#porschejump

[zhaozi]

searching for sex: an exploration of sex work in playboyy (overlay insp)

[autisticbokutoenthusiast]

PorscheJump - Need Dat Boy edit

dug it out of my wips and decided to post

[poetry-protest-pornography]

Oh, Jump...

Tutor, excitedly telling Jump to go to Porsche, even though he has to know that Porsche treats him like crap, because Tutor wants evidence. Jump, recognizing he's being used, and asking for a kiss -- for something to indicate that there's some care there, something more between them than sex and Jump's usefulness to be exploited -- and getting this:

This annoyed look, a perfunctory peck on the cheek, and a "well, are you happy now?" face.

And Jump looks so resigned (I honestly don't know why and how he could have still given Tutor that recording). He looks like he's just accepted that this is what he's good for.

And then, Porsche.

Porsche called him there because he wanted comfort. Because he wanted to apologize, and explain himself, and ask for another chance. Not for sex, not to degrade him, not to take his pain out on Jump; just to be honest, and say he's sorry.

And Jump listens (and is a little shitty about the reality of Porsche's situation, but understandable given the givens), and he tells Porsche that he's not sure he's ready to just move on, and Porsche listens. He accepts the limits of Jump's forgiveness.

And he promises to do better, to treat Jump better -- no more manipulation, no more cruelty, just love -- and leans in oh so carefully for a kiss to prove his sincerity, leaving space for Jump to deny him.

But he leans in! He takes the kiss, which is so gentle and sweet and so unlike anything they've shared.

And Iook! Look at their faces after!

No annoyance here, no disappointment and resignation and hopelessness, just soft smiles and more than a little relief and hope.

(and really, Jump, after that how could you have recorded that conversation and then given it to that guy who looked at you like you were in his way?)

It's just... I'm all emotional about Jump getting a chance to be treated well, and Porsche getting through his trauma, and I'm very anxious about the fallout that's coming up in 11.

[thisautistic]

Karma's a bitch...

[toppingilyarozanov]

jumpporsche for the ship bingo!

congrats you got a bingo :D

no like so i have come away from the show with these two as the two that i write most easily/often. i have a whumpy ass au and i keep writing stories about them but they're all so unambiguously happy. I CAN'T HURT THEM THE SAME AS EVERYONE ELSE, BONES. it's a problem

[that-bl-bitch]

I love Porsche and Jumps little honeymoon period, I love that they're in love and honestly they work together very well................................................I think Jump is gonna die

[zhaozi]

tell me who's boss?

[zhaozi]

i paid you, i'll take the pictures