a poem for cty
I have found a home,
Yet i have never been there
I have found a family
But have never felt there embrace
I have never seen your true smile or heard your laugh
Other than from miles apart
I am loved
I am accepted
And i may never see you
One day
One day i will get to sacrifice a watermelon
One day
One day i will go to the sacred store
One day
One day i will go to instrument practice and lose some points
One day
One day i will find a family, see my family from more than a screen
One day
One day i will be where I belong
I hear the jingling in my head,
The sound of lanyards swinging
I hear the jester causing the court to laugh
The sound of joy no one can replicate
I hear the son making love to all
In a way more intimate than sex
I smell the liquid diabetes
Our sacred drink
Our holy water
And feel it so near,
Yet not yet
Is it on
The tip of my tongue
The screams of sex and death
The lights being swung in the air
Oh great and mighty sphinx
Why can't i be at my home











