Your determination fuels your journey, but it's your kindness that lights the way. Be steadfast, and love generously.
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Your determination fuels your journey, but it's your kindness that lights the way. Be steadfast, and love generously.
1. i guess mother and father did not realize that they gave me the steel backbone they hated for years they said i was too sad about my life as if i was a favorite toy that no one enjoys anymore but of course, when you make a 6-year old feel like wilted boquet of flowers left under the summer sun when all the giddy feeling has been washed away by facts that weather changes and love can be a fist fight, she'd wither and maybe on some days gas light herself believing that needing a pair of arms is only being needy and being needy is a disability and i'm sorry my dear mother and father cos i never outgrew how proud you were when i drew stick people and fancy dresses telling me "you're going places someday"
2. i wanted to tell you stories that honestly i'm tired or writing about but would still do in case you're still listening or appearing to be interested, do you still have an hour to spare? or did resentment take over the void i left when i disappeared 2 years ago? i wanted to apologize for not being the sheep you wanted to prey on any longer because honestly we're just both scheming beasts just waiting who would surrender to whom and it became apparent and appalling each time i think about it, but i still wanted you to listen i just don't know if i still wanted to pull you in to have a taste of your mouth, feel your burning skin pressed down against mine, or even have you inside me, fucking each other relentlessly because why do we have to go that route each time fuck it sometimes i miss you but it feels steadier not seeing you
3. i think i'm outgrowing my love for writing and it makes me lonelier thinking how much of my life is wasting away by being a mother a wife a worker but not the creator i've always wished to be i'm not being ungrateful of my seemingly good life i just wish sometimes i could disappear so i can make a space for doinh what i used to love the most
I’m back again, with heavy weighted emotions
Ready to spill my heart out again
I hope that one day we are able to open up deeply to eachother
I’d love to have a heart to heart conversation
You seemed so guarded when we last spoke
Not because of my presence, but because that’s the way you carry yourself
And I don’t blame you for that
In fact, I commend you for your strength
However, I care deeply for you
I know that a face is just a face
Hiding the depths of a vast unknown
A place where I could explore your soul
Maybe I have no business there
But maybe I do
Who’s to say
But I’d want to go there with you
Simply because I love and care about you
And I want you to understand the kind of acceptance and forgiveness that comes with a love like mine
Pure and divine
Darling, I don’t want to tie ourselves together
And get caught in a mess again
I simply want to just sit with you and share
the depths of ourself till no end
But maybe, just maybe It must wait
For nothing good ever came with force
So i’ll be patient and pray one day
We can speak on matters of death and life
Past the spectacle of our eyes
Until then
My darling, I hope you go within
Because there is no love you could find outside of you
That could fill the great beyond inside of you
April 14th, 2021
You can do this.
Whatever is your vision.
It's real
-KLEIO
It’s not about you, really
It’s what you represent
The hope i have lost
The pain I have forgotten
The sting of the reminder
Is my everyday paranoia
In this pandemic utopia
The reality I dispose
A delusion for survival
Of a spinning mind
Of an aging body
I won’t project it on you
I’ll keep it within my radius
A grip of my own senses
M.M.D - 06.09.2020 -11.46am
My Magic River
This week has been so draining
so I have taken a break today
I traveled to see my Magic River
and the emerald water survey
There I see beauty and magic
inside of every warm splash.
There I see countless dragonflies
whose wings are made of glass.
Stained in blue and purple
like the inside of a church
they all sound like helicopters
as they fly for food to search.
I see crazy chirruping squirrels
all telling each other hello.
And as I sit on the river’s bridge
I see the little turtles below
River lilies like yellow bananas
The green pancakes of lily pads...
I see ducks that are all always quacking
and in Sombreros they are clad!
Their feathers are full of colors
like the hues of an autumn rainbow
The Mama duck quacks to her chicks
on just where they are to go
Here, you can’t see your reflection
the river’s full of ripples and waves
it tries so hard to get you damp
because no one’s told it to behave.
The cicadas scream their songs
in their voices sharp and shrill
with jagged tunes and noisy chords
they produce such pleasant thrills.
The hot air fans your rosy cheeks
the strong wind has a wild smell
Will it always be this way?
Father Time can only tell...
An ancient bridge that no one can-
explain just where it came from.
But it’s mysterious and beautiful
and it is here I like to come.
I love to sit on top of the bridge
that is made of white limestone
and I contemplate the scenery
as I sit and think alone.
The ducks lend me their sombreros
to save me from a sunburn
and I share with them my sandwich
and they quack their thanks in return.
I try to catch glass dragonflies
but they are too fast for me...
I fell down one time chasing them
and I badly scraped my knee.
But when I have had enough
of letting my thoughts all roam
I leave my my magical river and bridge
then at peace, I go home.
But it’s not long before I come back
and it never fails to soothe my mind
this place is full of beauty and magic
it is Tranquility you find.
---Ava Nerio (ourhedgehogsunitethings)
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S.A