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I'm choking on phlegm! Choking on it! My throat feels dry, and I'm choking on phlegm! I hate it.
I woke up feeling weird today, then I looked at erotica as soon as I woke up. And now I'm paying the price, feeling things like sexual urges to masturbate now. It's so frustrating, and I'm mad at myself. I'm also tired. sigh...
I woke up at 6:30 today. I remember having weird dreams, but I can't actually tell you what all the dreams were about at this point. I can't tell you, but I know that I woke up feeling unnerved. I wound up laying down in my bed, just spacing out and feeling uncomfortable. Now I'm downstairs, but I'm choking on phlegm. I'm choking on phlegm, my throat feels uncomfortable and congested, just so stuffed up and congested.
I really don't feel great. I just don't feel great. I'm frustrated and stuffy, and it's just awful. I feel like I'm choking on it all. I feel freaking awful. Just congested to an excessive degree. sigh...
My dad and I are planning to go downstairs by 12 today. By noon, we plan to go downtown. But I'm feeling nervous and stressed and full of nerves. I feel like I almost want to masturbate again. So that's annoying. sigh...
I'm still really congested and stuffed up. It's frustrating. I don't know if it's because our house is dusty or what. But I'm always so congested. Feels like it's been like this for ages. I hate it.
I'll be fine. But I still hate my congestion. It's deeply frustrating to deal with. sigh...
I'm sweating. I'm sweating. I feel so hot. So freaking hot! My bandages are making it hard to write, but it's still frustrating.
I can feel facial hair on my skin. My dad tried to shave me, but there's always so much facial hair. Always so much facial hair. My dad never shaved all of it down, and now it's frustrating me.
I'm feeling incredibly congested. Incredibly freaking congested. I'm just full of phlegm. So much phlegm. I hate it. I hate it so much! This heat fuels my insecurity, I think. It makes me worry about my posts being seen. Because it feels like most of them haven't been seen, and that's frustrating.
My throat is beginning to feel sore. I think it's sore because I kept straining on it, and that's frustrating. I kept straining on it earlier, vainly trying to force phlegm out. And it never came out, but I got bad heartburn. Now the heartburn is gone, but my throat is sore. So that's just great.
I've written something like 10 posts already today. I can't believe myself with that. When my dad isn't home, I'd say 70% of my mornings are dedicated to writing posts. I don't know if that's a good thing, but it is the truth.
My throats still sore. I'm also really congested and my stomach still feels weird. Besides my stomach being weird, I've also got a strange problem with needing to pee. I can't help it. I keep needing to pee, and it's really bothering me. I don't want to pee so often, and I don't know why I'm feeling the urge to pee so much. I also don't know why I'm so obsessive about my phlegm, but I am. I hate the phlegm so, so much.
Me and my dad are gonna eat dinner in about an hour. Sadly, I'm pretty sure there's gonna be a thunderstorm today. I'm nervous about it, and I think I'm gonna have to use headphones when I'm upstairs if I want to get around the sound of the booming thunder. I hate it. It's a noisy sound that freaks me out and makes me feel sensitive.
I think my desire to pee comes from my chronic masturbation. I masturbated earlier today, and I then cleaned myself off by submerging my penis into the toilet bowl water. I also pressed cold toilet paper to it. So a lot was bothering me, and I feel like I've affected the nerves in my penis.
I'm feeling weird. I don't like it. I really, really don't like it. The obsessive feeling about needing to pee and the stress about a storm. sigh...
My heartburn is back. It came back because my heavy phlegm also returned. My throat is blocked up with wads of phlegm. It feels hard to swallow, and I feel miserable.
I try to force the phlegm out. All I do is hurt my throat and tire myself out. But I can't help it. I feel the phlegm, and I know it has to be gotten rid of. It's basically an obsession. And I've been having this problem since 2020, give or take some. It's unbearable. Absolutely unbearable.
I'm still really congested. I feel like my stomach issues still aren't going anywhere, nor are my hemorrhoids. Weirdly, they might've been easier during College. College was so stressful, but it gave me new things to focus on besides a constant loop of stress about my stomach issues and phlegm.
I just got out of the shower. The shower helped to erase a lot of the sweat I was suffering with, so I feel better now. But I also feel like I got shampoo in it. Now I'm not super comfortable. But I'm still better than I was earlier. Although my phlegm is thickening again.
PS: I masturbated earlier, as I mentioned. When I did, I think I made some of the skin on the penis area more sensitive or something. Or maybe it was already like that from something else. I'm not concerned, not really. But felt like adding this in, embarassing as it is.
