i haven’t been the same since the day i saw emo!dan from the horse calendar and this idea has been in the back of my head since (in many iterations, some i might still post idk). but something came over me at like 7pm and almost 6 hours later here’s a ficlet. my eyes are so tired
18+ bcus smutty. pretty tame 2009 era scenario but ends in cumming in pants. no beta. enjoy!!
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phil pulled away after finally finishing the final touches on dan’s eyeliner, who was not so subtly checking himself out in the mirror.
phil couldn’t blame them. the dark framing of dan’s almond eyes had entranced phil and he was not hiding it well at all. dan caught his gaze in the mirror and smirked,
“what are you staring at?”
phil shook away the haze and felt the heat rise in his cheeks, sputtering a little before giggling and letting out a soft exhale.
“you’re really pretty”
that shut dan up.
phil noticed the adorable patch along dan’s jawline flared a light pink, and without a second thought pressed his lips to it and kissed it lightly. ever since dan first arrived phil’s brain could only handle not kissing dan for so long before giving into the temptation. plus, phil loved making dan blush and couldn’t resign himself to stop now.
phil placed another kiss, a little firmer this time, behind dan’s ear. he pulled himself together just enough to breathe out
“it isn’t fair to the world how pretty you are dan howell.” catching dan’s eyes again in the mirror, phil watched the soft patch bloom like a summer rose and dan’s umber irises grew darker as their pupils dilated, utterly fixated on phil continues moving to his sensitive neck.
dan’s breath catches at the initial contact of phil’s lips, still new but not entirely unfamiliar. phil notices their breathing growing increasingly heavy, catching dan’s eyes flutter shut in the mirror as stifled moans escaping passed soft lips.
phil couldn’t take it anymore, tackling dan onto his bed like he did in their recent collab. dan let out shocked giggles in between catching his breath.
phil doesn’t take long before positioning himself between dan’s legs, their growing hard-ons finding the other and sending a wave of pleasure through both of their bodies. his lips return to dan’s, continuing their exploration from the last couple days as they moan into each others mouths. pulling back just long enough to bring his fingers to dan’s nipples under their dark shirt.
the building stimulation brought a rising flush to the rest of dans face,and phil takes in an adoring moment before diving back in to kiss and suck at dan’s neck, eliciting the most delicious moan that definitely would’ve been loud enough for the whole house to hear if anyone were actually around.
it still felt surreal that dan was here, in phil’s bedroom, under him looking like that and making these obscene sounds when just last week they were still messing around on skype. phil found the distance made it easier to play up the confident and more experienced persona, but in person it was all so overwhelming. dan made every fiber of phil’s being on fire, excitement bubbling along his skin every time they touched, and now was no different.
giving dan’s pleasure his undivided attention their breathing has synced up, short sharp inhales between building enjoyment as phil’s mouth migrates between dan’s plush lips and warm neck.
“hhnnnn phil” dan’s movements as fervent as his moans, hands grasping at anything they can reach, desperately brings their hips up to meet phil’s.
phil looks down and sees this beautiful sight below him, and he can’t handle it. he grinds down hard on top of dan as he lovingly bites down on dan’s neck and feels them fall apart beneath him with a shocked moan, holding onto phil like his life depends on it.
phil detaches as dan comes down, licking soothingly at the bite. moving up to meet dan’s face blushing bright and eyes blown wide, before they’re both breaking out into giggles.
“why did you combo mash me like that you dick, i never even got my jeans off” dan softly bats phil’s arm. phil gives an unapologetic but loving look back.
“not my fault you’re so pretty”
dan looks down and sees phil is still hard against his jeans. dan goes to unbutton them, but instead phil gently takes their hand and places it under his own. as he rubs himself to shuddering completion in only a few strokes, phil stares into dan’s eyes and hopes there’s never a day where he’s forced to look away from them.
