Feb 20, 2024
Baroness elsa von freytag-loringhoven
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Baroness elsa von freytag-loringhoven
smoke blown joke thrown up my ass forward past end zones and friendly foes i should have known trust nothing trust no one smiles for miles reflected across bathroom tile running south with my spit and piss i want to believe that i dont miss this shit but i do and that makes me fucking sick —————————————- www.mynameisiden.com dm for prices or inquiries www.redbubble.com/people/mynameisiden/shop www.instagram.com/cdjunky/ www.instagram.com/beverly_chill_z/ www.facebook.com/cdjunky/ www.facebook.com/mynameisiden/ —————————————————————— ———————————————————— special thanks to @vimpoke.official, @dark.gothyofficial and @jynnix_official for supporting my work. www.vimpoke.shop use code IDEN50 for 50% off www.jinnyx.com IDEN55 for 55% off https://www.darkgothy.com use code IDEN50 for 50% off #darkaesthetic #performanceart #performanceartist #transartist #transgenderartist #hollyweirdstar #darkkissed #beverly_chill_z #queerart #queerartist #lgbtqartist #transgenderphotographer #transgenderpoet #anonymouspoet #transgenderproud #transmodel #transpoet #poetry #originalpoetry #queerpoet #darkissedstar #sckbch #videoartist #experimentalart #my_name_is_iden #mynameisiden https://www.instagram.com/p/Cqu1938Ofay/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
i love you but you dont know it to you i am a tool a distraction but to me you are everything i exist for you i exist to serve i exist to entertain to pleasure and i will be here waiting for your call because i love you and being your slave is better than not being with you at all —————————————- www.mynameisiden.com dm for prices or inquiries www.redbubble.com/people/mynameisiden/shop www.instagram.com/cdjunky/ www.instagram.com/beverly_chill_z/ www.facebook.com/cdjunky/ www.facebook.com/mynameisiden/ —————————————————————— ———————————————————— special thanks to @vimpoke.official, @dark.gothyofficial and @jynnix_official for supporting my work. www.vimpoke.shop use code IDEN50 for 50% off www.jinnyx.com IDEN55 for 55% off https://www.darkgothy.com use code IDEN50 for 50% off #darkaesthetic #performanceart #performanceartist #transartist #transgenderartist #hollyweirdstar #darkkissed #beverly_chill_z #queerart #queerartist #lgbtqartist #transgenderphotographer #transgenderpoet #anonymouspoet #transgenderproud #transmodel #transpoet #poetry #originalpoetry #queerpoet #darkissedstar #sckbch #videoartist #experimentalart #my_name_is_iden #mynameisiden #lovepoem #unrequitedlove https://www.instagram.com/p/CqU5TAhueIG/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
i pushed pause turned off the music so that i could write some of my own and the silence sucked the air from me left a great empty space like the trough of a wave i dont know how to be brave without you i dont know anything the pages are all blank and blinking back at me expectant as a naked lover now frowning telegraphing the shame of my pissed away possibilities and unpulled slack a lifetime of confused thought blood pumped by this love lost contused heart verses that should fall softly like spring rain instead pelt me ocean blown tears angry frothing white crests that knock the legs out from under me and drag me into the void you left when you stopped singing to me i miss you and im scared that i will drown i dont know how to swim i dont know anything without you —————————————- www.mynameisiden.com dm for prices or inquiries www.redbubble.com/people/mynameisiden/shop www.instagram.com/cdjunky/ www.instagram.com/beverly_chill_z/ www.facebook.com/cdjunky/ www.facebook.com/mynameisiden/ —————————————————————— ———————————————————— special thanks to @vimpoke.official, @dark.gothyofficial and @jynnix_official for supporting my work. www.vimpoke.shop use code IDEN50 for 50% off www.jinnyx.com IDEN55 for 55% off https://www.darkgothy.com use code IDEN50 for 50% off #darkaesthetic #performanceart #performanceartist #transartist #transgenderartist #hollyweirdstar #darkkissed #beverly_chill_z #queerart #queerartist #lgbtqartist #transgenderphotographer #transgenderpoet #anonymouspoet #transgenderproud #transmodel #transpoet #poetry #originalpoetry #queerpoet #darkissedstar #sckbch #videoartist #experimentalart #my_name_is_iden #mynameisiden https://www.instagram.com/p/Cpilg_TPzfI/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
“Televised News”, Gren Bee, Improvised performance audio, 2023.
