Stucky with that one Snowing scene from Once Upon A Time (if he was in character at the end of endgame)
Steve: Bucky and I have this saying, that we will always find each other, but I think I speak for all of us when I say, here’s to not having to look for a while
Or make it more specific to them
Steve: Bucky and I have this saying, I’m with you till the end of the line, which has come and gone a few times, but I think I speak for all of us when I say, here’s to keeping the end far away from now
Summary: Amira Jenkins didn’t ask to be a royal secret. She just wanted to finish her degree at Columbia. But when a mandatory DNA test links her to Wakanda’s elusive Golden Tribe, her quiet life is traded for the scrutiny of a throne she never knew she belonged to and the truth about a father she never truly knew.
Status: In Progress
Main Characters
King T’Challa Udaku -> Chadwick Boseman
Queen Nakia Shauku -> Lupita Nyong'o
Prince Toussaint (T'Challa Udaku II) -> Divine Love Konadu-Sun
Princess Shuri Udaku -> Leticia Wright
Queen Ramonda -> Angela Bassett
Prince N'Jadaka Udaku (Erik Stevens) -> Micheal B. Jordan
Remember that poll I did about two weeks ago? The snippet I showed off a week ago? This is for the Gay Chicken, Post-Blip tallies. Don't worry everyone who voted for Wrong Number or Stuck on a Mission or any of the others. I'll get to them soon 😉 This three-chapter fic will also go to my Y1: "Post-Blip", B2: "Gay Chicken", and B4: "Fake Marriage" for my Winter Falcon Round 2 Bingo card for @winterfalconevents. Enjoy! 🥰
Summary: A year after the events of The Falcon Captain America and the Winter Soldier, Sam and Bucky go on an undercover mission and end up playing gay chicken while pretending to be a married couple.
Excerpt:
Roommates.
They were supposed to be roommates.
Roommates who. Apparently held each other by the hip.
Why was Sam doing it too? Did Bucky have love handles now? Not that that was a bad thing. Dude was all muscle for too long, it wasn’t healthy. And it was kind of nice to have a little softness to grip and –
No, Sam. Stop thinking about Bucky’s slight love handles.
A/N: This is my first time writing on this website or anything public really, I usually just write for me, please just bear with me if it looks or sounds janky. Also, thanks for taking the time to read. I deeply & wholeheartedly appreciate you. Enjoy!
Summary: I suck at them but, I'll give it a shot. You- the reader, are surprised by 'old' friends when they show up out of the blue, asking for your help on a mission. (This is just the sum for chap. 1)
The day was coming to an end, a small heatwave conjuring up a sweat as you wiped down your last table for the night. You blew out a breath, brushing back a sheen of perspiration with your forearm, watching the last customer walk out of the restaurant as the bell chimed above their head.
You never understood why people chose to sit inside when there were tables out on the sidewalk. It was hotter in here than out there, especially since the air conditioner had gone out just a few days prior and the fans above the tables were only circling the air inside. It was an actual oven, but they contended.
Your hightops heaved across the tile, dragging yourself with the sufficiency of a person who was only working because they had to. You kicked up the doorstop, pulling the door towards you with a small amount of goodwill and vigor to finish locking up, flipping the paper sign over from open to closed. It wasn't as if you hated your job. You thoroughly enjoyed the atmosphere of it all. It was the only person working the night shift job you hated with every fiber of your being. You weren't completely alone in the restaurant, having a few cooks and the owner to keep you company, especially on busy nights like the one you just had.
"I'm clocking out, Mrs. Turner!" You call out, reaching behind your back to untie the knot of your apron, pulling it up and off your neck once the ties came undone. Trudging back to the table, you picked up the disinfectant wipe and toss it in the bin, making your way to your boss's office before hanging up your apron on the hook. "Mrs. Turner...?" You murmur softly, poking your head in through the doorway, only to see her counting the profits for the day. "I'm heading home," You chime, pointing behind your shoulder with your thumb as she glances up at you.
