I'm stuck, how do I stop from falling for you?
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I'm stuck, how do I stop from falling for you?
Why is it that I want to talk to you about everything going on in my head when your gone.
Si Overthingking
Otakku sering kali berbicara di malam hari. Hal-hal yg sulit di cerna orang lain pada umumnya selalu menjadi tanda tanya di kepala. Pengalihan terbaik dengan membaca dan membuat to do list. Tapi rasa mager yg menyelimutiku dalam menunda-nunda ini menjadi musuh terbesar dalam diriku.
Obat terbaik dari rasa keinginan semua informasi untuk mengonsumsinya adalah dengan "Mempelajarinya". Tapi one thing, otakku hanya terdiri dari beribu sel yang memiliki batasan. Kalau terlalu banyak berpikir ya suka migrain saat mau tidur, Hahaha :v
Saluran terbaik untuk meminimalisir rasa kegelisahanku dan migrain sakit kepala ini adalah dengan menulis. Dengan berbuat hal ini, hatiku rasanya lebih tenang. Meskipun ku dulu suka menulis pada status di Media Sosial alasannya ya biar cepat hilang wkwk. Namun, semakin kuhayati tulisanku sendiri, ku lebih ingin ia menetap. Aku suka sekali mengoleksi, salah satunya dengan mengoleksi kumpulan tulisan-tulisanku. Ku sadar aku harus punya tools biar ia ga hilang dengan menyalurkan pada media tulisan.
Semakin banyak menulis dan membaca ku menemukan obat sebagai media meditasi kalutnya pemikiranku. Menulis dan membaca adalah keinginanku untuk mengenal dunia lebih dekat
Jangan pernah bilang iya cuma karna kamu ngerasa ngk enakan.
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