#papiyan

[educawanico]

Game "The Buddhist Practitioner 2026" (Fake)

[papiyan]

i understand that you don’t feel the way i feel but please, let me be in love just a little bit longer (you don’t need to speak to me ever again)

[papiyan]

I don't write about you anymore. I don't know how to.

[papiyan]

it’s weird, isn’t it?

we were so close; a penny would’ve hardly fit between us

and there wasn’t a single day i felt unsafe with you

now when i try to remember your face

all i can think of is the night when i knew i had lost you

and i was so angry at the world for playing me like that

for making me believe in a love like that

now that i’m not angry anymore my brain begs for an answer

how did we went from everything to nothing?

[papiyan]

nobody is ever sorry for the things they do to me. and i'm screaming and screaming but nobody ever listens.

[papiyan]

i have the tendency

to take things too personal

and to ruin myself carelessly

because it's not art if it's not a tragedy

right?

but it's not poetic to destroy yourself

for nothing but some sad poems

and bloodshot eyes

i'll have to work on that

[papiyan]

i want to love you

but i guess nobody ever thaught me

how to love

without destruction

i want to love you

but i don't know how

the only love i know

makes you want to die

[papiyan]

worse than a breakup: worse than a breakup is when you can feel how somone slowly loses interest in you it's being left on read when you were texting for a week straight and it's tearing on your shirt while you can feel with every word of yours you're pushing him farer away it's reaching out for someone who's walking away and you can do nothing about it but watch him leave