Aug 5, 2025
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#man I feel like such ass#physically and mentally.#my body is fucking screaming at me. everything hurts. my head hurts. everything is sore. I feel weak and wobbly#I feel vaguely shitty mentally. but I can tell it's one of those things that's definitely gonna get worse later for no reason#I'm also really tired.#earlier today like right before 5 am. my cat woke me up for no reason#and didn't settle down until I sat up and let her lay on my lap#I'm not really mad about that. she's just a kittay.#I'm just really tired#and like#I /was/ getting a good sleep#but then I had a dream two angry moths were chasing me and no one would fucking help me#for context: I have a crippling fear of bugs. (minus literally one bug)#butterflies? lady bugs? doesn't matter. I will flip if I see one#so yeah that was goofy sounding but terrifying for me in particular#I woke up screaming and kicking because the dream ended with a moth trying to get in my ear#which freaked out my cat who is sleeping by my feet#luckily I didn't hit her. but holy crap that sucked#I'm probably gonna pass back out after taking some painkillers tbh#ugh#vent#tw: vent#tw vent#negative#/neg
