⋆☁︎ SadBunnys Diary ☾⋆

Have unfortunately or fortunately relapsed and this is my diary/coping mechanism 20- minors dni

[saddbunnyy1]

Decided to make an intro post since I’m going to be more active on here-

ACTIVE: July 2026

Welcome!

Read for intro~

My name is Bunny- I am currently a 20 yr old college student grasping with the idea that I’ll be graduating soon and also that I have in fact relapsed 🫠 (which is probably why your here)

This is my diary for my thoughts as I go through this challenge of losing weight, college, social life, and much more.

MINORS- DNI (18+ only!)

I am willing to be friends so just follow and comment on my posts and we can message (:

Goals:

cw: 146 (as of 7/23)

gw1: 138

gw2: 130

gw3: 124

gw4:120

Anyway! Welcome to Sadbunnys diary!

[saddbunnyy1]

This might be controversial but for my birthdays, I don't restrict at all. It's the one day out of the year I let my self eat as much as I want without thinking about it.

Cause realistically, one day of over eating isn't gonna do much, other than make you feel guilty, so I let myself do it.

Only downside is feeling disgusting and not wearing anything cute cause you feel and look big. But it's a trade I'm willing to make for a day.

[saddbunnyy1]

I feel so disgusting

I went to a party last night and went overboard, I drank so many calories and ate way to much

I was gonna eat basically nothing today but fucked it over and Idek how many cals I've eaten

I have another rparty thing tonight but everything just looks so disgusting on me I cant even begin to think about trying to wear anything other than jeans and a t-shirt but the party is literally "short skirt" themed and I can't even bare to look at my legs

I'm so fucking disgusting

[saddbunnyy1]

Ok everyone give your estimates on how many cals this plate of chilequiles is....

[saddbunnyy1]

First meal of the day 😭😭😭

[saddbunnyy1]

So according to this I'm hopeful I'll be about 145 on Thursday! I'm not being super strict with daily weigh ins, but I'll try to do an update on that day!

This is with a deficit of 1100 cals

[saddbunnyy1]

I almost hit two whole perfect weeks logged 😝 with a deficit of ~1100 (except the 8th lol) (my cals in the app are set to 1600 so I get less stressed if I go a little over and see the red)

[saddbunnyy1]

Breakfast-

Rice cakes (19g): 74 cal

Pb (24g): 142 cal

Honey (?): ~10 cal

Total: 227 cals

[saddbunnyy1]

My bf took me to get Indian food and I thought I was going to be going over my cals for the day so I was like freaking out but my saving grace was that I realized I put my cals in wrong!!! And was like 50 cals under 😛

[4utumnbunn1]

having a panic attack should burn tons of calories not give me a headache

[clayforge]

i'm so hungry i could eat a [remembers i have an eating disorder] Nothing at all..

[saddbunnyy1]

I could eat a breath of fresh air

[saddbunnyy1]

I ate way to much yesterday (~_~)

I was at a birthday dinner and I only had Abt ~350 cals that day so I could eat food there, but they ended up bringing cake and I couldn't restrain myself 🫠

Alot of the cals r estimated tho cause the restaurant doesn't have cals posted which I hate

(also it says "under" cause the limit is 1600 which is basically still the maximum amount of calories I can eat in a day where I'm still in a deficit for my body weight, and I don't change it in case someone looks at it and also cause I don't like to see the red, cause I don't see this mistake as a failure but as motivation to do better today)

[saddbunnyy1]

Nothing like the reminder of how fat u are from the heat and feeling your thighs rub together 🫠

[saddbunnyy1]

I genuinely don't even remember what it's like to be in the 130's it's been so long. I really let myself get out of control :/

[saddbunnyy1]

I rlly want something sweet or like a little snack but I already have esten 935 cals today so like the MOST I will have is 165 cals but I don't even have anything that little of cals that it's worth it but I'm hungry 😭

[tooth-is-going-insane]

[saddbunnyy1]

I'm so bored and it's hot idk what to do