#squirrelkin

[squirrelyoak2]

I don't think I can go back.

I think I've hit the point of no return. I've found my authentic self, and just can't stop. I bought a collar yesterday, and plan to wear it outside tomorrow. It's an urge that can't be satiated. I'm very socially anxious and paranoid, but I for some reason have the urge to wear it outside tomorrow.

I don't think I can ever go back to pretending to be normal. The cat (rather: dog, squirrel, or lemur) is out of the box, and I'm not going back in. I don't think I could go back in if I wanted to. I would just be so immensely miserable all the time.

I can't be the only one who experiences this right?

[squirrelyoak]

I guess I came out?

Sooo I kind of accidentally came out to my mom. My mom found my alterhuman pride stickers in my room, and she later found a "therian pride" sticker in our neighborhood. I didn't realize this at the time, but she walks past the place that I put that sticker every day (whoops).

She fully supports me (even though she doesn't quite get it), but I still feel sick to my stomach. Not exactly sure why, but I'm pretty sure it's just some internalized alterhumisia that I need to work on*. I am slightly worried about my brother though. He dislikes furries, and I'm worried how he's gonna react.

*Edit: I wrote this in a bit of a panic right after I talked with my mom, and I now don't think this is true anymore. I'm pretty sure I misinterpreted my feelings of embarrassment of being outed as embarrassment of my identity. I'm not embarrassed about my identity, so my initial thoughts of it being alterhumisia, doesn't really make any sense.

Edit 2: Me and my mom talked again and I'm feeling a lot better! She's not going to tell anyone else :3. She's also very proud of me for 'vandalizing the city', and wants me to put up more stickers!! I love my mom /gen

@lycanidaze

[sunfl0wersapphic]

I have become c r e e c h u r

Love this quick dress up, it’s got a bunch of forest friends! Picrew is here

[emotional-fox]

therian playlists ♬

now playing: fox

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dirty paws, of monsters and men

fox on the run, sweet

soldier, poet, king, the oh hellos

like the dawn, the oh hellos

crystals, of monsters and men

furr, blitzen trapper

country roads, john denver

rhiannon, fleetwood mac

bare trees, fleetwood mac

back in my body, maggie rogers

i of the storm, of monsters and men

the warming moon, rogue valley

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now playing: wolf

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running with the wolves, aurora

wolves without teeth, of monsters and men

furr, blitzen trapper

she-wolf, shakira

dirty paws, of monsters and men

wild mountain honey, steve miller band

eyes wide open, gotye

brother wolf, sister moon, the cult

landslide, fleetwood mac

the chain, fleetwood mac

wolves, bon iver

alaska, maggie rogers

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now playing: rabbit

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roger rabbit, sleeping with sirens

rabbit hole, aviva

peach, the front bottoms

prey, the neighborhood

pumped up kicks, foster the people

bunny, bunny, bunny, the golden orchestra

rabbit heart (raise it up), florence and the machine

it will come back, hozier

sunlight, hozier

your rabbit feet, wild nothing

you fill up my senses, john denver

like the dawn, the oh hellos

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now playing: lion

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king and lionheart, of monsters and men

truth to power, onerepublic

little lion man, mumford and sons

fearless, night watch

and i miss you, sade

love song for a prairie fire, jayber crow

lion’s teeth, the mountain goats

onions, the mountain goats

a pillow of wings, pink floyd

i know the end, phoebe bridgers

this river is wild, the killers

lioness, songs: ohia

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now playing: hawk

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the eagle and the hawk, john denver

talons, bloc party

birds of the high arctic, david gray

seven nation army, the white stripes

fly with me, the jonas brothers

hunter, galantis

never coming home (song for the guilty), in live the dream

halcyon, the paper kites

featherstone, the paper kites

birds, imagine dragons

heft, japanese breakfast

plum, troye sivan

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now playing: squirrel

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no roots, alice merton

prey, the neighborhood

dirt, bryan lanning

rivers and roads, the head and the heart

old pine, ben howard

ends of the earth, lord huron

woodland, the paper kites

savior complex, phoebe bridgers

melancholyism, super whatvr

red squirrel, stackridge

sofia, clairo

furr, blitzen trapper

little acorns, the white stripes

[canines-crown]

Very proud of myself!

