I’ve been trying to get a ride scheduled through Paratransit to get me to Seattle, getting stuff faxed from the Spine Center to Paratransit, calling them, calling them back. The Spine Center said they faxed it back yesterday, but Paratransit doesn’t have it yet. I gave them the direct number to call, but they got voice mail, so they couldn’t confirm it. They told me to call back tomorrow. Tomorrow is the last day I can schedule my ride, since they require 2 days not counting weekends. So I said “But if you don’t have it then and can’t reach them, then I can’t schedule my ride.” She said “That’s correct.” So I said “But then I can’t get to my appointment.” She said “There’s nothing we can do.” And I just started crying, because I’m in so much damn pain, I can’t move, and I’ve already waited 2 weeks for this damn MRI and I have no idea how long I’m going to have to wait for the surgery. If I can’t get to this appointment, how long am I going to have wait? On top of this, as I’m crying she says “I have to get to the next person in line” and she HANGS UP ON ME. I couldn’t get her name or her number or ask to speak to a supervisor or anything, she just fucking hung up on me! As I’m crying! What the actual fuck! I am SO frustrated and in SO much pain, I don’t know if I can take anymore. I’m just crying and crying.
This is the “government aid” I’m given as a disabled person. I have no dignity, I’m not even a person. Who cares if I’m upset, who cares if I can’t get to where I need to be. My dad might have to miss a day of work (which we badly need the money from) to get up at 4am to take me to the appointment, because we don’t have the money to stay in a hotel in Seattle the night before. I’m so FUCKING frustrated. I can’t TAKE this.