"Alright, Honey," She beams, a bright smile pulling at her lips as her eyes meet yours. "I'll see you tomorrow then?"
Working for the Turners wasn't supposed to be a permanent job, in fact, it wasn't even your original plan, as opposed to the small favors you would complete now and then for the people that were willing to pay a pretty penny for your...services.
But you figured having a stable job was smarter and safer than the alternative. And the help wanted sign was very persuasive, due to the pretty colors and splashes of glitter. It looked like it was made by a child, which you later found out, was decorated by Mrs. Turner's seven-year-old. "Always." You accede, tapping the doorframe as your goodbye before parading into the breakroom to gather your things from the lockers.
You take your backpack off the hook and swing the strap over your shoulder before time punching your card and going straight through the back door. The sounds of the city hit your ears as the heavy door slammed behind you. Traffic honks and tires treading against the grain while you walk further into the busy streets of San Francisco.
As you were about to turn the corner, you were met with the sight of your friend's van, followed by a trumpet rendition of La Cucaracha. You grinned widely, gripping your strap tighter as you jog up the 1972 Ford Ecoline, aka Big Bertha. At least that's what you called it. "Luis!" You rejoice, resting your palms on the ledge. "What are you doing here?"
"Scotty sent me out for a few things," Luis answers, his hands gripping the steering wheel, his head turned to you. "I was just about to go when I saw you. Thought you might need a ride." He shrugs, a cute smile playing on his lips.
You nod, reciprocating the smile at his answer. "Yeah, if it's not too much trouble..." You drag, your voice hesitant, as if he didn't offer at all.
"Nah, get in." He gestures, beckoning you with a wave of his hand. "Your place is on the way," Luis loosens his seatbelt, reaching over to the passenger side to pull up the lock, opening the door for you.
You climb in, plopping down on the tufted leather seats as you pulled the door towards you, closing it shut. "Thanks, Lu," You breathe, dropping your backpack below your feet, then you fasten your seatbelt. "How is Scott, anyway?" You ask as Luis changes gears and presses the gas, the van rolls onto the street.
"Ehh...he's...he's alright, know what I'm sayin'?" He answers, glancing at you before focusing back on the road. "I mean, he missed like five years of his daughter's life. He's just trying to spend as much time with her to make up for years they both lost."
You nibble at the inside of your cheek, nodding softly in agreement as the city lights passed you by. There wasn't much you could say to that, having lost so many people yourself. People you considered family just...gone.
"Yo!" Luis pipes up, snapping you out of your train of thought. "Didja see the news today?!" He shakes his head, whistling at the thought. "I can't believe they would just give some random dude the shield like that, ya know?"
You drew in your bottom lip in contempt, nodding once again at Luis. You had seen the news, and they couldn't have picked a better time to broadcast. If it hadn't been for Mrs. Turner asking you in, you would've hunted Sam Wilson down and kicked his ass yourself.
The van rolled to a stop, brakes squealing as Luis pulled up beside your apartment. You sighed heavily, glancing at the small apartment you shared with your Ex-boyfriend. By the looks of the living room light illuminating behind the curtains, he was home, and you absolutely dreaded when he was. It wasn't as if you wanted to live with him, but you had no other alternative. Ever since dropping your side job, money was tighter, and he was kind enough to let you stay, just until you found a place. "Thanks again for the ride, Lu." You mumble, unclicking your seatbelt as you took hold of your backpack. "You didn't have to."
"Don't even mention it, Y/N," Luis reassures, watching you as you pull at the door handle, opening it to get out. "I know how hard it is to get back into the norm."
You shut the passenger door, shooting him a sympathetic smile. "I'll see you around?"
