
“You truly are a master of your art! So beautiful.” He praises. Primus, even that smile felt familiar. Almost as if you were looking at a ghost. Though his praise did get to you, a bit.
“No, not really.” He raised his optical ridge to that.
“Spare me the modesty.”
— The two of you had a long conversation. You spoke about your job and your life and he explained about how he found his calling with Megatron of all beings in the galaxy. When you asked for his designation, he hesitated, almost which had you a bit confused but he does tell you what his name is— You’ve heard the name ‘Tarn’ somewhere before, you just didn’t know which Tarn he was talking about. There were many impersonators of the DJD captain and many of the bots that lived within Tarn did also use ‘Tarn’ as an alias. As far as your concerned, its stated that Tarn, the captain of the DJD, was always with a mask... and would the captain of the DJD sit down and have a chat with you of all bots? Surely not. He gives you a look when you just say 'nice name' instead of running off like he thought you would; you don't seem to think he's DJD yet. Good, he can barely contain the smile that would've bloomed across his face.
— He was pretentious to say the least. Condescending sometimes but he did make good company, the two of you often conversed about music. You mentioned your favourites while he said that he liked the ‘Empyrean Suite’ which left you... down for a bit. He felt so familiar. You can't quite put a digit on it.
— The striking similarities that Tarn shared with your previous partner shook you even if these similarities were small ones. Maybe that’s why you spent time with Tarn despite how condescending he could be, after all, you did miss Damus dearly. Tarn was rude sometimes but it's not like you had high hopes for a Decepticon anyway. You're trying to distance yourself from him, keep him away from you but.. something, some sort of connection seems to draw you in to him.
— He would regularly make pit-stops to this planet you were on. The rest of the crew were confused but Tarn clarified that the place had the best energon and music records he could ever want. Truth is, you really didn't want to see him again. You had no intention of befriending him. You really thought he was just another come and go bot in your life but you have no idea how adamant he is on staying.
— Sometimes, he would bring back souvenirs from the planets he went to and bring them to you. Ironically enough, now it was him who shared tales of interstellar travel, obviously he filtered out all the gore and war crimes. Tarn found humour in the fact that now the roles had been reversed. It was adorable to watch your face light up when he spoke of his ventures into deep space. You spoke of your own travels but little did you know, Tarn already knew them all.
— The two of you began forming a strange friendship. At the start, the two of you met up on the same alleyway curb side you usually sit down and fuel at. Sometimes. The frequency varies but it's either weekly or monthly. Eventually, you invited him over to your home. Once. Only because it was about to rain and this forsaken planet has a bad case of acidic rains; your plating would get eaten through by the acid had you stayed there and you didn’t really want to leave him out there. Tarn practically exploded inside when you invited him over once but his stoicism is just as effective as his mask. He's successfully managed to wear down your guard.
— Sometimes, you give special energon treats to him whenever he visits, mostly just whatever leftovers you get from your job. Tarn loves them, sometimes you give him extra to take with him. He shared them with Helex once. Helex was practically dying to know where Tarn gets them from. Tarn refused to reveal his sources.
— He was having all sorts of thoughts when he was away from you. Tarn was haunted by the memories of his shared past with you, those sweet moments coming to the forefront of his processor. He needed you with him again, it was a carnal desire straight from the depths of his spark.
— Tarn was slowly beginning to realise that you were unknowingly a hindrance to his work. He couldn’t go on like this. Tarn has a duty to the Cause and the Cause would always come first. He will have to do something about you…
It was absurd really. Tarn, for once in his life, was facing an irregular string of extremely convenient coincidences rather than the repeated strikes of bad luck. He met his old sparkmate that he longed for, as both Damus and Tarn; as well as found a surplus of traitors within this star system, conveniently giving him excuses to make to his crew to come see you. Now, the dilemma he faced was slightly different to the usual.
Tarn had to move out of this planetary system- the DJD had come to this solar system for the intention of wiping out traitors from the List. Meeting you was just one big fat coincidence. There were a good amount of traitors and deserters within the proximity of the planets of this system and most of them were brought to ‘justice’. This planetary system is one of the few colonies of Cybertron that were under the command of the neutrals which made it ridiculously easy for ex-Decepticons to hide amongst the masses and go completely unnoticed. Most of them have been tipped out by the many spies or by Bots who desperately needed some shanix from the bounties on their helms but many of them were just too good at hiding in plain sight.