Televised News is made in association with It’s The Radio, a limited series by Gren Bee, and was produced by The Radio Station.
Voices featured in this work: Gren Bee, Mea Larkin, Aidan Carter.
if the eyes are the window to the soul then these tears are nothing more than windex nothing more than a rag wiping away the collected dirt of a lifetime so that you may finally see clearly who i am —————————————- www.mynameisiden.com dm for prices or inquiries www.redbubble.com/people/mynameisiden/shop www.instagram.com/cdjunky/ www.instagram.com/beverly_chill_z/ www.facebook.com/cdjunky/ www.facebook.com/mynameisiden/ —————————————————————— ———————————————————— special thanks to @vimpoke.official, @dark.gothyofficial and @jynnix_official for supporting my work. www.vimpoke.shop use code IDEN50 for 50% off www.jinnyx.com IDEN55 for 55% off https://www.darkgothy.com use code IDEN50 for 50% off #darkaesthetic #performanceart #performanceartist #transartist #transgenderartist #hollyweirdstar #darkkissed #beverly_chill_z #queerart #queerartist #lgbtqartist #transgenderphotographer #transgenderpoet #anonymouspoet #transgenderproud #transmodel #transpoet #poetry #originalpoetry #queerpoet #darkissedstar #sckbch #videoartist #experimentalart #my_name_is_iden #mynameisiden https://www.instagram.com/p/CobguT6O5y_/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
bright night neon gaze sleepless severence severe and severed cleverness no matter none of it is matter poison shit spit split lip spatter of wasted years building nightmare basements with no stairs grinning heads with no hairs emptied hole black stares no matter none of this matters sun rise chills blood filled skies cries of the damned good looking forever lost smile glossed and an unseen nervous clock tick tocking my brain clean clean clean clean clean clean clean —————————————- www.mynameisiden.com dm for prices or inquiries www.redbubble.com/people/mynameisiden/shop www.instagram.com/cdjunky/ www.instagram.com/beverly_chill_z/ www.facebook.com/cdjunky/ www.facebook.com/mynameisiden/ —————————————————————— ———————————————————— special thanks to @vimpoke.official, @dark.gothyofficial and @jynnix_official for supporting my work. www.vimpoke.shop use code IDEN50 for 50% off www.jinnyx.com IDEN55 for 55% off https://www.darkgothy.com use code IDEN50 for 50% off #darkaesthetic #performanceart #performanceartist #transartist #transgenderartist #hollyweirdstar #darkkissed #beverly_chill_z #queerart #queerartist #lgbtqartist #transgenderphotographer #transgenderpoet #anonymouspoet #transgenderproud #transmodel #transpoet #poetry #originalpoetry #queerpoet #darkissedstar #sckbch #videoartist #experimentalart #my_name_is_iden #mynameisiden https://www.instagram.com/p/CoOBmJFvhKp/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
there will be no more closets no more locks no more doors no more prisons the towers will ring with 40 years of pent up screams the whole world will walk the same haunted dreams they forced me through the whole world will know what it means to be forgotten betrayed to become thin worn and frayed to stay in the dark until you mistake sleep for death —————————————- www.mynameisiden.com dm for prices or inquiries www.redbubble.com/people/mynameisiden/shop www.instagram.com/cdjunky/ www.instagram.com/beverly_chill_z/ www.facebook.com/cdjunky/ www.facebook.com/mynameisiden/ —————————————————————— ———————————————————— special thanks to @vimpoke.official, @dark.gothyofficial and @jynnix_official for supporting my work. www.vimpoke.shop use code IDEN50 for 50% off www.jinnyx.com IDEN55 for 55% off https://www.darkgothy.com use code IDEN50 for 50% off #darkaesthetic #performanceart #performanceartist #transartist #transgenderartist #hollyweirdstar #darkkissed #beverly_chill_z #queerart #queerartist #lgbtqartist #transgenderphotographer #transgenderpoet #anonymouspoet #transgenderproud #transmodel #transpoet #poetry #originalpoetry #queerpoet #darkissedstar #sckbch #videoartist #experimentalart #my_name_is_iden #mynameisiden https://www.instagram.com/p/Cn0YaixjaWy/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=