With a smile, Luis waves goodbye and drives off into the night, the exhaust pipe blowing smoke as he rode off. You shook your head, cracking a smile at the honk of his horn. You turned towards the front entrance of the apartment, your stomach twisting as your smile dropped completely. You swallowed thickly, rolling the tension from your shoulders to prepare yourself before jogging up the small flight of stairs.
You fished your keys from the front pocket of your backpack, taking a breath before shoving the key into the lock, twisting as you pushed the door open with your shoulder. "Joshua?!" You voiced, calling out your ex's name to make sure it was him. You dropped your belongings beside the door, pushing your sneakers off before kicking the door shut with your foot.
"Yeah, in here!" He responds quickly, a slight tremor to his tone.
You frown softly, tossing your keys into the bowl on the console table before sauntering to where his voice was emanating from. "Josh, are you...?" Your voice came to a halt, your footsteps stopping altogether as you walked into the living room.
"Hey!" Joshua exclaims once your figure comes into view. "You wanna explain who they are?" He presses, his face crossed with fear as he gestures to the two men sitting calmly on your living room couch.
You remained quiet, your body tense, eyes wide as your focus shifted between the men on the couch and your ex.
"Well...?" Joshua demands, crossing his arms over his chest, shifting in his stance at the unsettling glare one of the men was sending his way. "I was in the middle of hosting game night-as you can see, when they showed up," Josh drops his arms, hands splaying out to gesture to the coffee table consisting of five different dips, two bulk-sized bags of tortilla chips, and a twenty-four pack of Blue Moon beer. "The guys were just about to come over."
You take a deep breath, closing your eyes to refrain from any and all insults towards your ex. That explained why he was home. "Um..." You utter, pinching the bridge of your nose, "Fucking hell," You curse under your breath, eyes fluttering open to look at Joshua. "Josh," You begin, clearing your throat as you start with the man on the left. "They are Sam Wilson and..." You hesitate, eyes settling on the man to the right, his sight alone bringing back the memories that you swore you didn't want to remember. "James Barnes," You finish, ripping your eyes away from his baby blues to look at your ex. "Aka-"
"The Falcon and The Winter Soldier..." Joshua finishes for you, his eyes flashing with amazement, head whipping towards the guys. "Shit!" He curses, smiling widely like a kid in a candy store. "Can I get you guys anything? A plate? Beer?"
"Actually," You grunt, interrupting before Sam or Bucky could answer. "Can you give us a minute, Joshua?" Insisting while your foot tapped impatiently against the hardwood floor.
"Should I be worried?" He inquires, eyes filled with confusion as he looked between the three of you, trying to piece together the situation at hand. The main reason you and Joshua couldn't work it out was that you kept a lot of secrets, mostly from him. He didn't like the fact that you wouldn't let him in. Sure, you lied to him, the biggest lie being that you were an Avenger, but that was just to keep him safe. There were other reasons why you decided to split up as well. Joshua knew...he knew deep down you were just with him to pass the time. He could see it when he looked into your eyes. There was someone else in the reflection and it wasn't him. If he was honest with himself, he could admit that it did hurt him. That he wanted a chance to make it work with you, but with the way you were staring at James, he finally recognized that reflection.
He should've noticed it early on-like that day he had somehow convinced you to take a trip to D.C for a tour of the Captain America museum. You were hell-bent on not going, trying to make up some elaborate excuse or an alibi of sorts, but alas, you still went. And for some odd reason, you couldn't stop coming back to the Bucky Barnes portion.
"No," You reply, keeping it short to dismiss him.
Joshua's mouth set in a hard line, a foreign feeling forming in the pit of his stomach-jealousy. He never had to worry about it before, especially when his friends used to come over, back when you were still together. Except for that one time, but how could he blame them? You were the kind of person that listened, laughed at the jokes being made, could lend a hand when needed, and your looks were just a bonus in his book. "Uhm, yeah," He coughed, frowning softly while nodding his head at you. "I have to go pick up the pizza, anyway," Josh brushes past you, fetching his keys from the bowl while slipping on his Vans that sat up against the wall ledge that separated the front door from the living room. "Are you going to be okay?" He mumbles, glancing over his shoulder to look at you.