If Tarn had it his way, he might as well would’ve just destroyed the entire planet. Excluding you of course, you’d be by his side on his ship. But he had direct orders from Megatron himself to not engage with neutrals. An order he would not disobey.
Which is why Tarn refuses to plan on using any type of physical methods on you but this made things trickier than it should be, Tarn had been accustomed to violence for a long time, he thought of kidnapping but that would not end well for numerous reasons. The last thing he wanted was for the rest of the crew to think that you’re just a toy he brought onboard… and Primus forbid that they ask for you to be shared. Speaking of crew, he is almost certain that they wouldn’t approve of bringing you on-board. The whole idea of the aliases and the new frames was that they were to be new mechs once they join the DJD, leaving behind their old lives & identities behind entirely to embrace Megatron’s golden vision— And you? You are a reminder of his past, a relic of a long-gone era walking. If anything… He should distance himself from you, stay away. But… His spark yearns, oh, it yearns. It calls out for you, desperately. An old bond pulsing within its energy, wanting to be revived. And he needs to relieve himself of this pain.
Tarn would require some kind of miracle to find a way to bring you on-board his ship with him. Then he could finally be at home. At peace. Maybe, even happy.
And that’s when the good news came.
— Tarn's elaborate plan involved Kaon who owed him a favour since their leader did allow him to keep that traitor as his beloved pet. While kidnapping was not a very good route for you to warm up to him, making you a Decepticon was... a much easier route. And he had a perfect excuse to crash your party because as it would soon turn out, your so called boss was on The List. Pulling some strings made it easy for Tarn to put that bot up higher, a gross violation of their protocol but having a valuable member was a lot more favourable, right? Especially when this bot was getting in the way of his work.
You finished your shift after a long day, walking down the remote and not very crowded street. You were rather cheery that day, you finally got that promotion you so rightfully deserved until four mech crashed down from the sky— Screaming as destruction ensued all around you. It was horrifying, the mechs were horrifying. Two of them looked like they could transform into a space cruisier!
You cowered behind a wall in one of the nearby buildings as you hoped that whatever was going on would end now. You tried your best to control your shaky vents, you slowly raised your helm from underneath to see what was going on. Some of the pedestrians lay offline. You didn’t know them but the sight hurt. The reason why you came to this place was to hide from the life of brutal violence so many were so accustomed to but now the violence had been brought to you. You looked around cautiously once more, you observed the mechs closely. They were all Decepticons as their proud purple insignia shone brightly under the lighting.
A slender and comparatively short one, one with a big cross on his face, one with four arms and one without any optics. They spoke to a mech who looked somewhat familiar at a considerable distance away from you, it wasn’t easy to listen too but you were able to make out bits and pieces. “The Decepticon Justice Division has arrived.” One of them announced and to whom, you don't know cause their grand entrance just about killed or scared off all possible audiences..
Despite the ridiculousness, it didn’t help the pure utter horror pulse through you at his words. The Decepticon Justice Division, may Primus have mercy on whoever they came for.
“Justice will be served upon you, deserter.” A mech with a big cross on his face spoke the single most cheesiest dialogue as one of them, a short but more sleek one lunged forward towards the mech they were talking to, your boss who was armed with a blaster. It took a second for it to click that the mech was talking to your boss. That old fart was a Decepticon!?!?!? You almost got a whiplash with how fast you turned your helm sideways to look at your boss across the street whose face was plastered with that of pure unadulterated terror. He ran. Ran as fast as he could, transforming into his jet alt mode midway; as if he were so horrified that he forgot he could even transform. The other pursue, until the slender one transforms into some sort of gun you could barely make out, maybe a sniper rifle. Were they going to shoot him down!?
One, two, three, wait… where was the fourth one?
Your optics darted around to find the other one, you tried to turn back only for your vision to go blank as a sharp pain struck through your helm and spread throughout your frame. Your frame spasming, an electric shock administer straight into your body by... someone.
— Kaon had secured you. Tarn didn’t feel the slightest of remorse. If you think Tarn feels even remotely bad, you’re sorely mistaken. His mask currently hides an expression of absolute happiness, giddy almost. He's just a little pissed that Kaon might've overdone it.