So um I wrote a phanfic? I just started writing and now I have a smutty one shot? This is new for me. I was just thinking about grey sweatpants and power bottom Phil and yeah…
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the
Organization for Transformative Works
does anyone remember my fic “how much for that bear in the window”?? what if i made another chapter but as a 23 year old adult and not a 13 year old gay virgin
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the
Organization for Transformative Works
oh! im not like really done with this fic, but I wrote a smutty fem!au dani & phil, version one with transfem!dan and cisfem!phil, version two is a bit more ambiguous! enjoy!
Over the last couple of days, Phil started to notice a change in Dan.
Their lounge, which was usually filled with the sounds of Dan’s laughter or him passionately ranting about a topic Phil knew nothing about, had been mostly quiet. Dan had become more reserved and withdrawn, not making comments on shows they were watching or laughing at memes Phil showed him.
When Phil looked at him, there were purple bags under his eyes, creases in between his eyebrows, and marks on his lips from where he bit them too hard.
Phil hated seeing Dan like this. It made him miss Dan even though he was usually in the same room as him. He wished he knew what was bothering him. The thought crossed Phil’s mind that maybe Dan was mad at him over something. But, that thought came and went. They were past internalizing issues they had as a couple. Then, he thought that maybe it was work or something happening with his family. But, he didn’t know for sure. When he asked Dan what had been on his mind lately, he hoped that Dan would open up to him. The opposite happened. Dan only shrugged and muttered an “I’m fine.”
Phil knew that wasn’t true. He didn’t want to force Dan to talk about whatever was bothering him, but he wanted to help Dan to not feel like this. He knew how much of a slippery slope these feelings were for Dan, and he wanted to stop them before they got any worse. If talking wasn’t going to work, he knew of another method that could help Dan get out of his head.
As they sat next to each other on the couch in the lounge later that night, Phil rested his head against Dan’s shoulder and watched as he responded to an email.
“Hey,” he said quietly.
"Hmm?" Dan hummed, not looking away from his screen.
"Let me take care of you tonight?"
Dan stopped typing for a few seconds and let out a small breath, knowing what that implied. “Yeah.”
It felt like a small victory for Phil. He pecked Dan on the cheek before standing up.
“I’m gonna head to bed. Come to bed when you're ready?"
Dan nodded.
Half an hour passed before Dan walked into the bedroom.
Phil had already gotten the room ready. The lights were dim, the curtains were drawn, and Phil’s phone was turned off. They had done this enough where Phil knew exactly what Dan needed— no distractions. No bright lights, no noises from the outside, no phone notifications, no music, no candles. It was just them. No one else existed outside of the room.
Phil put down his book he was reading on the nightstand and smiled at Dan as he walked into the room. Nothing was said between the two of them as Dan stripped off his clothing and walked over to the bed. Phil sat cross legged on the bed with his back resting against the headboard. Dan didn’t hesitate, positioning his body over Phil's legs, and lowering himself so he sat close to Phil's knees, allowing for plenty of space in front of them.
Once Dan was settled, Phil placed his hand on the side of Dan's face and caressed his cheek. Dan leaned into the touch and closed his eyes, an action that held so much trust and love.
Phil studied the slight freckles he could see on his skin even in the dim lighting, and how his eyelashes fanned against his cheeks.
“You’re so beautiful, you know that?”
A small smile made its way to Dan’s lips. Phil made a mental reminder to tell Dan that more often.
"Ready?" Phil asked.
Dan nodded, eyes still closed, face still cradled by Phil's hand. Phil kissed Dan's forehead and he reluctantly removed his hand from Dan's face to grab the lube next to him. As Phil lubed up a finger, Dan leaned forward and rested his forehead against Phil's shoulder. Phil's left hand came up and started massaging the base of Dan's skull to help him relax further.
Phil reached his hand under Dan, past his hardening cock, past his balls, towards his hole. His finger circled around it, not pressing in just yet, wanting Dan to relax more before he did so. Phil leaned his head to rest it on top of Dan’s as both of his hands seemed to move in tandem.
The tension Dan held in his body was still there. Phil could feel it in the way his thighs were shaking with the effort of keeping his weight off of Phil. He wanted Dan to completely let go so he could help him into sub space, as that was one of the best ways to help Dan get out of his head.
