It's okay, take your time. Nobody is angry or judging you. You don't need to rush things. We'll all be waiting for you to come back when you get your motivation back. I hope you feel better soon <3
Thank you and I hope to soon. It might be a little while before I come back though. I’m just trying to sort through some things in my mind right now and basically get my head on straight again.
I’m also just trying to take a step back from all things Jordan right now after realizing just how deep I am with this man. I realized recently just how much of a very real and weird crush I have on him and I’m trying to fight it and just go back to being a normal fan and save my sanity a little bit. That realization also brought back some memories of how things were for me in the fall of 2014 and also brought back some emotions I hadn’t dealt with since this time last year. I just kind of got really overwhelmed at once and I’m still kind of dealing with it.
That on top of several things stressing me out IRL right now has just been getting to be too much and I just needed a little bit of a break. Just know that there’s a lot more going on right now than what I’ve mentioned. I don’t want any of you to worry about me, but I figured I’d let you guys know a little bit of what’s going on. I love you guys <3
