Felt the tingles dripping in my hair again tonight, tried diverting them to my ears and sometimes worked and sometimes felt like I could move them, but lengthening sensation wasn’t happening. Tried to encourage visuals to happen but I can’t distinguish what is me or not. I am supposed to be going to my safe space THEN the tree or wait for wherever black jag takes me, but I do a mental magical girl tf and land straight in between two comfy roots of a big tree and lay there.
I asked for good dreams and monster time and a sign, and did have a fun dream with implied monster time where I went to the UK and was up to shenanigans and I would whip out monster powers every so often like eating all the projectiles in like an escape room obstacle course and they tasted like cereal and I got in trouble. Had a little friend who was a little girl and she was very sweet. Her mom was my friend until she revealed she was and asshole and I couldn’t hang out with little girl anymore. I saw her as an adult later on. For some reason one direction was there, and I cried when I saw they all died later.
One bad thing was I apparently was in a thruple with Apollo’s owners who where also in the UK, and they had to go home bc Apollo was upset and hurt his beak and that was distressing to see him over the phone injured and he said like ‘ow :c’.