You wake up, you were knocked out was what you could conclude, by some voltage overload... A sharp pain shot up your helm, your servos gripped the top of your helm. Your vision and audials were all static. The realisation dawns on you, you don’t know where you are. You wake up in a panic, you look around your surroundings. It seems like you’re in a med bay. Somebody must’ve dragged you here. Thank Primus.
“Tarn, the new recruit is awake.” A blue minibot spoke through her comms. You reboot your vocalizer in an effort to say something, seems like she's the medic who was taking care of you. Or maybe the nurse? Who cares. Right now, you really want to know where you are because you're sure you've never seen a clinic like this back where you live. Far too spacious, clean too.
“Where am I?" You try to sound stern, vocalizer going static for a moment. Those shocks were... something. "...who are you?” You asked only to be ignored by the minibot. How rude, your derma purse into a thin line. You scan the surrounding area once more, in hopes of understanding where exactly you are and well, the amount of Decepticon insignias couldn’t mean anything good…
Wait.
Didn’t she just say recruit?
No no no no no no no.
No.
You HAD to get out of here.
You got up from the berth, sitting on it and attempting to stand. Stabilizers shaky, hoping to make a dash for it but the moment your pedes touch the ground, you wince.
“Hey, hey, hey! You’re not in walking condition yet. Rest.” The blue minibot walked towards you as she spoke in a scolding tone. She looked cross and annoyed. Oddly intimidating for a minibot and just as you were about to say something...
“Oh Tarn, you’re here. Good. The bot’s awake, they’ll be okay for now. All their systems are optimal.” She spoke, casual. Not very interested in whatever's happening.
You turn around to see a huge bot in a mask. He had the exact same build and frame as that of the mech you sit next to after your shift everyday. It’s that exact same Tarn.
“You’re... Tarn!?” You exclaimed, he’s honestly the last bot, rather ‘Con you expected to see. Wait, is he... No, he's not.. that Tarn...? Right? You recall the DJD presence and you can't help but want to move away from him right now. Nickel on the other hand has her interest piqued, you spoke like you knew him. Met him before. Now, she doesn't pry into Tarn's private life but as far as she was concerned, he didn't really have one. The Cause was his private and public life.
“One and only. Awake and feeling better I presume?” He asked with the same silky smooth voice. Your optics dart down for a moment in thought, not sure what to make of this. Optics narrowing a bit at him. Tarn can sense the distrust but he knows he's managed to lower your guard somewhat with his repeated meetings. Nickel on the other hand is... confused as to why he's not wearing the mask. He always wears the mask.
“Aside from the helm splitting ache, yes but what's going on here? She called me a 'new recruit'.” You asked, looking at the minibot momentarily. Good. You missed the way Tarn's frame froze. He internally curses himself... of course Nickel would say it like that.
“Well my dear, my crew found you unconscious on the floor and took you to our ship’s medic! You were in rough shape, it seems you got into the crossfire between our team against some Autobot.” Tarn lied. Nickel from behind you, raised an optical ridge at their leader. Nickel was a well versed medic and she saw no marks or any indication of a brawl or a fight. She was just as confused as you were. And you were certain you hadn't seen an Autobot in vorns. Optical ridges furrowing in even more confusion. Not to mention, he hadn't answered as to why the blue minibot called you a new recruit.
“But I don’t remembe-”
“Your memory circuits were damaged my dear,” He immediately cuts you off, “That level of voltage is enough to scramble your memory banks.” He added. Nickel was now… more confused? You did sustain some helm trauma but it isn’t the type you get from a crossfire. Or the types that make you lose memories... You took a second to process what he was saying. It didn’t add up but Tarn wouldn’t lie to you, right? I mean, logically speaking here, you had nothing of interest to offer him. At all. You're a nobody as far as this war is concerned. You don't really trust him as much anymore, you can tell he's sketchy and Tarn can see that. It upsets him. But he keeps a strong face.
“You might not believe me but this comes from my colleague Kaon. He saw the whole thing.” Tarn explained, the optic-less ‘Con behind him that you hadn’t noticed until now, waved at you. He.. unsettled you and startled you, you just awkwardly give a small wave back.
