Am I the only autistic person who feels like feeding yourself is a huge math equation with tons of variables and I don't have a calculator, but if I don't solve it I'll die? Like in school they gave you the formula fruit+vegetables+carbs+protein+dairy= the things you need to eat in every meal. And I said ok and I found a fruit and a vegetable and a carb and a protein that I could stomach and I put cheese on top of all of it and I just ate that, and then I started experiencing problems and I went to a doctor and they told me "well actually the formula is more like protein+calories+fiber+A+C+D+E+K+B(6)+B(12)+riboflavin+niacin+pantothenic+biotin+folate+iron+fat+carbs+potassium+zinc+sodium= the things I need to put in my mouth on any given day," and I think ok, maybe I can figure this out and then you try and try, and you complain about it and people say "well just eat what you want to eat" but what I want to eat is your safe foods, and even then I don't really want to spend my time preparing orange chicken or cheesy tortillas I just want the hunger cues to go away and those foods are the most palatable ways to make that happen. And then people say "listen to your body, when you want chocolate what you really want is (formula variable) so eat something high in that" but the problem is I don't ever want chocolate and so eventually I just give up and get a multivitamin and a fiber supplement and I just start eating pizza forever