maybe this pink shein tattoo choker will make me feel whole.
i know iām such a people pleaser, twisting myself into knots to fit a mold of the person i want to represent and putting myself in deeply concerning situations that violate me because i desire for them to just look at me the way i want to be seen.
i want to be loved and desired in the deepest sense. admired even.
maybe if i fit the look i can morph, my skin twisting under the moon, into a cool and capable woman.
let myself be a new person. allow it.
so yes, maybe this 2 dollar pack of assorted plastic necklaces will change me. or maybe i will accept that i am myself and grow into being me.
i just have to wait and see.

















