"Heh." Loki scoffed, his head raising up to look into Thor's eyes. "You have no idea what it's like to be me."
"Loki, please." Thor pleaded, looking at Loki sat down on his small bed inside the cell he was imprisoned in. "I can help you, we can fix this."
"You think it's so easy?" Loki's words were taking on a venomous tone. "That it just takes a few words and everything's better?"
"Brother.."
"I am not your brother!" Loki spat, standing up face to face with Thor, his eyes narrowed, seething with hate. "You have no idea Thor! You had it so easy your whole life, the golden child, the one who's always praised, can't ever do anything wrong!" Loki pulled away and began pacing the length of his cell while his brother watched silently. "And then there's me, I'm not- I'm not even a part of your family! I'm- I'm just some stolen monster no one wanted!" He clenched his teeth together trying to get a hold of himself after stumbling over his words.
Thor tried to reach out for him, but Loki just yanked away out of his reach. "Loki.. Don't say that, you know that's not true."
"But it is, Thor!" He turned to stare hard at the other. "You just- You have no idea what it's like. To have what you are hidden away from you your whole life. To be told to fear what you are." His hands clenched into fists. "Fath- Odin meant to use me, Thor. I was never his son, I was a tool!"
"But that doesn't change that you're still my brother, Loki." Thor tried to console, tried to keep his cool and anger in check, the last thing he was wanting was a fight neither of them would ever get over and ruining their relationship forever. "I still love you and you mean the world to me, Loki. Nothing will ever change that, no matter what Fathers intentions were."
Loki sucked in a breath at hearing this and desperately wanted to deny him, he was lying, he had to be. No one could ever love a monster like him. "You're lying." He said, turning his back to Thor; he couldn't face this, not now.
Thor shook his head even though Loki didn't see it. "Brother- Loki," He took a step towards the other. It hurt him so much to see Loki like this, broken down, nothing like the former self he used to be, more violent and exposed. "I don't know what you've been through, and I can't even begin to imagine what you're feeling, but-"
"You're right, you can't!" Loki spun around again to face Thor, mildly surprised to find him closer and took another step back himself. "You have no idea, Thor."
"You keep saying that but you don't elaborate! I want to help you, Loki!" Thor exclaimed, his frustration starting to show through. "Tell me, brother."
Loki scowled but chose to let the brother comment drop this once. "I can't." He said in finality, turning away from his brother yet again, this time holding his arms to himself.
"What?" Thor asked, confused, his anger fading and concern appearing. "Why can't you? You were just opening up to me, Loki, talk to me." Thor begged.
"I just can't, Thor." Loki shook his head, his body visibly shaking. "Don't ask me again."
"Loki.." Thor knew there had to be something much deeper than just Loki's heritage bothering him. He sighed in resignation. "Why did you attack Midgard?" He asked, to change the topic.
"I said I didn't want to talk about it!" Loki growled defensively, though stayed where he was. "You should leave."
Thor's brows furrowed, confused since he never mentioned Midgard before and Loki certainly didn't tell him no about the topic. He took a few short steps closer to his brother, resting a hand on his arm lightly, feeling Loki jerk at the contact but not move away. Feeling braver that he didn't pull away, he wrapped his arms around his little brother in a tight hug from behind.
It was like at that moment they came to a mutual understanding of each other and Loki's breath hitched and then choked out a sob, turning around in his brothers arms to cry against him. Thor held him tighter, running a hand through the others unruly hair, whispering to him that he was okay, he was here and they would make it out of this together, that Thor would always be by his side.
It was enough for Loki and it made him cry harder, but he needed this, he needed his brother, he didn't want to be alone without him and he was grateful he was here.
He loved his brother, Thor, with all his heart.