Huh... Tesla coils on his back. Weird.
“Besides, friends don’t lie to each other now do they?” Tarn added on, as if he weren't a snake; a snake that's now coiled around your frame entirely with the intention of gently squeezing the life out of you. Not that you'd be aware of his intentions, he was deceptively charming in this moment. And even if you could register it, its not like you can run yet. Or transform. Kaon made sure to crank up the voltage just for you.
He couldn’t be lying, your helm did ache in ridiculous magnitudes. No amount of high grade, petroleum or rocket fuel has gotten you into this much of a disastrous helm ache. Besides, he didn’t have a reason to lie to you either. None that you knew of at least. You had nothing to give him; no valuable skill or intel any army could ever want. So you could trust him... right? Though, Autobots... wouldn't really hurt a neutral?
But… the optic-less guy. Wasn’t he a part of those DJD members that came to massacre your boss? It was a vague memory. It happened all too fast. But Tarn referred to him as a colleague. You sit there, trying to process everything with a servo on your helm and it dawns in on you.
The realisation sent a cold shiver down your back struts, frozen stiff as a stark terror unlike any other gripped your spark. Not looking back up to Tarn or his 'friend', optics locked onto the floor. You stupid glitch, this Tarn was the commander of the DJD. This is that exact same fragging Tarn. The infamous torturer, notorious war criminal, sparkless executioner.
“Wait, wait, wait…. You’re… you’re in the DJD…” How could you’ve been so stupid… befriending a fragging Decepticon like that but regret could not save you now, you truly were, as the humans say, neck deep in shit. Your ‘friend’ was a literal psychopath war criminal known and feared across multiple star systems. You can feel the panic swelling up within your frame, the depths of your tanks churning. Tarn was torn apart, he revelled in your distressed expression yet he found it irksome that it was directed at him. So he did what he usually did, put on his mask and that mask, its just like in all the reports. A purple, decepticon insignia mask. There's cracks on it here and there and for a second, it felt like you were going to die. You're trying to stop your vents from sputtering.
You were quite positively, fragged.
Tarn saw your shock of realisation plastered across your pretty faceplates, he just snickered beneath his mask. He knows fear intimately enough to tell you were horrified, something that he... didn't really like but that would change. Soon. However, Kaon looked amused from how terrified you were. It didn’t matter if he could see your fear, right now, you need the courage to ask him and know the information you need. After all, this was still the same Tarn you invited to your house and casually chatted with. It sounded naïve but maybe just maybe you could trust him. Or maybe even bargain. Perhaps, by some thin shred of luck, he may be a reasonable mech.
“When... When am I going home?” You asked the big question, your servos gripping the edge of the medical berth.
“Pardon?” His voice went dangerously low, you felt a sharp pain in your chassis. It hurt badly. The aura of the room changed entirely. Kaon tensed, visibly from behind. Whatever you said was the wrong option.
“When... are you going to… you know, drop me off?” You asked yet again. The unsettling fear once again crawled up to you. A feeling deep down in your spark was yelling at you to flee.
He laughed, Tarn seemed to be amused. Like he was laughing off what you were saying as ridiculous. Something to mock. The earlier dangerous tone fading into something light-hearted yet eerily sinister. His switch of emotions was unpredictable and scared you even more in this situation. “Oh no dear, you see, we’ve spent a lot of our resources on your maintenance and recovery. You can’t simply just walk away unfortunately.” It was fortunate, to him. Such a wonderful line within the Decepticon code just waiting for him to twist in his favour...
“So then...” You asked, your voice went low. You were afraid, deeply so and his optics, even behind that mask, you could feel them sink into you. The mask.. It made him more intimidating. Tarn could basically smell your fear, so very enticing indeed. You go silent for a moment as you think, looking down again to collect your thoughts. The Decepticon insignia didn't really help ease your distress. You look back up at him. “If you need shanix, Tarn, you… you do know my financial condition but I-I guarantee that I can-”
“No, no, no, no! Nonsense! Decepticons do not take shanix!” Tarn brushed you off as he interrupted you. You feel a bit more confused. You can tell he wants you to compensate for their 'services'. Kaon admires how deranged Tarn can be as he watches this unfold, a smirk on his face. He truly was their leader for a reason.
