This is a still shot from a secret project I'm working on. Being in front of the camera and creating content for people brings up all sorts of shit for me. I did it all the time when I played music, but it was always a struggle. I never really enjoyed the finished product, nothing was ever quite right or what I wanted. I would finish a record and immediately be ready to make the next one, but this time better. That kind of attitude lead to some pretty serious burnout, and I'm seeing how those attitudes are trying to sneak back into what I'm doing now. But this time I know better. I'm learning to love and accept where I'm at right now. Sure I have an idea of where I would like to go and how I would like things to be, but I have a much clearer understanding that this is a process. I'm working on living in that creative gap and this project is giving me soooo many opportunities to do that. I'm finding by relaxing and accepting where I am, I'm actually really proud of this content and how this project is coming together. And that feeling is actually fueling me to move forward and continue to refine it. The joy is moving me forward. Here's to living in the creative gap and learning to love the process! • • • #yoga #realyoga #yogavideo #enneagram #faithfullylgbt #queeringprayer #queerchristian #queeryoga #queer #yogaeverydamnday #yogaforbalance #yogaforacceptance #enneagram8 #enneagramyoga #growth #process #progress #acceptance #love #selflove #selfacceptance #production #pflugervilleyoga #atxyoga #yogateacher #yogateacherinspiration #creativegap #creative