Top pic was 15 weeks ago, bottom pic was 8 weeks ago and pic on the left was 6 days ago. My journey to NPC started from a very dakr place. I'm often caught off guard by the progress I've made thus far. Physically Mentally and spiritually the last six months I've fought battles that some will never understand. This goes beyond looking good this is about sticking it out and finishing a goal no matter what mistakes, obstacles or hardship that comes my way. If I fall I don't make excuses to keep down I wipe my tears and I get back up and I fight. I'm now at the stage of my healing of standing strong when I'm scared of the possibilities that may come.I make it a goal to not run from them but to stand tall and announce myself worthy of such greatness. This road is not easy, chasing down dreams is scary and frustrating and exhausting but with each step you become stronger and wiser and closer to that dream. I don't know about your God but the God I served has helped out of some dark days. I wasn't made to be perfect in the eyes of man I was made to be a vessel of Gods love and his mercy. I was made to be a testimony of how his love has allowed me to love myself and to return that same love to those who need it the most. I was made to inspire others like me that we are worthy of opportunities if we allow ourselves the chance.If I could leave one message from this journey it would be "Fighting for something you believe in is never easy, but it will always be worth it" 💕💪💕💪One Love💪💕💪💕 #PhotoGrid #neversttle #futurefigure #npc #bodybuilding #gymrat #gymbunny #domesticabusesurvivor #survivor #instagym #gymtime #progress #futurenpcfigure #npcpro #bodybuilding #girlswithmuscle #girlswholift #lovetheskinimin #nextlevelshit #neversettle #legionofboom #motivation #fitchick #fitspiration #backday #myblackisbeautiful #blackgirls #1stphormathletesearch #onestepatatime #findingpeace #healthyliving #dontbelievejustwatch #goaldigger #godschild