“So, how do you expect me to make it up to you?” You asked absolutely puzzled. Tarn had the most devious smile behind his mask, if he weren’t around Nickel and Kaon, he might’ve purred. You looked adorable, so clueless for what he had in mind for you.
“Well, servitude, my dear! You’re going to stay aboard our ship and work amongst me and my crew and contribute to our magnificent Decepticon cause.” He replied in an unsettlingly cheerful tone. As if he were giddy. Joyous. Like he'd win the lottery, a wide smile behind his mask as he says so. You can almost feel how excited he is with how he was struggling to keep his warm EM field to himself.
“And, don’t worry, your work will be well compensated.”
He could see the confused look on your faceplates and proceeded to elaborate further. The truth was, you weren’t confused. It was taking a while to process all of this. Your intake slightly agape.
“You see, we used our own resources which are supposed to be directed to the grand Cause for your recovery, my friend.” His optics gleamed with an unnatural malevolence as he explained in his ‘you’re beneath me and stupid’ condescending tone. You were used to that. You've had way too many customers talk to you like that before but Tarn was no customer. “Therefore, adhering to Decepticon code, you must serve our glorious cause.” He weaponized the Decepticon code against traitors and he would do the same to you. Without hesitation. If it means he can have you bound to him again, he's more than willing to.
Your whole world went blank. All those years of running from the war was for absolutely nothing. All of those stellar cycles were just denying the inevitable but back then, you had a choice but now, your fate is predetermined by none other than the DJD itself. A sinking feeling of dread settled within your frame, vents hitching slightly.
“Oh but you shouldn’t blame any of this on me though, I’m merely a Decepticon adhering the code.” He added on, he doesn't want to give you the impression that he's doing this because he wants to. No. That would spoil his plan. “You should’ve been wiser than to pick a fight you could never win. Running straight at an Autobot like that. How reckless of you." Kaon manages to keep a straight face as Tarn spews out nonsense, not a single word of what he said happened. After all, Kaon was the one that knocked you out. Shocked you right at your helm.
Even if the pay sounded wonderful, this is not what you want… But if there's anything you’re smart enough to realise is that you’re in no position to bargain with the DJD and you fear death. You take a deep vent for a moment. Might as well discuss. There has to be some way out of this...
“Alright, but for how long? And when can I resign?” You reply softly in acceptance, this was fate’s will.
You wish he would just take off the mask so that you could tell what he was thinking, conversing with him was so much easier without this obstruction. However, even a blind bot could feel his aching displeasure from that question and you felt the exact same feeling you get when you pick the ‘wrong’ dialogue option in a RPG.
Now it was his turn to take a deep vent in.
“There is no resignation from the Decepticon cause and if one does dare try to flee from their responsibilities, they will be hunted down and… well… dealt with. After all, we are the Decepticon Justice Division which you are now hereby an unofficial member of. It would be a shame to have to put you in such a predicament.” Tarn so eloquently and calmly dropped this bombshell on you like it was nothing.
“So I'm a Decepticon now? F-Forever?” There's a stammer in your tone, stellarcycles of running were for nothing.
“Yes, yes you are. Isn’t it wonderful? To contribute to the righteous cause of Megatron himself? Trust me, you will love it!” He put his servos, rather claws together in what resembled to be a clap as his earlier seriousness faded. He was cheerful once again, this bot’s mood swings faster than the speed at which you got knocked out. He's elated; he has a chance at indoctrinating you into his violence and you can't refuse. Tarn is already planning your branding ceremony...
This mech was insane. You befriended a ’Con with all his circuits positively FRIED.
You should’ve known better than to trust a Decepticon.
Now, you’re a part of the Decepticon Army… more like the Decepticon cult. The Decepticon Justice Division.
looking back at this and i think i'm losing it. how tf did i think this was fire??? what was i cooking???
live reaction to me reading my old fics:
i rewrote half of this btw. there's still so much more left and its just the SFW: there's the prequel as to when he was damus, then nsfw, then a smutshot then a couple of random oneshots tied into this i need to rework. this one fucking sfw hcs reach up to a ridiculous 9,000 words. so much more to work on...
WHY WAS I SO OBSESSED WITH TARN? i have no idea but i've written a ridiculous amount for him. the tarn train is departinggggg