Today while outside with my mom and her horse buddy, I stumbled across some huge tree logs, some piled on top of each other, some further apart

I got really playful and climbed on them... And got a bit reckless

Definitely not the best idea, cause they were rather icey, but luckily nothing happened

I actually climbed them quite well, and then I jumped really precisely from log to log, and from the logs down onto a rock!! I was really fast (and lucky I didn't slip) but MAN that was fun!!! I know I just got lucky, but it felt incredibly euphoric, jumping on the logs that quickly and precisely...

I'm just really proud I managed to do that

I had sm fun!!

[beanthebugboi]

theriotype so niche that when I look it up here ALL the results are my own posts 😔

[anti-endo-alterhumanity]

Rumor has it... you have... acorns and walnuts.

incredible notification, by the way. i felt like the haunted one when i saw it, lmao

[paradrizzles-pawpads]

Bops You With My Paws

❇️ Hello Everybeing, Welcome To My Blog! ❇️

☆You can call me Acey, Paradrizzles, or some nickname for one of the two! This is my sideblog where I exclusively post about my experiences as an otherlink!

☆My main tag for posts on this blog will be "#drizzles links"

❇️ A Bit Of Basic Info ❇️

☆I primarily use they/it pronouns, but I am a xenohoarder, so if you feel like getting funky with it my neos are the following - star/rain/cake/song/splash/sun/mango/tea/bead/plushie/cozy/sweet/soft/paw/pop/cream/cookie/lamp/core/fluff/silly/eepy

☆I use human vivterms and vivterms related to my linktypes (listed below) interchangeably

☆I like to spend most of my free time being outside, listening to music, drawing, making kandi, and playing my instruments!

☆I've been a furry for 4+ years and an alterhuman for 6+ months!

☆While otherlinking was the first form of alterhumanity I engaged with, I was recently awakened as a dollkin and a love conceptkin!

❇️ My Linktypes (I've Got Quite A Few) ❇️

☆Ginger tabby cats 🐾🐈 (Animal)

☆Gray wolves 🐾🐺 (Animal)

☆White tailed deer 🐾🦌 (Animal)

☆Red squirrels 🐾🐿 (Animal)

☆Grizzly bears 🐾🐻 (Animal)

☆Seraphim 📔🪽 (Mythical creature)

☆Space aliens 📔👽 (Mythical creature)

☆Merfolk 📔🧜 (Mythical creature)

☆Silly fidget slugs 🎨🐛 (Object)

☆Summer nights 🎨🌄 (Concept)

❇️ My Fursonas ❇️

(For context - while I started linking to my first two types, cats and seraphim, due to my connection to my original fursona, I have since collected several other linktypes for fun and have decided to make alternative fursonas based on them!)

☆Paradrizzles - They/It + All Of My Neos - Cat + Seraph 🐈🪽

☆Androgyn - They/It/Star/Tea/Bead - Wolf + Alien 🐺👽

☆Watercolor - They/It/Rain/Splash/Mango - Deer + Merfolk 🦌🧜

☆Fidgette - They/It/Cake/Plushie/Sweet - Squirrel + Silly Slug 🐿🐛

☆August - They/It/Song/Sun/Cozy - Bear + The Concept Of Summer Nights 🐻🌄

❇️ Some Userboxes To Tie This Off ❇️

❇️ That's All For Now, Folks! ❇️

☆If you want to see my art or posts about my fandoms, other interests, and personal life, my main blog is @drizzles-in-paradise

☆If you want to see posts about the otherkin side of my altehumanity, my other sideblog is @paradrizzles-dollhouse

☆Have a great day, night, or whatever it is wherever you are!

Divider credits go to @jellyskyy-art