#painful bladder

[disabilityhealth]

Ngl if my bladder keeps this up I’m gonna have to take it out back and

… ask it very nicely to please give me a break

[themermaidslagoon]

lots of emotional and physical pains ontop of being addicted to a game.. i don’t feel like drawing. i might take a long break, i don’t know yet. i could change my mind and spam lots of art, or not for a long time. idk.. :/ i’m just.. miserable kinda, when not lost in my game.. life isn’t so good right now.

ranting under cut

had a fight with my dad and honestly feeling really unloved and neglected by my sister and mother. they allow him to get away with screaming and cussing and hitting things when he’s mad but when i get upset at him bitching all day every day i’m suddenly the bad guy and it’s taken me a long time to realize that i am being neglected and abused by my parents, especially in terms of medical and mental care and my sister just shuts me off when i try to talk to her about it, saying her friends have it worse and trying to make me not feel valid. 

is it not valid to have your own FEELINGS and THOUGHTS about your own family? why is it ok for him to call is ‘fucking lazy bitches’ behind our backs but me telling him to stop bitching causes him to stomp out of the house, drive off, and my mom to try to make me feel guilty about it?? why? i don’t care if he does things around the house, he’s a rage filled asshole and i am sick of them not addressing and trying to help him get over it. instead its swept under the rug, and i’m told to just ignore it but don’t act like that at all. god no. getting upset and mad it HORRIBLE and if you do it you’re a MONSTER. 

he’s allowed to scream and get mad at me for something stupid but the second i fight back, NO, you don’t disobey your PARENTS, nevermind being an adult but naw, lets still think i’m 12. i still harbor so much hatred for them for not getting me proper medical care, now when they die i will be literally so indebt by medical bills i’ll want to kill myself. i will need an entirely new bladder at the rate i’m going, i have so many spasms, piss all night long, barely sleep and am in so much pain i cry but try not to show it, i’m so depressed i could honestly start thinking about injuring myself, and i’m so tired of not sleeping because of my bladder that i’m thinking of forcing them to buy me adult diapers. i also have severe acid reflux most night and wake up gasping in a pile of acid vomit when i DO actually sleep for a bit.

 i am seriously tired of living like this. i dont care if i ‘have it easy’ by not working, i cant work BECAUSE i’m anxious, depressed, in pain, have bladder problems, and sometimes have enough joint pain that i cant walk without a cane. fuck my family, seriously. i wish i could move the fuck away and never come back. they’re all gaslighters. i seriously question my sanity because of them.

[themermaidslagoon]

I will put this under a cut when i’m able to get up and get to my computer.

bladder/health rant under cut

I’ve been in pain for 3 days now due to my bladder, I’ve had two spasms and it feels like it’s just constantly seized up. Everything hurts. Walking hurts, sitting hurts, laying hurts. I already have severe fibro pains, i don’t want bladder pain at the same time ;_; Does anyone on tumblr also have interstitial cystitis/painful bladder and have you been treated? I’m trying desperately to get my family to see that i need to see a doctor… urologist probably. I havent had a good night’s sleep in 4 years because of my bladder. This is just neglect at this point… expensive or not.

[thecellardoor]

Interstitial Cystitis, (IC), can be a pretty debilitating thing to suffer with. 

How do I know? because I have it :(

Even though there is no real “cure” for it, apart from some kind of out there experimental stuff), one can find solace in improving ones diet.

Say What!?!?

Yep, by improving your diet, you can actually reduce the symptoms of it fairly significantly.

change my diet, you say?

I know this sounds radical, but I assure you that this is legitimate.

Now I know there are some folks out there that will say that this is a disaster...the ed of the world.

But to them, I say that actually you should look at this in a positive way.

You see, most of the food you will need to cut out is really, superfluous to your diet and you will become healthier as a result of cutting it out...disgusting I know!

Wrapping up

OK, so check out this post from Health Form that gives you some of the foods you should stay clear of, but there is an extra thing I like about the post and you will have to head over to find out, (the owner is a good friend of mine so I want you all to enjoy it)!

[raiinbow-love]

My friends when I go on road trips with them:

[neecygrace]

An app that tells you when to take a pee break while at the movies? I'm in...

[lifewithic]

Anytime I post about anything "real" in my life on FB I end up regretting it. It's like some of the people I know are sitting at their computers with a list of "top ten things not to say to chronically ill people" in front of them. :p I just have to take a deep breath, let it out, and click "delete."

[cfsfmmcsandrelatedstudies]

Painful Bladder / Interstitial Cystitis & Food-Induced Exacerbations: "Of the surveyed patients with painful bladder syndrome/interstitial cystitis 90.2% indicated that the consumption of certain foods or beverages caused symptom exacerbation. . . The most frequently reported and most bothersome comestibles were coffee, tea, soda, alcoholic beverages, citrus fruits and juices, artificial sweeteners and hot pepper." (Shorter et al.)