lawyer (or prosecutor) kuni and dazai who keeps ending up in court for petty offences AND annoys him by constantly asking for the death penalty????????
OHHH ANON, I LOVED THIS IDEA SO MUCH!
This is quite funny to me because canon dazai has committed a lot of crimes, so him being arrested for petty offenses is ironic lol
☆And advice from me too: Rest. Give yourself a break, because we all need a little rest in this constant cycle of events. Everything will be fine(๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ☆
☆Yes... this is said by a person who, instead of preparing for ALREADY tomorrow's exams, makes memes about BSD for tumblr... I don’t have Kunikida, but I have a perfectionist mom who will react to this information the same way as he does(ﾒ﹏ﾒ)☆
doesn't understand at first why you're so emotional when he brings you little gifts or asks for your opinion/ consent all the time; but he doesn't ask about it
he only decides to press the matter when he notices you're kinda wary around him, especially after he had a rough day at work and isn't in the best mood
and oh mama
when you tell him your exes would take their anger out on you (doesn't have to be physical abuse, even if they just yelled or so) he is so distraught
he's like name and address please; he wants to go after those guys
but after you reassure him that it's all good now, he promises he'd never harm you in any way
'Why is she acting like this?' he asked himself for the nth time that evening. Arm resting on the side of his couch, his piercing gaze followed your every move; in the background the TV rolled a generic movie, the high pitched voices of the actors going right past him.
You were in the kitchen, occupying your time with meaningless activities: scrubbing the counters, cleaning the dishes, polishing the cutlery, refolding the towels to make sure they weren't getting crumpled.
But why? Why weren't you spending time with him?
Your boyfriend had a terrible day at work and all he wanted was to spend the rest of the day with you. But the second he stepped into your shared apartment and uttered a healf-hearted 'Hello love' you turned your back to him and did everything in your power to avoid him.
At first he thought you were simply busy, but three hours have passed since he returned home and you were still haphazardly moving around the apartment.
"Hey, Y/N. Can we talk for a bit?" he asked eventually.
Akutagawa watched you place the wet sponge on the edge of the sink and make your way to his side, still avoiding eye contact.
"Are you ok?"
"Yes" you said briefly, fixating a spot on the carpet.
Your boyfriend only huffed in response, hooking a finger under your chin to make you look at him.
"Look, Y/N. I'm not sure what's going on but if I upset you in any way please let me know."
The tinge of sadness in his voice caused you to sigh, your eyebrow knitting in frustration.
"No, Ryuu. You didn't do anything wrong. I just noticed you weren't in the best mood and assumed you wanted some time alone, that's all."
Your boyfriend was baffled, at a loss of words. "Why would you just assume that?" he pressed, eyes narrowing.
"I... I guess it's a bad habit I picked up from my past relationships. Sorry, it was silly of me. I should've asked what you wanted me to do." you said with a smile.
But Akutagawa wasn't happy with your answer. He had noticed this recurring behaviour and wanted to know more, so you told him everything: how your last partners would yell at you whenever they had a bad day and how you learned to just mind your own business in moments like that.
"Did they ever hit you?" he eventually asked and you could see the shadow of relief in his eyes when you shook your head.
"No, it wasn't anything bad. Don't worry."
Your boyfriend nodded, his lips curling in a gentle smile. "At least that"
His slender fingers let go of your chin and took your hand in his, pressing his lips to your knuckles; causing a pink hue to rise to your cheeks.
"I hope you know I'd never lash out on you, no matter how shitty my day is. My work and our relationship and two different things and I won't let one influence the other, ok?" he said in a gentle voice, earning a smile from you.
"Thank you love. And sorry for ignoring you all day. You don't even know what it took for me not to hug you"
With that your arms wrapped around his neck and he leaned back, propping himself up against the edge of the couch. You cuddled against his chest, body flush against his as his arms came to rest loosely on your hips. He breathed in and chuckled when he noted the fresh smell of cleaning supplies on your skin.
"Don't worry your pretty head about it. I'm not mad at you. Plus, the kitchen it spotless now so I have nothing to comment."
His remark caused a mirthful laughed to roll off your lips and he smiled again, placing a kiss to the crown of your head. Now, with you by his side, Akutagawa could finally relax.
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he's so oblivious omg
doesn't really think your reactions to his kind gestures are out of place; but he does wonder why you're so impressed all the time
he strongly believes that you deserve to be treated like the queen you are so ofc he does just that
at some point he asks you about past relationships; just because he's curious
but when you tell him that your exes were all a bunch of assholes who've never treated you well he's so sad
I see him almost crying because he loves you so much
you're the one who ends up reassuring him that he's a great boyfriend and that you're happy with him djjdjdj
"Love, are you ok?" you asked in a worried tone as you watched your boyfriend lean forward, head resting in the palms of his calloused hands.
Kunikida's mind could not comprehend what you just told him. It all started with a harmless conversation about your past relationships; he was simply curious and wanted to know what they were like. But he certainly didn't expect you to tell him something like this.
At a loss of words, your boyfriend's gaze fixates his shoelaces, counting the number of times they looped in and out of the eyelets.
One...two...three...four...
He just couldn't believe it: how could anyone treat someone like you so harshly? so badly? How could anyone raise their hand at you or deny you things or raise their voice at you? It was beyond comprehension.
Kunikida thought of all the things you went though, all the toxic relationships you had to endure and felt tears pooling at the corner of his eyes; a burning sensation grazing at the back of his throat.