"I've got you," Phil whispered. "You can let go, love."
Slowly, the tension started to release from Dan's body. His body sunk lower onto Phil's thighs as his legs gave way, his arms lay limp by his sides, his shoulders dropped as he let go of the tension in his back, his head felt heavier against Phil's shoulder as the muscles in his neck relaxed.
"There you go. Good boy."
Dan let out a small mewl.
He continued his soft touches, wanting to be absolutely sure that Dan had slipped fully before going any further. Typically, Phil could tell by the look in his eyes, that unfocused, glazed over soft stare that he would get. But, he wasn't going to ask Dan to lift his head. He couldn't. He didn't want to break the already fragile headspace Dan was currently in. Instead, he paid attention to Dan’s breathing, listening for when it slowed.
"I'm gonna take care of you, love,” Phil whispered.
Once Dan’s breaths became shallow, Phil pressed his finger against the ring of muscle and felt it give easily. Dan let out a soft sigh, his warm breath hitting Phil's bare chest, as Phil pushed in slowly, welcomed by a tight heat he was so familiar with. Phil placed a light kiss on the side of his head, the only part of Dan's body his lips could reach.
"Good boy. Always so good for me."
He started to move his finger inside of Dan slowly.
This wasn't about giving Dan the most pleasure possible. If they wanted that, this isn't what they would have chosen. This was about getting Dan into a headspace where he could completely escape from his thoughts and solely focus on what Phil was giving him. He didn’t want to move. He didn’t want to talk. He just wanted to feel. He wanted to get lost in the sensations that Phil was more than happy to give him, while asking for nothing in return.
Phil wasn't searching yet, although to be fair, he rarely had to search anymore. Dan's body, inside and out, was completely mapped out in Phil's mind after a whole decade together.
After a few minutes, Phil pressed his finger towards himself and found what he was looking for almost immediately. Dan let out a small whimper as his finger moved over his prostate. He softly circled his finger around it a few times, and then switched to gentle strokes. He alternated between the two for a while when he noticed Dan’s breathing begin to quicken.
“You’re doing so well letting me take care of you like this.”
He loved how close he felt to Dan when they did this. It truly felt like they had become one, as his sole focus was to listen to Dan’s body and what he needed without paying any attention to making himself feel good.
Phil looked down between their bodies and saw Dan's cock was leaking precum. It twitched with every press Phil made to Dan's prostate. He knew Dan wasn't going to last much longer.
He, on the other hand, was barely hard. But, this wasn't for him. This was for Dan.
Before long, Dan's hands grabbed hold of Phil's waist, his finger tips digging into the flesh. Small, frequent moans began to leave his lips, and Phil started to rub his prostate a bit faster, a little more deliberately.
"Let it all go, love.”
Dan clenched around Phil's finger as his orgasm hit him, a louder moan leaving Dan’s lips as he released onto both of their stomachs.
"Good boy, such a good boy for me,” Phil whispered into his hair, not stopping his movements. Phil worked him through it until he felt Dan’s hands leave his sides.
Once Dan came down from his high, he slowly lifted his head and looked at Phil. There was that look. The unfocused, glazed over soft stare that was accompanied by a soft smile. Dan let out a sigh, almost like a small chuckle, before he rested his head against Phil again. He wasn't ready yet. He wasn't ready to come back to reality.
An hour passed before Dan spoke.
They had been lying under the blankets in the dark while listening to a playlist Phil put on. Phil was lying on his back, with Dan curled up next to him, Phil absentmindedly drawing shapes against Dan’s side. Phil wasn’t going to force converation. He was perfectly content just existing with him. Dan would talk when he was ready.
“Thank you,” Dan eventually mumbled.
Phil kissed the top of Dan’s head.
“Of course. How are you feeling?”
“Better. My mind isn’t as much of a mess.”
“That’s good. Did you want to talk about it?”
Dan seemed to think about it for a second. “Not right now. Maybe later. Don’t want to ruin this.”
Phil wrapped his arms a little tighter around Dan.
