🫱🏼🫲🏼ꜱᴏᴜʟꜱᴛʀᴜᴄᴋ - ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 12: ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴋɪɴ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴏɪꜱᴇ🫱🏼🫲🏼
ꜰ1 x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ | ʟᴀɴᴅᴏ ɴᴏʀʀɪꜱ ᴀᴜ | ꜱᴏᴜʟᴍᴀᴛᴇꜱ + ʟᴏɴɢɪɴɢ + ꜰᴀᴛᴇ
ᴍᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ᴅɪꜱᴛʀᴇꜱꜱ, ᴘʀᴇꜱꜱ ʜᴀʀᴀꜱꜱᴍᴇɴᴛ
ꜱᴏꜰᴛ ʙᴜᴛ ɪɴᴛɪᴍᴀᴛᴇ ꜱᴄᴇɴᴇꜱ (ɪᴍᴘʟɪᴇᴅ ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ, ʜᴀɴᴅʟᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇꜱᴘᴇᴄᴛ)
ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ʜɪɢʜʟʏ ꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ, ᴀʀɢᴜᴀʙʟʏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ-ᴇꜱᴛ ꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ, ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴜꜱᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴀꜱ ᴀ ɢᴜɪᴅᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜰ1 ᴡᴇᴇᴋᴇɴᴅꜱ
The sun rose slow and syrupy over the circuit, draping soft gold across the motorhomes and garage roofs, warming the paddock as though trying to melt the tension away before Free Practice 3. In the suite, the morning was quiet save for the low hum of the air conditioning and the distant chirp of birds outside their window. (Y/n) stirred first, blinking at the ceiling as she adjusted to the silence.
Instead, she lay there a little while, listening to his breathing, the peaceful rhythm of it. His arm was slung loosely around her waist, and for the first time since arriving, she didn’t feel like fleeing. Not from the cameras. Not from the noise. Not even from herself.
After yesterday’s chaos, after her breakdown, the cruel words from the interviewer, and the way Lando had wrapped his entire presence around her just to keep her steady, she woke up softer. Still not brave. But less afraid.
Later that morning, she walked beside him into the paddock with her hand confidently in his. No hiding behind his shoulder this time. There was still media, always would be, but this time, their stares didn’t penetrate the way they had yesterday. Maybe it was because she knew he’d shield her. Or maybe it was because she was beginning to believe she had the right to exist beside him.
Her fingers traced the hem of his sleeve idly as they strolled toward the McLaren motorhome. Lando didn’t say much—he just held her hand tightly, smiling softly every time she looked up at him, as if reminding her that she was still here. Still with him.
As they stepped into the hospitality area, Ajax’s voice suddenly called out.
(Y/n) turned fast, too fast, actually. Her eyes widened as she spotted her little brother standing by the coffee bar, still in his McLaren Racing Gear, grinning like a proud sibling. She hadn’t even known he’d arrived early.
She ran to him before she could think twice, nearly knocking the paper cup out of his hand as she threw her arms around him.
“Don’t cry,” Ajax warned, smiling into her hair.
Lando watched from a distance for a second before approaching. Ajax glanced up from where he was adjusting his gloves and offered a smirk.
Their handshake was firm, easy, bordering on lazy. The kind shared by people who’d already done the hard part of getting to know each other. There was no tension anymore. Just a quiet camaraderie built over time, shared pit lanes, and the occasional sarcastic banter in the McLaren paddock.
They chatted only briefly, mostly about FP3 prep and Oscar’s questionable taste in pre-race music. Lando cracked a smile, and Ajax actually laughed, a short, real sound.
But when Lando got called back to the garage, Ajax tugged gently on his sister’s sleeve and pulled her a step aside.
“You look calmer,” he murmured. “Stay that way, yeah? He’s not just some idiot with fast hands anymore.”
She narrowed her eyes at him, cheeks tinting pink. “Anymore?”
He shrugged innocently. “Well, you used to say that.”
Ajax grinned. Then, with a fondness that only a younger brother could get away with, he ruffled her hair like he had when they were kids, messy and annoying and affectionate all at once.
“Go win something,” she muttered.
And with that, he headed off toward the Formula 2 paddock, leaving her blinking at the spot he’d stood and smiling despite herself.
Free Practice 3 was a whirl of data runs and long stints. (Y/n) stayed close to the garage but out of the way, tucked into the back corner where PR staff wouldn’t bother her and where she could still hear the engineers’ chatter.
She watched every sector, every turn.
Sometimes, she didn’t realize she was leaning forward until Lily gently nudged her shoulder.
By the time the session ended, Lando was already searching for her through the garage window. He peeled out of his gloves and helmet and made a beeline straight toward her. He didn’t even pause for the media team.
“There’s my good luck charm,” he whispered, brushing his knuckles against her jaw. He didn’t care who saw.
They returned to the motorhome soon after for a brief rest before Qualifying. She thought Lando would nap.
Instead, he dragged the armchair closer to where she was curled up on the couch, then promptly sat on the floor, leaning his back against her legs while scrolling through data on his phone.