"Love?" you asked again, wrapping an arm around his shoulders.
Your boyfriend straightened his back and arranged his glasses. "Yes, I'm alright. Sorry for that."
But the slight quiver of his voice didn't escape you, your lips curling in a sad smile.
"Oof Kunikida baby please don't be mad over this. I'm okay now."
Taking off his square-framed glasses you cupped his cheeks, placing a kiss on the tip of his nose.
"Don't bother with those guys. What matters is that you treat me well and make me happy. Never doubt that" you reassured him.
Your boyfriend smiled softly, glossy eyes finally rising to meet yours.
"You sure you're happy, right? I mean if there's anything I'm doing wrong please let me know and-"
"No, no. Shush." you cut him off "You're amazing Kuni. You're the best boyfriend I could ever ask for and I'm truly so grateful for you."
Your gentle words got to him this time and he sighed, feeling the knot that formed in his chest slowly untangle.
"I'm glad then, sweetie" he added, kissing you briefly on the lips. "I'll keep giving you my best, I promise. I'm never gonna give up on us."
"Oh I know darling but don't worry" you said sweetly, leaning closer to kiss him again "You're already perfect"
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I don't think he's surprised to find out you've been in toxic relationships; he knows how cruel people are at heart
still feels bad you had to go through toxic relationships
insists you tell him everything that bothered you about your exes and damn he realizes that he himself has many of those toxic traits👀
ofc he's not toxic to you but overall? he gaslights, manipulates and lies like it's his second nature so... yea. this discovery kinda hits hard
he does however try his best to be a better man for you, because he knows you deserve the best and he'll give you just that
Cold sweeps of rain poured down the tinted glass windows as you and your partner quietly sipped on a glass of red wine. It was a rare occurance to see Fyodor drink - he considered drinking to be immoral, a mere vice for lowly humans- but he did indulge you from time to time. It helped him let loose and gave him the courage to ask or do things he wouldn't normally do.
"So, myshka" he began, glossy gaze darting from your eyes to your lips "Tell me about that ex of yours. What was his name... Haruki?"
A lighthearted chuckled rolled off your lips. "Yea, Haruki. Well... He wasn't the best really. Looking back I'm not really sure why I stayed with him for so long."
"How comes?"
"Well..." you said sheepishly, thumb sliding along the brim of your glass "At first he was really nice: always bringing me flowers and taking me on dates. But when we grew accustomed to each other he changed quite a lot. He became avoidant. Whenever I'd bring up an issue I had he'd just dismiss it."
You took a short break and exhaled deeply before continuing your story.
"At some point I asked him why he didn't spend as much time with me and why he stopped putting effort in our relationship and he simply said that I was overreacting and it wasn't at all like that. I guess... for a long while I settled for the bare minimun with him. And then for even less."
"He started gaslighting me all the time and I hated it, but I couldn't bring myself to leave because I still cared about him. And I hoped that deep down he was still the same lovely boy I fell for. But I guess it was hopeless..."
Fyodor listened to every word you said, violet eyes fixated on your features. He searched for any sign of hatred or resentment, but no, you talked about your ex so nonchalantly.
"And how do you think this relationship affected you?" he asked eventually
"I guess... I know my worth now. I won't accept that type of behaviour from anyone now. Although I don't think I'll face these problems with you. You're an amazing boyfriend" you said sweetly, a smile rising to your wine stained lips.
Despite your positive attitude, Fyodor's mind was haunted by dark thoughts. It may have been the effect of the alcohol, but for the first time in a long while he reflected upon himself:
He was a first class terrorist who has killed multiple men with his bare hands, who has deceived and manipulated countless of people without feeling any remorse.
And yet... you thought he was a good man; although you were aware of his crimes. The faith you had in him was like a punch to the gut, a reminder that he had to truly be good for you.
"Myshka" he said softly, setting his half empty glass on the floor before gently taking your hand in his, cold fingers holding tightly on your own. "You know I would never dare to do such a thing to you. I love you too much. And I know I'm not a good man for I have sinned more than anyone else, but I will always treat you right because you deserve the best."
"I know love" you chuckled, giving his hand a reassuring squeeze. "I don't doubt you."
Your words swirled around his foggy mind as he smiled gently and leaned in, placing a chaste kiss on your forehead.
"I know" he replied before nuzzling his head in the crook of your neck. "Thanks for that"
"Of course" you said back as wrapped your arms around his lanky frame, feeling him relax in your embrace.
You relished this affectionate moment, the way he just let go and allowed himself to be soft for you and once again, were grateful for your boyfriend's low alcohol tolerance.
he's my favorite victim for any sort of sickfic thing because he just doesn't let himself rest properly :(
like ik my poor baby could be feeling so bad but he'll just stay hurting at work ♥ his tummy hurts and he wants to draw his knees up to his chest or at least shift into a more comfy position in his chair but he doesn't because he wants to remain professional 😭 he wont go home unless he's in so much pain he cant think straight or if someone makes him.
bonus points if he has some good ol' nausea to go along with it too. i can't even think about him throwing up without going feral. like sfjslfjkdfjkdsl my sickie princess <3
someone get this man a heating pad and tummy rubs ASAP ❤
TUMMYACHE KUNIKIDA ❤️😭❤️😭❤️😭
Oh my god the poor baby, yes please someone rub his tummy and get him a heating pad and under some damn BLANKETS?? GO HOME TAKE A NAP 😭😭
