#possibly autism

[fakeblondehoe]

stupid disproportional doodle because I gotta get up at 5 tomorrow and go through a humiliation ritual of interacting with people who react to me as if I carry a plague or some shit

[marmot-bee-person]

send me anti-social anxiety vibes (via notes) to get me to tell my parents i think im autistic.

[enemy-to-the-state]

me: *turns subtitles for a Titanic documentary on* 😌

my dad: haha, silly, why did you leave the subtitles on? here, let’s turn them off *turns them off*

me: 🥲

tv sound: ajsbdjdhd cdrjsndk freshsmsmnnde titadnncskaks

[findingmywayinthisworld]

Update (6)

I’ve written my mother another letter which was basically asking her to at least consider what I’ve written in the others. I’m beginning to realise that letters aren’t the best way to communicate with her, but I genuinely don’t know how else to. I made sure to keep this letter short in comparison to the others I’ve given her, so hopefully this one will be successful!

[marmot-bee-person]

I feel like I should text the friend who told me they think I’m autistic and launched this whole thing. And ask for actual evidence and reasoning. Because CER is important, [their name in italics].

[princegabriel0096]

I make some noises sometimes that can only be described as "Gabriel.mp4" because wtf are those???

Something between a meow and a chirp????? It's a sound.

[princettepipstifelle]

someone should do like Steven Universe or Cookie Run but for fruits and vegetables, oh what's that list of 350 fruits and vegetables doing here

[popcorn-plots]

explaining to my parents that a lot of the food I "don't like" and avoid is usually due to disliking the texture and how it feels like my mouth, and that only about a third of it is from taste, without saying that I'm neurodivergent because they don't think that's a real thing outside of my brother