“Comfortable?” she asked, voice amused.
“Not as much as I would be if I were up there with you,” he muttered without looking up.
She raised a brow. “Then why don’t you come up here?”
He didn’t need to be told twice. In the next breath, he climbed onto the narrow couch beside her—barely enough space for two—and somehow still managed to wrap an arm around her waist, pulling her in like he owned the space.
Then, without warning, he took her wrist, the one with the soulmate mark just beneath the skin, and pressed his lips against it. Once. Then again. And then… he bit.
Softly. Just enough to make her squeak.
“Lando,” she hissed, yanking her arm back and glancing at it. A faint, kiss-shaped mark had bloomed beside the shimmer of her soulmate bond—warm, pink, and embarrassingly visible.
He just chuckled. “Couldn’t help it.”
She glared, mortified. “People will see that.”
“Good,” he said without hesitation. “Let them.”
Then she poked him in the cheek, scolding. “You’re impossible.”
Right on cue, Oscar stepped into the lounge with an energy drink in hand. He took one look at the scene, the two of them tangled on the couch, Lando looking smug, (Y/n) trying not to combust, and raised a brow.
“Alright, Romeo. Let her breathe.”
Lando groaned into her shoulder, not moving. “She smells too good.”
(Y/n) buried her face in the throw pillow, half-laughing, half-horrified.
Oscar rolled his eyes and dropped the drink on the table. “Five minutes. Then I’m dragging you out by the ankles.”
When it was time for Qualifying, the energy around the paddock shifted palpably. The sun dipped lower in the sky, casting long shadows across the garages. Engines rumbled like distant thunder. Reporters grew quieter. Mechanics leaned in closer to their radios.
Outside the garage, (Y/n) stopped Lando before he climbed into the car.
“Good luck,” she whispered, eyes steady.
He smiled at her, nervous but grateful.
And then she kissed him. Soft. A mere brush on the lips, brief and feather-light, but enough to make his heart lurch.
“Now go make me proud,” she added, stepping back.
Sector after sector, he climbed up the leaderboard. Q1 was smooth. Q2, tighter. By the time Q3 came, every second on track mattered like blood in the veins.
She stood beside the engineers, breath caught somewhere between her ribs.
When he crossed the final line, his delta blinking green, the timing screen lit up with P2 beside his name.
She exhaled deeply, pride blooming in her chest. Not for the position, but because of how calm he looked when he returned. How he glanced toward her the moment he pulled into the garage.
Like she was the first person he wanted to see.
Dinner that night was quiet, cocooned in a hush that only soulmates understood. The city outside their suite glittered through tall windows, but neither of them looked beyond the glass. The world could wait.
A bottle of sparkling juice sat half-empty between them, catching the warm light of the chandelier above. Their plates had long since been scraped clean, the scent of rosemary and seared meat lingering faintly in the air like an afterthought. The room felt suspended, like time had slowed just for them.
Lando leaned back in his chair, head tipped against the cushioned wall, fatigue settling into his bones with quiet finality. Qualifying days always wrung him out more than race days ever could. It wasn’t just the physical demand, or the desert heat trapped inside his helmet—it was the weight of precision, of performance, of knowing one-tenth of a second could rewrite a weekend. It was chess at 300 kilometers per hour.
Yet even in his exhaustion, his eyes never stopped returning to her.
To the way she tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. To the shape her lips made when she blew gently at her hot tea. To the softness that had begun to live in her eyes again, like she had stopped bracing for impact.
She caught him staring once, and offered a quiet smile.
Still, he reached for her, fingers skimming the table just to graze her hand as she reached for her glass. It was such a simple gesture, but it grounded him in ways he couldn’t explain. Just her skin. Just that little tether.
She yawned after dessert, drowsy from the meal, the comfort, the warmth of the evening.
“I think I’m heading to bed,” she murmured, her voice soft like dusk settling into the corners of the suite.
He nodded, offering a small smile. “Alright. I’ll join you in a bit.”
Not for another twenty minutes.
When he finally entered the bedroom, the world felt quieter. Dimmer. The only light came from the soft golden glow of the bedside lamp, casting long shadows across the white sheets.
She was already curled beneath the blanket, her back to him, body curled toward the center of the bed. Her breathing had slowed into something tender and even, but he knew she wasn’t asleep. Not fully.
He padded over quietly, then slid beneath the covers, the mattress dipping slightly beneath his weight. The sheets were warm from her presence. Familiar. Sacred.
And still, something inside him stirred.
All day, he’d felt it. That invisible thread. That pull. That ache to be close. To be. Through every lap, every glance, every silence filled with unspoken words.
He reached for her wrist, where the mark lived, that sign of destiny neither of them had chosen but had learned to trust.
He kissed it. Soft and reverent.
And this time, she turned.
Her eyes blinked open slowly, and she looked at him—not startled, not hesitant, but searching. A gaze full of questions she hadn’t yet found words for.
And somehow, he had the answers anyway.
He didn’t speak.
Neither did she.
But in that moment, the room held its breath, like the universe itself had stilled, watching two soul-bound beings finally see each other.
