quiet bpd / cptsd michael robinavitch and his breakdowns IN THIS ESSAY I WILL
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quiet bpd / cptsd michael robinavitch and his breakdowns IN THIS ESSAY I WILL
… fuck it Avid head canons he’s mine now.
- He bruises easily. Like.. really easily. If someone goes to pat him on his shoulder he winces and now he has a bruise that will haunt him for a week. The kind that are tender when fabric rubs against them too.
- somewhat anemic. Doesn’t want to be a good meal for a vampire, duh. (He forgets to eat)
- bites his lip. Constantly. Tears skin off and bites small cuts into the inside of his cheek.
- fidgeting/stimming in general. (Mainly tapping his fingers together or rubbing the back of his hands together)
- walks on his toes when barefoot. He’s usually wearing shoes so no one knows this. But if he’s ever caught without shoes bro is on his tip toes
cw // mentions of sh, suicidal ideation donatello versus sh + recovery headcanons: - wouldnt say anything abt relapsing, even if someone's close w him, he rarely talks abt it - still relapses but at longer intervals + recent wounds are shallower compared to older scars - used to leave the wounds as is, but now he usually cleans them - was actively suicidal right after incarceration, still has frequent intrusive + suicidal thoughts, but no longer attempting - very much emotionally isolated + repressed, but he has like 2 close friends he can talk to, so its a manageable support system at least
There goes my super awesome amazing spectacular wonderful stupid idiot dumb dumb Smiling Friends OC! :D
He is a unemployed mf doing whatever he wants whenever he wants. We all strive to be like him. 🔥
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+ Quick relationship chart thing to give you a bit of an idea of the dynamics!! ( OG made by: @smilingfuckers )
Katherine plumber and raging adhd. She is So good at masking, anyone who has ever met her would claim she was really had it together, that she was really organised,
and then Jack gets to know her, and sees the whirlwind mess of her bedroom littered in papers and kicked off shoes and pens, and hears her talk a mile a minute about several vaguely connected subjects, and waits an hour for her to eventually show up late to a date full of apologies he melts away with a kiss on her cheek while she tries to explain that she lost track of time, and watches her forget what she was saying mid sentence and needs him to prompt her and he falls in love a little more as he fondly reminds her
Katherine who has needed to be perfect her whole life and Jack who accepts her so wholly
Dude why are Will and Hannibal treating each other like divorced co-parents when it comes to Abigail?
Listen, I don't know what Religious book the Wartooths use, but I'm tell you now that Toki knows his scriptures front to back. Like, he may be dumb in many many departments, but he knows the word. He probably had to study books that weren't canon to the Christian denomination. And I know he used to freak out Dethklok when he first joined because he would quote them to justify his odd behavior. And I don't mean paraphrase, I mean quote them bitches word for word with the book, chapter, and verse. He could probably give you the page number as well if you gave him a minute. It was probably the only book he was allowed to read from without parental permission. He probably referenced the stories in his holy book to his new experiences in the band, but soon found out that no one understands what he's talking about. Yeah, everyone in the band probably went to come kind of church in their life, but they weren't paying attention. Not like Toki had to.
Toki can fit so much religious trauma in him, oh my god.