You shoot Josh a smile, nodding reassuringly, his footsteps approaching closer before stopping in front of you, the palm of his hand landing gently on your shoulder, giving it a light squeeze. "Let me know if you need anything, m'kay?" Josh's voice is soft, the concern in his eyes making you feel guilty. You knew he cared about you, and there wasn't a time where you'd catch him staring at you for far too long, but you were well past that. "I'm just a text away," He notes, waving his cell in his hand.
"Josh, I'll be fine," You sigh, stepping away from his touch, the sound of his hand hitting his jeans as it dropped from your shoulder. "I always am."
"Right," Josh nods, looking over at the men on the couch before gazing back at you. "I'll see you in a bit, bug." And with that, he turns, opens the front door, and steps out, shutting the wooden door behind him.
You close your eyes, the pet name Josh had coined for you making you sigh. He agreed to stop calling you that all together and it only made you feel that more guilty for ending things. "So..." You pipe up, opening your eyes as you turned to look at the guys. "To what do I owe this pleasure?"
"Bug?"
Bucky is the first to speak, his jaw clenched at the mere sound of the word. Indignant at the way Josh had touched you, even if it was just your shoulder. "I didn't know he knew you like that," Bucky flashes you a taut smile, nodding softly as he shared a look with Sam, but the falcon only shook his head. "How long have you been..." Bucky couldn't even finish the question, his glove-clad hands tightening at the thought of you being with somebody else...someone that wasn't him. Though, it was his own fault. If he hadn't done what he'd done-you'd have never found another.
"Wow," You scoff, padding closer to where they sat. "You don't miss a beat, do you? Just..." You sink into the sofa adjacent to the one they occupied. "-Right into the big stuff."
"I didn't bring you here to question her about her love life," Sam voices, his scolding eyes on the man beside him. "And she sure as hell isn't obligated to answer you, Bucky."
You smile gratefully at Sam before glancing down at your leg that had begun to bounce in anticipation. "What are you guys doing here? And how'd you find me?" You ask, tilting your head in curiosity as you look up at the guys. "When I resigned from the Avengers initiative, they ensured me that I wasn't able to be traced, not by your or any other remaining member. I was supposed to be scot-free," You declare, hitting your thigh with your fist.
"Oh, come on, Y/N," Sam chuckles, shaking his head at the naivety. "We both know that's a bunch of bullshit. The government is always going to have its eyes on us. Especially free agents like you and us."
You draw in your bottom lip, biting down, eyes flickering between Sam and Bucky. You knew it was too good to be true, and part of you sensed the bullshit when the government explained it to you. You just didn't want to believe it.
"You were an ex-assassin. How could they not keep tabs on your whereabouts?" Sam recounts, emphasizing that it was in the past. At least, that's what they thought. "And I had some help from Redwing as well." He shrugs nonchalantly.
You choke out a laugh, shaking your head at the smug demeanor emitting from Sam. "Redwing," You whisper, smiling thinly. "Of course, nothing could ever be hidden from your personal P.I, huh?"
"I hate that thing," Bucky grumbles, folding his arms across his chest. in annoyance. "Invasion of privacy, I'm telling you."
"You love redwing," Sam jokes, playfully jabbing Bucky's arm with his elbow, "It's okay Bucky, you can admit it."
"Can we get back to the issue here?" You interject, "Not one of you has explained the reason you're here. I mean, don't get me wrong, it's great to see you...one more than the other," You whisper that last part but, completely aware that Bucky could hear it. "But, you both showing up out of the blue...? That's almost a bad omen."
"I didn't ask him here, by the way," Sam acknowledges, raising his hands in defense, "I just want to get that out of the way. Bucky came because he wanted to. I'm here," Sam gestures to himself, "-For one reason and one reason only..."
