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who shalt i make

Vael..totally...💜

#WE SHOULD PLAY PT TOGETHER SOMETIME !!! if y want..#or at #i loveeee ashes town i play it more than pony town but i lil3 both #havent been on pt in 1billion years..sigh...#asks

Ohh, lowkey want to redo (fix) my older poses... but that's a LOT.

I havent made a set in how long? yall I might be in a rut, I'm sorry 🫣😮‍💨

#i do save each set that ive made so far but i dont have the raw files...#or at #least its on another hd and i gotta do some backwards shit for it #a text post #non sims

mentol illness

literally only opened tumblr on my laptop so I can simultaneously hide and broadcast my personal issues lol. maybe like two weeks ago I got an email saying I was rejected from the grad program I wanted to enroll in and I mean I didn’t think it would effect me emotionally because there’s so many other places to enroll, and it was so selective I knew I had no chance of getting in, but something about it like. snapped a lil twig in my brain. and I literally sat at my dinner table crying for hours until my head hurt and I got dizzy from not eating/dehydration. and it wasn’t even really the fact that I didn’t get in, it’s how my immediate reaction was to berate myself and go on and on about how it’s because I’m stupid and I might as well not apply anywhere else because they’ll know how useless I am too, and how these past four years have been just a waste of time and money because I’ll never be able to achieve anything beyond graduating. And after spending some time with my sisters, and after my mom telling me that that thought process is Wrong, I thought I came to terms with that blow to my confidence, but I was still so confused and bewildered about all those awful things I said about myself because yeah I’ve always hated how I look,,,,, but I’ve never been anything but proud of my intellect/mind. And again, I knew my chances of getting into the program were slim to none, so that couldn’t be the only reason I was having such an emotionally difficult time. And then today I realized that if I tried a little harder in one of my classes I probably could have had straight A’s this semester, but now I’ll have a B, and I immediately felt like garbage. I found out I was getting a B,,,,, and I felt like such a waste of space and life. If I had just pushed myself a little more, I could’ve gotten the A. If I wasn’t so fucking stupid, I would’ve gotten it. If I can’t even get an A in a communications class, if I’m such a lazy student that I purposely missed an assignment because I was being such a little bitch and couldn’t force myself to present something to the class, then why am I even thinking about pursuing the career that I’m pursuing. I would fail. It’s pointless. I’m not going to amount to anything. I CAN’T STOP THINKING STUFF LIKE THAT. OVER A B. ISN’T THAT SUPER NOT OKAY???? and that’s the worst part, I KNOW I shouldn’t feel this way ! I’m graduating in a week and I’m making my accomplishment feel like a waste of time and money for why??? does anyone know why this is happening??? I mean that’s a rhetorical question, of course you don’t. i don’t know, man.

#personal #emotion dump #this is more me talking at myself than anything else #just because I don't know... who I would say this to #or at #it's been a weird time in my noggin #it took a hot minute to press post #i feel so dramatic and like none of this is even worth thinking #so silly

There was a guy yelling and kicking at a door in the staircase of my apartment building last night. He went on for two and a half hours. In the middle of the night. I can still hear him yell at random times but now he is inside an apartment...

#get it together mate #there is never a second voice #only him #i dont know who hw is yelling to #or at #but he is angry

He may be an uwu boy but you cant spell satan without S A N 👀

Omg 😂😂😂😂

I caaaaaaan’t 😂😂😂😂

But he’s my uwu boy, I will ignore the satan fancams as long as I can 👀😂

#satan without san would just be t #or ta #or at #😂😂😂#this isnt even funny #why am i laughing #def sol #ateez #ask #san #i have never had such pure thoughts towards a bias lol

I just wanna meet the love of my life at a concert.

#sad summer fest #maybe #but probably not #i just think itd be dope to meet my person at a concert because i love concerts so much #or at #PVRIS #when i see them in september

#Looks like its gonna be the borg's last day #ooc #catch me at #fluffmiester #or at #Xaallo #'cause this blog is toast for sure tomorrow

also just to clarify, since this seems a confusion for people : there are three rounds of trials in the books. the trial of the grasses, the trial of the mountains, and the trial of the dreams. only the first and last are mutagenic, while the trial of the mountains is more a trial of skill and and adaptation to the first round of mutations. the trial of the grasses begins the mutation process while the trial of the dreams applies and hones the more dramatic sensory adaptations after a period of rest between the two. a boy may die in any of the trials, or may be culled if he emerges from the genetic trials weak / deformed / cognitively damaged, as is common. the trial of the mountains serves not only as a test of learned skill but also of how a boy will preform with his mutations and whether they have been processed beneficially by his body. the success rate of the trials is an average of 30%, meaning that only three out of ten boys will survive to become witchers. most of these will die on the path in their first year.

geralt was subjected to a third round of genetic mutations that no other witcher has ever survived. these were the cause of his white hair / skin, and are what make him extraordinary as a witcher. he is slightly faster in body and mind than even his fellow witchers, not necessarily more skilled. these extra mutations have increased his resistance to toxicity as well as given him an edge in combat / sensory detection.