#otchitalks

[otchippira]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

[otchippira]

i justfeel so hurt like its hurting so deep theres nothing to be done to it.

[otchippira]

4 days till heart surgery

and im scared af.

okay, first of all: yes i have had heart issues all my life, i have a pacemaker that was put in me when i was about 16 years old. so it has been on me for 7 years, now its time for battery change.

all i knoe for now is that im going there alone. I wont be put asleep, i would be consious during the surgery, and it scares the hell out if me.

4 days.

the count down has started.

[otchippira]

The day that went from fucked to even more fucked.

Ok so - i drove my scooter to school with empty tire -i call bro, mom and dad to fogure out what to do. -i bring it to the nearest car repaire shop -they say it costs around 80€ -i get a ride to grandmas from my best cousin ever. -i ask mom how much money do i have -i have 40€ -im literally fucked and hate it.

[otchippira]

That ur love will je away till 15th of August and u want to say u'll feel lonely but ur too embarrased to say that.