"And what's that?" You ask, leaning forward in your seated position.
All I can say is this show is AMAZING! I believe it is going to be the best show in phases 4 personally! There were so many moment that just made my heart swell and made me feel happy!
I need the next two episode’s ASAP because I need to know what happens next! Echo is going to be amazing, lucky is adorable, Kate is literally me, and Clint has had so much development just in two episodes!
I love how when Clint finds out that Kate is a kid he goes over protective dad mode and it’s just adorable! And Clint and his kids especially Lila have the best relationship, like when Nate signed I love you to Clint and Clint signed I love you more is literally the most pure hearted moment in the MCU and I now my favorite moment! 💜
And Kate her looking up to Clint her whole life is just adorable! He literally save her and it is literally one of the best relationships ever! He mom and her fiancé are definitely sus though!
Bringing back the ronin suit though gave me a mix of emotions though, like I want to learn more about it but I also don’t want Clint to relieve those moments.
Overall this show is so fucking good! There is so much potential and I can’t wait for the next episode!
Summary: How do you let go of the person who means the most?
Word Count: 976 this was supposed to be a drabble y'all I am ridiculous.
Tags/Content warnings: Sam Wilson x Fem Reader. SFW. Grief/mourning, loss of significant other. Post-Blip/Infinity War. All aboard the angst train.
Author’s Note: Sorry, @autumnleaves1991-blog and @clydesducktape, my Writer Wednesday submissions are apparently going to come months after the actual challenge prompt but like two months for me is pretty quick and I'm taking it as a win.
OMG I FINALLY WROTE MOSTLY CANON-COMPLIANT MARVEL yes my timeline is slightly tweaked but fuck it the same way the Russos fucked Endgame. I am SO exited to have finally written for Sam; he's one of the characters I've been dying to write for a while, but I didn't want to write him until I was sure I could do justice to him. The best character in the entire MCU deserves nothing less. I'm really, really proud of how this turned out. I also made myself cry twice while writing this, and @paper-n-ashes cried while she was beta reading it for me. #winning
Fold. Box. Next.
Tee shirts. Button downs.
Fold. Box. Next.
Pullovers. Flannels.
Fold. Box. Next.
Workout tops. His collection of USAF shirts.
Fold. Box. Next.
You hesitate.
One of the USAF sweatshirts comes back out of the box.
It’s the one he always wore on quiet Saturdays spent lazing around the apartment. The dulcet tones of Gladys Knight, or Jackie Wilson, or his beloved Marvin Gaye would provide the soundtrack as you fried the potatoes and scrambled the eggs. He was responsible for baking the french toast (his mother’s recipe). You’d sit together in your dining nook, the sunlight painting the table in burnished gold, teasing him as he stole bites of sweet potato off your plate.
After you’d washed the dishes together- he always washed, you always dried- you’d move to the living room, curling up together on the sofa. He’d toy with your hair while he read whatever biography had struck his fancy that week, and you’d grade papers and quizzes, safely tucked under his arm.
Sometimes, the book would end up on his stomach, his head resting against the back of the couch as he snored softly. Those were your favorite mornings. You’d set aside your papers, cover you both with the quilt Riley’s mom had made you as a wedding present, and snuggle against his chest, luxuriating the simplicity of coexistence without expectation.
The tears you can’t seem to stop speckle the wash-worn sweatshirt.
Your therapist has been insistent that holding on to the past, to him, will only make your healing harder. Cleaning out his things is somehow supposed to help with building your new normal.
But how can you build a new life when you can’t fathom leaving behind the one you shared? Well-meant platitudes don’t dull the sting when you roll over in bed and his pillow is empty. No amount of offers to visit your sister-in-law and your nephews distracts from the ache that you’ll never get to see him hold your baby, his baby, who now will remain only a dream. Nothing, nothing, takes away the pain when you start to text him from the grocery store to ask if you’re out of orange juice, and remember with a jolt that there won’t ever be an answer again.