They were silent for a while. Phil closed his eyes and listened to the song that was currently playing. Between the music and feeling Dan next to him, he could feel himself starting to drift off.
“How do you do it?” Dan asked suddenly.
“Hmm?” Phil hummed, trying not to succumb to sleep.
“Knowing exactly what I need. I feel like you know me better than I know myself.”
“Must be those psychic abilities that were passed down to me.”
“Oh, shut up,” Dan laughed.
Phil had missed that sound, and he was so happy to hear it again after days without it.
summary: He was also in the mood to tease, it typically got him fucked harder and left him satisfied(and sore) for a few days.
this is obviously fiction, none of this is real. :D
As Phil awoke to the sun shining into the room, he noticed that Dan was still asleep. He pulled the younger closer to him, gently waking him up. He watched as Dan's eyes slowly fluttered open and leaned down to kiss him.
They laid there and lazily made out for a while, Phil finally pulling away to look at Dan in the face, admiring the boy that he'd fallen in love with. He noticed that Dan's breathing got uneven, a sign that Dan had a slight problem.
Dan flipped them, so that he was on top of Phil and took his time kissing every inch of Phil's torso. He then stopped, laid on top of Phil them both still in their pants. There was something about being able to feel Phil through the thin layers that drove him insane.
He was also in the mood to tease, it typically got him fucked harder and left him satisfied(and sore) for a few days. Even though sex with Phil was enjoyable, it was fun to tease occasionally.
Phil started slowly rutting up against him. The pressure of having Dan on top of him was enough to be teasing, only somewhat pleasurable. Dan pulled away before too long, however, and put Phil's arms in place above his head, a sign not to touch.
Dan put feather-like touches to Phil's bulge, taking his sweet time. He ran his finger up Phil's cock and gently flicked the tip, causing a whimper to escape.
As Phil grew restless, Dan finally pushed Phil's boxers down, letting his cock free. He ran his tongue along the tip and into the slit of it, dragging it out as much as he could.
"Hurry up," Phil finally said after what felt like hours of Dan's teasing.
Dan moved to sit on Phil's stomach, so that Phil could see him, but couldn't gain any friction even if he tried to.
He took his boxers off and saw Phil watching him. Dan took his cock in his hand and stroked himself as he watched Phil become more desperate, almost squirming for some type of contact.
Dan reached into their bedside drawer and grabbed the half-empty bottle of lube.
He slicked two of his fingers up and slowly pushed them inside of himself.
"Bet you wish you were the one stretching me out," Dan said cockily and smirked.
Phil, while watching Dan, shuddered when he heard those words.
After finally putting a third inside of himself, Dan pulled his fingers out and lined up with Phil's cock. He slowly felt himself being filled up until he finally bottomed out.
"You can touch now," He said breathless.
Phil immediately ran his hands over Dan's body, wanting to touch and feel anywhere that he could.
After letting himself get used to the thickness and length of Phil's cock, he lifted himself until the tip was barely in, and started a rhythm.
Phil flipped the two of them and started being rougher with Dan, chasing the release they both so desperately craved.
The room smelled of sex, and the sinful sounds coming from their bodies against one another couldn't be mistaken for anything else.
Eventually, Phil came inside of Dan, how he wanted it. At the same time, Dan's release hit him all at once, streaking his stomach.
After Phil pulls out, and they lay on the bed with each other in their arms, there's only one word that can describe how they're both feeling; satisfaction.
me: I think Dan and Phil’s relationship is a very touchy subject, and although I heavily respect their boundaries I also hope that they are not hiding any romantic feelings from us. however, I think that from a phycological standpoint their relationship is very intriguing, and as someone who is heavily interested in human phycology, I enjoy trying to figure out what their relationship is and how they feel about each other. and if they turn out to just be two straight men that’s totally fine and I still enjoy watching their content either way. however, it still is intriguing to me to understand their body language and thoughts about one another.
also me: sO ArE thEY GONna F U C K ?? or wH A T ? ?? I NEeD aNSwERs!!!!!
