Sungyeol no longer felt like his home was his own, it was as if he were just a guest within a strangers house. It wasn't his home, and it hadn't been for quite some time now. Regardless of where he was within those walls he felt stiff, watched. Judged even. do your homework, go practice.
It was never; how was your day? are you okay. His parents didnt waste their time with such questions, their breath was far to prescious to waste on their child with silly questions such as that. Sleep never greeted him when he slept in his bed, tossing and turning - trashing beneath his bed sheets praying to a higher power that he could be blessed with sleep.
Suddenly he remembers the key he had resting in the back of his sock drawer, though he had never had intentions of using it. His memory of its use had never been more prominant in his mind, it burned the wood in the back of his drawer screaming to be used - though his pride kept him in his bed drenched in sweat from waking up violently. ( the ten minutes of sleep he did get)
Sungyeol thought of Boa more than anything, since that was her gift to him.
When the simple piece of metal was gifted to him, he had the audacity to allow a scoff to rip from his throat and laugh in her face. He swore he'd never use it but today he'd swallow his pride, his skin felt like it was vibrating, his bones made of rubber when he pulled himself out of his bed.
His body ached for the comfort sleep brought and he was thankful she wasn't too far away. Leaving with nothing but the clothes on his back and a pair of shoes he slipped on when he walked outside, it was breezy - pulling his hood up and over hair hair and shoving his hands in his pockets.
Counting how many steps it took to get to her house to make the time pass, he didnt speak a word to his parents since they didnt care; all they cared about was his grades. Holding the key tight within his palms and he was sure there would be an imprint left on his hand after the fact.
She had always been the first person to come to mind when it came to means of comfort.
It was about four hundred and eighty seven steps later that her home came into view and the corner of his mouth to pull into a half smile, excitment boiled in his stomach;
Knocking thrice on the door for good measure (and manners), waiting a good twenty seconds before he used the key she had given him to unlock the door to her home. Carefully stepping in as his eyes explored every crevis and corner only to assume she wasn't home, he frowned but her natural scent filled the room and immediately brought him a sense of comfort.
Slipping his shoes off he made his way towards her room, running off of an educated guess. The scattered clothes and miscellaneous items covering her floor solidified his guess but his attention was on her unmade bed, which seemed so inviting at this moment.
A soft shudder of undeniable exhaustion shook him whole as he landed onto her bed lazily, ligiments curling around the blankets and his cheek nuzzling against the pillow. Immediately his eyes felt heavy, sleep was pulling at his lashes to close his eyes. Greeting him happily as comfort washed over him, the muscles that overworked themselves had finally relaxed and before he knew it he was asleep.
These types of things were seldom to Sungyeols normal actions, he kept to himself most of the time, but he saught out this personal heaven because he knew he would be safe. The weeks of struggling to sleep had meant nothing, melted away within seconds of being in Boas bed. Finally able to sleep peacefully, in god knows how long.