#never coming back

[oldschoolgentleman62]

[traitorfish]

lunch sketches i forgot to post yesterday

he can just do that

[crmsnmth]

Waiting Around for Nothing

I keep a chair pulled out for you like a habit I can't break like the room itself expects you to walk back in and apologize for the silence

My phone stays face up volume on battery draining slow and patient a lighthouse for a ship that already sank

Every passing car sounds like your arrival every shadow at the window tries on your shape before slipping back into nothing

I've memorized the rhythm of absence how it stretches minutes into miles how it teaches clocks to hesitate just to watch me suffer

People tell me to move on like it's a switch like I didn't wire my whole life to the idea of you coming back and flipping it yourself

So I wait

at bars I don't like on streets we used to walk in conversations I barely hear leaving space for your voice like it still belongs here

I rehearse what I'd say if you ever showed up again like the words are wearing thin edges frayed from being held too long

and somewhere beneath the hope I refuse to bury I know the truth

you're not late you're gone

Still, I sit here hands folded around nothing watching the door like it owes me something

like waiting itself might finally bring you home

[teasugarcandles]

𝔐𝔶 𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔡 𝔬𝔣 𝔴𝔞𝔩𝔨

[nightcoffee365]

The Arch-Mage’s Quarters at the College of Winterhold two minutes after I become Arch-Mage:

Thanks for the loot, Savos!

[aangelwithashotgunx]

Life is so meaningless when you know you don’t belong in the country where you live, when you have dreams but people keep breaking them and keep judging you, pointing at you your weaknesses, always putting yourself down and they don’t believe in you. Being so fragile and having your own parents judging you this much and not believing in you and not validating your feelings, never felt this much pain before. It feels so scary entering in the adult’s world, I’ve never felt more alone than this.

[madsims4finds]

Lmao, one of the firms that bought EA in that $50 billion dollar deal for them to go private? One of the firms was formed by Jared Kushner. Fucking Trump’s son-in-law.

I was no longer playing the game but now I’m not even holding out hope. Definitely no longer interested in the Sims or anything EA. Period. Yes, it’s gotten political for me. I don’t care if he’s not a major part of the firm or whatever. His name is tied to it and anything Trump adjacent is a red flag for me. Period. Don’t be surprised if they back peddle on all that diversity they swear they care about.

Also interesting to learn that EA was $20 billion in debt and that’s being financed through this deal.

(Edit: I misunderstood what I read. They went in debt as a result of this buyout apparently. But everything else still stands lol.)

No wonder making money was their first and only priority. And with this deal I’m sure it will continue to be.

I’d be dead shocked if anything positive comes from this. Regardless, it’s a little too connected to Trump now for me to feel comfortable with anything EA does.

In case you want to read what I read

EA Goes Private in $55 Billion Deal With PIF, Silver Lake, and Affinity Partners, Andrew Wilson to Remain as CEO - IGN

EA has confirmed it has agreed to be acquired by an investor group composed of PIF, Silver Lake, and Affinity Partners in a transaction valu

[lovethisfatcryptid]

It's time for my monthly I miss Aaliyah posting 😭💔