#personal discovery

[greensolsikke]

I know I'm late to the party, but KAJ's repertoire is so funny and creative!

I used to be a big fan of Ylvis - KAJ is literally their Finnish equivalent and I couldn't be happier!

Bonus under the cut

The BTS videos are also worth watching. It's great to see how much effort they put into their music videos, which ideas they're coming up with. And how their families and friends support them 🥰

[baitao-daughter-of-monkey-king]

So just found out I’m touch starved….

This explains a lot about my interests in characters and how I treat my ocs…

Yikes

[tales-ofa-liar]

As I once said, I grew up thinking I would die soon. It didn’t happen so now I feel restless. I don’t know what to do.

I’m so hyper focus on the ending that I’m forgetting about the actual plot. I want to have a good paying job and a place of my own. I’m trying to rush whilst reorganizing what has higher importance. In the end it’s all a jumble mess and I’m completely lost.

Comparison is the killer of oneself. Seeing other my age get their life together make me feel like I’m twenty steps behind. They are living their life and here I am barely starting mine.

Though by getting in my head like that I end up missing important details. Maybe their lives are great with no worries or maybe they too are stuck for some reason or another. They may have had a close to perfect childhood whilst I was struggling everyday. They may have an even worse one than mine but they fought to get to get to where they are now, and who am I to undermine that?

Moments like these I need to remind myself that my life was about surviving for 20 something years. Now I’m slowly trying to live it, hiccups will occur but I’m never going to be too late. I can try whatever I want whenever I want. It’s hard work believe me, just had a depressive episode like 5mins ago. I thought my life was over, it would be so much easier if it could end right now. But my child self did not survive and push me this far to just give up. Baby step even if I’m no longer a baby. Deep breaths with caring and loving word to yourself. Cry, get anger, or feel something and soak it in. It’s hard believe me. But I know one day you’ll have the “boring” life you crave for so much.

With all love,

The Biggest Liar 🩵

[wishbrightdreams]

Manifestation Progress Diary #1

Hiya Dreamers! 💖

Last week I didn’t post any manifestation progress update because I just started using Tumblr, I also wasn’t working on any manifestation methods during that week.

My Weekly Progress:

I started affirming! I’ve never been much of an affirming type of person, but I decided to give it a shot and I’m liking the method so far. I am saying to myself “I am healed” for healing past medical trauma I experienced as a child.

I wrote out a new scripting letter for perfect and healthy teeth. I have health anxiety over my teeth, as they are not in the greatest of shape and it’s embarrassing to go to the dentist (and I’m fearful of the dentist as well).

Earlier this year, I made a yearly vision board and a dream life vision board. The yearly vision board is more specific to my yearly goals and is not dressed up as a collage (I find them too messy for my liking). I’ll post them each separately later on.

I also changed up my subliminal playlist (again lol), I now am listening to one for whiter teeth, one for removing subconscious limiting beliefs, one for releasing past trauma and another one to heal my throat chakra.

What I Need To Work On:

Consistency: I have a horrible time with consistency! I know I need to change my assumption about that though and that is what I will work on this week.

Next Week I Will Focus On:

1. Continue to affirm & listen to subliminal’s

2. Read/listen more of Edward Art

3. Ask spirit guides for help with manifesting

Happy manifesting dreamers! ✨

[krs-kross]

Your Art will be a marriage full of turbulence, a religion full of doubts, and some of the greatest triumphs you will ever have. It will open up a world of personal discovery, give you a set of friends you would never of had otherwise, and admission onto the walls of strangers, who have found something to connect with you, something that bled from your soul, something you put out into the world and people invested in. Legacy is something for arbiters to decide over after you are gone, but the worth is the meaning you get from your Art in this life. Don’t stop until you fall down.

-Art

[attackonkataang]

Grounded and full of bliss. Every delicate step progresses further than I could have dreamed. Truly transcending, breathing mist into starlight.

[eillahsmiles-art]

So I did a lot of thinking and research last night and I came to a personal realization.

[attacked-by-snowbaz]

I just discovered something absolutely glorious.

Take a Ritz cracker, put a little spoon of ice cream on it, and sandwich it between another Ritz cracker.

Just do it. Eat it.