Then, with nothing more than a heartbeat between them, he leaned forward and kissed her.
It wasn’t urgent.
It wasn’t fiery.
It was steady. Intentional. Laced with meaning that went deeper than desire—carved from silence, from ache, from all the words they never said but always felt.
It was the kind of kiss that said: I’m not here for tonight. I’m here for always.
And she responded in kind. Tentative at first, almost shy, her lips brushing his like a question that had haunted her for months.
Then her hands reached for his shirt.
Fingers curling into the fabric—not in desperation, but in decision.
A pull that said stay.
And he did.
He let her lead. Let her pace set the rhythm.
He didn’t chase her body, he followed her trust.
When skin finally met skin, it was reverent.
Not rushed. Not wild. Just real.
There were no clothes ripped away in the heat of passion—only slow movements, careful hands, and deep breaths.
Each layer was lifted with intention. Each kiss pressed like a seal across newly discovered ground.
He shook a little when he cupped her face, the pad of his thumb brushing her cheekbone like he was trying to memorize her. His voice, barely a whisper, broke the silence.
“Are you sure?”
She nodded.
And that was all he needed.
He touched her like something sacred.
Mapped her skin like scripture.
Every freckle, every scar, every subtle tremor of breath, he memorized it with lips and fingertips. His kisses followed the trails his hands traced, up her shoulder, across the hollow of her ribs, down the curve of her waist.
She trembled.
Not from fear.
But from being seen. From being held in a way that wasn’t about possession, but about presence.
When he moved inside her, slow and careful, her breath stuttered, then caught.
Her eyes widened.
Her lips parted in a gasp.
And he froze instantly.
“You okay?” he whispered, his forehead against hers, voice breaking like glass.
She nodded. One hand pressed against the back of his neck.
“Yes.”
There was a trace of blood.
They both saw it.
Neither looked away.
Neither needed to say a word.
Because what followed was not lust, it was love, redefined.
He moved like he was trying to stitch something back together. Like every thrust was a quiet vow.
You’re not alone.
You’re not ruined.
You are loved.
She whimpered softly, face pressed into the crook of his neck, her nails gripping his back like she was holding onto something she thought she’d never have again.
His name left her lips in a broken breath, not as a plea, but a prayer.
A benediction.
A surrender.
Their bodies moved in rhythm.
A quiet symphony of gasps, moans, the soft thud of hips meeting hips.
Blankets rustled. The bed groaned. But none of it broke the spell.
Time didn’t rush them.
It allowed them to linger.
When it was over, it didn’t feel like something had ended.
It felt like something had begun.
He didn’t pull away.
Didn’t leave her.
He just stayed.
Still inside her.
Still holding her.
One arm cradled her head, the other stroked slow, grounding circles along her spine.
She didn’t speak.
Not because there was nothing to say—
But because the silence was already full.
Full of knowing. Full of truth. Full of everything they finally shared.
And when he kissed her again—temple, cheek, shoulder—he whispered words she hadn’t known she needed.
“You’re safe.”
And for the first time in her life, she believed him.
She didn’t pull away.
Didn’t flinch.
Didn’t apologize for how much space her heart took up.
Instead, she moved closer.
Tucked her face beneath his chin.
Wrapped her arm around his waist.
Tangled her legs with his like she wanted to disappear into the very soul of him.
And he let her.
Held her tighter.
Not because he was afraid she’d run.
But because, for once, she wasn’t.
His eyes closed, and he listened to her breathing settle into his.
And in that quiet, something inside him finally stilled.
He wasn’t afraid.
Not of the mark.
Not of the future.
Not of the way they’d found each other in the mess of a broken season and a cracked-open heart.
Because love had chosen them long before they knew it.
But tonight—
She had chosen him back.
Again.
And again.
And again.
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📝 Note from the Author:
My dear Alarwynnites,
Third and final post today, I promise this is the last one before I force myself to sleep and stop romanticizing the soulmate angst like it’s my full-time job.
Chapter 12: “The Skin Between the Noise” has finally arrived, and wow… the things that happened between data runs and couch cuddles… WHEW. This chapter really said, “let’s start soft, add a little sibling fluff, sprinkle some pre-race nerves, and then throw you into a blender of soulmate intimacy and emotional vulnerability.”
Ajax is back and being a menace in the best way, Oscar gets in a one-liner roast, Lando continues to behave like a man raised by fanfiction, and (Y/n) finally starts stepping into her power. Also, someone bite-marked a soulmate bond and honestly? We support it.
To those of you who are still reading my work, still tapping that little heart, still reblogging even in silence, I cannot thank you enough. And if you’re silently lurking, reading without a comment or reaction? You’re still loved here. Truly.
Just don’t forget, if you do have thoughts, screams, sobs, or theories, I’d love to see them. Comments are my fuel. Reblogs help spread the chaos. And likes? Always appreciated.
Thank you for being here. For choosing to read this. For joining me in the messy, magical in-between of soulmarks and slow mornings.
Stay soft. Stay noisy. Stay soulstruck.