feeling kinda...unwanted...
i dunno i just feel like...i’m unwanted here? i put starters out, ideas out, people like them but that’s it. like..that’s all i’m good for is ideas.
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feeling kinda...unwanted...
i dunno i just feel like...i’m unwanted here? i put starters out, ideas out, people like them but that’s it. like..that’s all i’m good for is ideas.
Thoughts on why people see Sas/uke as power bottom?
Idk, maybe they see him as arrogant and kinda bitchy, because of his attitude and remarks. Maybe they think he’s a control freak because he tried to take control of his life, after having been lied to, manipulated countless times, accused and condemned as a crazy criminal (then tamed into submission and brainwashed and still exploited). Maybe because they can’t understand that being badass in battle doesn’t mean being assertive or whatever in relationships and in bed. Maybe because it’s a sort of compromise between top and bottom, the whole topping from the bottom thing. Whatever tbh, it’s OOC anyway. Cause it’s a quite manipulative thing, to ‘lead’ pretending he is ‘submissive’, to let the other do what he wantsin an indirect way , as a powerbottom suggests. Sas is strong and smart and strategic in battle, he’s also a good leader and he is direct and honest. And he’s passive in relationships, he lets them initiate everything, and he reacts to that by expressing his lack of interest or worse, or by letting the other continue/do what they want.
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That feeling when you stare at your friend list, trying to find someone you can vent to when you need it, and realize that you'd have an anxiety attack trying to talk to most, and the few you could talk to are probably asleep.
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As things sometimes tend to go, I’m going through another sudden rough patch IRL. So please, please forgive me if I’ve been distant to you lately, whether we know each other well or not. I just feel quite a bit like I’m drowning and am not sure what to do.
I am throwing myself whole-heartedly into some Alliance roleplay though. I’m enjoying my new girl a whole lot.
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name: Damis
zodiac sign: Taurus
favorite food: Sushi
favorite season: Autumn or Winter
jeans or shorts: Jeans
where are you from: I was born in Germany but live in Mexico since i was a child
last book you read: Re-reading the whole asoiaf thing
favorite movie: I always say The Chronicles of Narnia though i honestly don’t know
dream vacation: Sweden, always sweden
natural hair color: Chocolate? poop. With cooper here and there
height: 5'2
introvert or extrovert: Extroverted
tea or coffee: tea (chai tea)
do you work out regularly: Hahaha i should, but no because i am a lazy fat ass
favorite beverage: Chai tea
do you have pets: 1 cat, 1 husky, 1 german shepard
your ideal day off: Doing NOTHING but what i have planned.Which could be anything from nothing nothing to fill squares in a notebook with my pen.I’m weird and OCD guys
in a relationship or single: I will die alone with my pets im sure
something unique about me: I developed a math code to color my homework at the age of eight. I still use it today. And it is a fx of 12 digits :)
if you choose to, post a selfie: How about i show you my code instead?
I can tell you exactly how many lines there are of each color and how many of each pattern for each color and where they are located and if you use the key there’s an actual thing written in there :D I also know the exact number of little dots surrounding it ... i do one of those when im bored and it usually takes me around 10 minutes per page Kaybye
Priest, human and goblin
Priest: i try to be, but then I feel that being too empathetic I get taken advantage of. And as much I want to be, I can't at times.
Human: I'd have to say my childhood "crush" and favorite actor Ray Park because if you've ever seen his stuff on twitter/Instagram its encouraging to see, and seeing him supporting those who dream big in the active/gymnastic or exercise fields. He's an all around friendly guy in person too.
Goblin: that I'm not sure of or what would be considered 'destructive' I tend to like to experiment but it's a both of destruction and construction to make something new from pieces of things taken apart. Mixing compounds to see the different textures..
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I told you guys XD FFXIV consumes me haha