~He finds out you’re cutting.~ { (H/C)- Hair colour (Y/F/O)- Your favourite outfit (Y/F/A)- Your favourite animal (Y/N/N)- Your nick name (Y/F/M)- Your favourite movie} You sighed as you woke up, depressed. Nate was away at a panel. You had began to receive hate, as you and Nate had just came out as a couple to YouTube. 'Today has to be better.’ It wasn’t. You did your morning routine, shower, brushing your teeth and (h/c) hair. You put on your underclothes and (Y/F/O) and headed back to the bathroom. 'You’re fat. Ugly. Just like they said. They were right.’ Sure, you weren’t the thinnest person on the planet, but you were as skinny as you could be while still being healthy. This would be your first time cutting in a few years (if you haven’t cut, just change that part). You stopped when you found Nate. He had done everything for you, he was your shoulder to cry on. He had stayed the night over at your house a lot when you were friends. You two started dating, and on your two year anniversary you moved into his place. You broke the razor and took the blade out. 'Here goes nothing…’ You thought as the blade sliced through the skin on your hip. It continued to sting as you cut your stomach. It continued on until there was a knock at the door. Hurriedly you cleaned up the red blood on the floor, wrapping an old hand towel around your torso. You opened the door, forgetting about your blade. "Hey Nate!" You tried your best to be enthusiastic. "Hello, (Y/N)! I bought you a lil' somthin' somethin'!" "You didn't need to." You said as you hugged him. "It reminded me of you, soft, cuddly, and cute." Nate told you as he softly kissed you. That was enough to make you blush. "Th-thank you.." You stuttered as he handed you the stuffed (Y/F/A). You hugged him quickly before leaving to put it on your dresser. Soon after, you and Nate made a small dinner. Nothing too fancy. "I'm going to run to the restroom." Your boyfriend told you as he kissed your cheek. 'Oh no...' You thought as you remembered the sharp object. Soon, he came back with it in his hand with a sad look in his brown eyes. "(Y/N)? Is this yours?" You looked down with a slight nod. "I-I'm sorry..." The words just fell from your lips. "Come here." You obeyed. "Why?" He whispered, hugging you. "You know you just told like 13 million people about us, so its kind of obvious they'd hate on me." You said quietly. "They did? Well.. They shouldn't. You're my world, (Y/N). Can I see where?" You nodded and slowly lifted the hem of your shirt. "Oh, (Y/N/N)... Why didn't you tell me? I could've addressed it at the panel.." He said softly, gently pulling you closer and lightly rubbing the cuts on your front hips with his thumbs. You slightly smiled at the gesture. Looking up at him, he leaned down and kissed you, still rubbing your hips. You stepped forward and wrapped your arms around his waist. He pulled you even closer, if that was even possible. 'I could stay here forever..' You thought. This went on for what felt like a few seconds, when Nate pulled away, out of breath, but smiling. "That was... Incredible.." You breathed out. "You're incredible." He whispered. You turned red and buried your face into his chest. "Aww.." He cooed deeply in your ear. After you and your lover laid down and cuddled while watching (Y/F/M).
