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Diary Entry: Mon 6th August.
Well fuck. Today has been one of those days. One of those days where I look around the house and think why is it such a mess? Didn't I only just tidy round?
One of those days where I've woken up and my blood is already on a steady simmer, just waiting for the right person to set it to boil. Don't you hate those days? Where everything feels like shit, and everyone is irritating you.
It's the summer hols, so Elijah isn't at nursery school. Which means I get no break at all. I love him to bits, but being 3 he's just so energetic. All. The. Time. He doesn't nap during the day, but Lord I need a break.
I get torn between letting him play on his tablet and watch flipping YouTube just so I can have 5 minutes to myself. Then I scold myself because I hate using tech as a babysitter so I can have a hot coffee for a change.
Man. The mom guilt is so real. I catch myself talking to elijah like shit and wonder if I was ever cut out for motherhood at all. I feel super guilty if ivy Wakes up from napping after I've only just put her down, and all I can think is 'please go back to sleep, please give me a minute to have a shower, my hair is holding enough grease to fry some chips.'
Motherhood is great. But it can also be really, gut wrenchingly, lock yourself in the bathroom and cry, not Instagram worthy. SHIT...
Today was one of those days.
And later I'll lie in bed and let the mom guilt wash over me a fresh. As I think about all the times I've snapped at elijah, or not wanted to pick up ivy today.
It'll hit me hard.
And I'll probably be really fucking hard on myself, and promise that tomorrow I'll be super mom.
And I may well make good on that promise.
But... That's just one day. Just like today. And they aren't all the same. Because from day to day I'm not the same, and elijah isn't the same, and ivy isn't the same. And sometimes it's OK to feel shit.
But God damn, they don't tell you when they hand you your cute as a button newborn, that parenthood is a fucking roller-coaster..
Suppose it's learning how to take the good with the bad. I'm still learning. I'm not sure if I'll ever crack it.
If you have, then please let me in on your secrets...
Xoxo
Ya'll it has been one hell of a week On Wednesday I woke up to spotting and cramping, so we packed up the kids and headed for the hospital where my contractions became regular, I was checked and was dilated at 1cm. They gave me a steroid shot and put me on an ambulance and sent me to the big hospital 4 hours from home, half way there a NICU team met us and got on for the rest of the way so there was like 7 people on the ambulance. Andrew followed behind us with the kids. Got here, I was dilated to 2cm, I was given drugs to stop the labor, I was in the delivery room until midnight and then admitted to the maternity floor where I've been ever since with intermittent contractions and bleeding. I got a second steroid shot to help develop the baby's lungs on Thursday and a full course of adalat, the drug used to stop labor, that ended on Friday. Ever since I've been just laying here and praying to stay pregnant. I got to the 28 week mark on Saturday, thankfully, and I really really hope little man decides to stay put at leasssst another month. I won't be allowed to go home but honestly I don't even want to, I'm still so shaken up after everything. I want my baby born in the safest place possible. So yeah that's my 28 week update. I would really appreciate any prayers/vibes, anything!
I have so many questions to ask my doctor when I finally get an appointment. Apparently my family doctor sent out a referral letter to one doctor and she declined me as a patient because of my history of premature births which I thought was really strange. So he sent out another referral today, hopefully I’ll have an appointment soon. Some of the questions I have are, Should I have progesterone shots? Should I have a cervical cerclage? Will my appointments still be monthly after 24 weeks or will they want to see me more often?
I pray I can carry this baby to at the very least 36 weeks
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Can I have sex during pregnancy of 3 months?
The majority of couples can still have sexual intercourse during their pregnancy. Your baby is surrounded and cushioned by amniotic fluid and protected by your uterus and a layer of muscles. And the mucus plug inside your cervix helps guard against infection. It is generally safe to engage in sexual intercourse during the third trimester (week 26 onwards).
It is not safe if you're bleeding or have a placenta that's in front of the baby's head--placenta previa. With placenta previa, if the penis comes in contact with the cervix or you have contractions as a result of an orgasm, it can traumatize the placenta and cause significant enough bleeding that you lose the pregnancy. Also, you shouldn't have sex if your membranes are ruptured (water breaks) because then the baby is no longer protected against any possible infection. It's also risky to have sex if it's early in your third trimester and you're having premature labor or you have a short cervix because an orgasm can stimulate contractions. But if you're having a healthy normal pregnancy there's no risk, though as you get larger, it may be uncomfortable.
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I don't normally post personal stuff on here but I just wanted to say now proud I am of my baby nephew Thomas. He was born 2 months premature and weighed only 4lb at birth. He spent 6 weeks in the special care unit being poked and prodded by needles every day. I also wanted to say how proud I am of my sister for being so strong and amazing throughout all of it, for not falling apart when she wasn't able to hold her baby for the first few days and being terrified that he wasn't going to make it. Thomas is now almost 6 months old and he is doing amazing, he loves the car, being tickled and funny noises. Other than being a little less developed than other 6 months olds as he can't yet sit up by himself or roll over he is perfect. I want to thank my sister and brother-in-law for bringing such a beautiful baby boy into the world who warms my heart everyday!