#paindays

[61alba]

#covidtimes #whatsnext #paindays #StayTheFuckHome #bwstyleoftheday #blackandwhite #igblackandwhite #instagrambnw #blackandwhiteimage #blackandwhitephotography #bnw #bnw_captures #blackandwhiteonly #monochromatic #bnw_life #insta_bw #monochrome #bnw_of_our_world #bw_photooftheday #blackandwhiteart #bnwphotography #streetphotography #blackandwhitecamera #instablackandwhite #instabnw #bnwofinstagram #bw_lover #bnw_inst #bnw_mood #blackwhite https://www.instagram.com/p/B-Ea9FkIKf1/?igshid=3sbwq74roxxp

[akabrat]

I love this kid. #servicedog #zebrawarrior #paindays #badpaindays https://www.instagram.com/p/BvqTugaH70E/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1sqn0o7e9e6pc

[teapothocary]

#paindays #spoonielife #sleepingfordays LITERALLY! #lupus #fibromyalgia #bpd #bipolardisorder #aches #anxiety #discomfort #chronicillness #chronicpain (at Weslaco, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnPd7DrB9WG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=bgdcm9vxvf2u

[spoonielivingapp]

Beautiful 💜✨💜🌈Sending Spoons ✨🥄✨#Repost @sunflowersfordays ・・・ Low on spoons today so having a #spoonie #crafternoon! Loving trying new things 🌈 #dreamcatcher #chronicallyfabulous #paindays #spoonielivingapp

[entermycreaseanddie]

The post #workout / #physio face... That was a hard one, legs feel like jelly and where has my cardio gone?! All that and still feeling sore from the #chiropractor #aclproblems #hardwork #paindays #progress

[iplaywithstring]

Yesterday was pretty rough and today seems to be heading in the same direction. I’m already nauseous so I’m hesitating to take pills, especially since in the grand scheme of things it’s not really that bad, just annoying and uncomfortable and slowing me down, so now I get to weigh which will be more disruptive - the pain or the side effects. 

I have to get some work done today, there’s so much going on in the next few weeks. Thankfully it’s ok if weaving falls to the bottom of the list for right now, so I don’t need to worry about crawling behind the loom until next week at least. 

Yesterday I ended up falling asleep after the kids got home from school and my husband had to pick up stuff for supper. Today I’m hoping to cook, and get laundry done and dust and sweep and such. Part of me still thinks those things hardly count as “getting stuff done” but part of me is aware that I might not get to it all. Sigh. 

[sylvia-collective]

Seriously???? I am in so much fucking pain... this is my second period this month :|

[iplaywithstring]

This is my life:

Last weekend I went away with my husband for our anniversary. We went with friends for a marriage retreat, and it was a really lovely time. Lovely in my world means:

* All last week I took it easy so I wouldn’t be worn out before we even started

* I had to take a nape as soon as we got there

* So much sitting meant I was in pain, which meant I was on meds, which meant I was distracted and nauseous

* I went to bed at 8pm Saturday night

I’m so thankful my husband is so supportive and understanding when I am limited by pain or fatigue. I’m so thankful that I was able to go away and I could handle the car ride and I could participate and visit with friends and all the other things I was able to do this weekend. I’m thankful that I was ok, really, even though the limits I have do frustrate me, I’m still ok. 

Still waiting for the refferal to go through to see a new gyno. Hoping it happens before my trip in June so maybe I’ll have a new pain management plan for that trip - two days in the car will be a whole lot harder than 3 hrs.