You’d wept next to the bulk food bins, your basket spilled where it fell.
No more of his beaming smiles with that adorable gap between his front teeth. No more impromptu dance parties in the kitchen, when he’d sing along with whatever song was playing and pull you into his arms, swaying with you between the island and the fridge. No more finding post-its with terrible jokes or sweet messages stuck to your lesson plans. No more watching him repair Redwing at the kitchen table, the tools and parts a foreign language to you but second nature to him.
No more of his sarcastic quips, no more of his thoughtful counsel, no more watching him effortlessly draw everyone, everyone he encounters into his warmth and light. No more feeling his lips brush your temple, the quietest ‘love you, baby, be back soon’ whispered against your hair before he leaves for his morning run. No more seeing him perched on the back stoop, his head in his hands, because no matter how much he wants to help everyone, needs to help everyone, being the strength and stay for so many wears heavy on even the strongest of shoulders. No more building him back up when he is sure he’s failed. No more feeling him beside you, above you, inside you, taking you apart with sinful accuracy before putting you back together in his embrace.
You’d barely gotten him back from his exile. And now he’s gone, a life erased, and all that remains are your memories and an old sweatshirt. How are you supposed to say goodbye to the other half of your soul?
He’d want you to let him go. You know he would. It’s what you would want for him if the situation was reversed and he was the one left behind. You can practically hear him, that wry chuckle and his honeyed voice.
What would you want me to do? he’d say, ever the counselor. Would you want me to give up? Would you want me to let my grief consume me until I was just a shadow of myself? Or would you want me to live a full life, a long and happy life, even if you weren’t there to see it?
Of course, you know the answer.
It's not disloyal to move forward, baby. It doesn't mean you don't love me anymore. It means that you know I’ll always be in your heart like you’re in mine. It means it’s okay to let me go.
You’re not sure how long you kneel there, clutching the sweatshirt to your chest as a desperate anchor against this new agonizing reality.
It’s okay, baby. You can do this. I know you can. And you know you can.
Deep breath.
Deep breath.
Fold.
Box.
Next.
Nat helps you take the boxes to the refugee center. You cry the whole way there and back, but somehow feel lighter having done it.
And slowly, you start to emerge from the darkness.
You meet Steve for breakfast on Saturdays. You get through your grocery shopping without any breakdowns. You bake cupcakes for the hell of it. You bring home flowers for the kitchen table. You start teaching again. You spend a week with Sarah and the boys in Delacroix, and only cry twice.
It’s slow, and painful, and at times feels impossible. But channeling his endless determination, you start to heal. Your therapist tells you how proud she is of your progress at every visit.
She never needs to know that you wear the sweatshirt to bed every night, long after it ceases to smell like him.
Can I speak on how much I fuckin LOVE SARAH WILSON??? She raised 2 BLACK sons on her own with nobody for 5 years during the blip.... that shit must've been terrifying but she made it anyway. Sam could very well have been her last living relative other than her kids when the blip happened and she lost him just like that and had to live on with no clue if he would come back or not. She also held her family's business down after Sam left home AND during the blip. Multitalented queen right there.
I also feel so deeply for her, having to go through so much loss to quick and barely having time to process because she had to stay strong for her little family. I think about how she probably cried for days when Sam was announces to have been lost in the blip, how alone she probably felt after that.
And then i think about what happened when the blip ended and people started coming back. Sarah looking out her window every day to see if her brother returned to her alive and well unlike so many of her other family members.
And then finally I think out how she cried after she saw Sam again and hugged him so hard he thought she'd break his bones. With a couple punches thrown into the mix for leaving her behind. And how much happier she's been even if racism is alive and well, she still has herself and her family to keep pushing for a brighter day for.
I want this woman to get EVERYTHING she's ever dreamed of and EVERYTHING she deserves OKAY 😭🥰
