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What's up?

★ The name's Sleepy or Sleepy Time. People that I'm close too can also call me Achilles.

★ We [mainly] use It/Its , He/Him , Kay/Keir/Keirs² , Rot/Rotself , & Meow/Meowself pronouns. You should use Masculine, Neutral, Non-Human, and Plural terms when referring to me.

★ We are collectively Intersex, Transgender, Genderhyd, Polygender, Agender, Genderqueer, PolyGay, A-Spec, Oriented & Angled Aroace, and Ambiamorous

★ We're a mixed BIPOC Nordic , Sámi , Greek , Cherokee , Lakota , German , Japanese , and more (nomadic and horny ancestors)

★ We're a CDD³ system, chronically ill & disabled, level 2 autistic, neurodivergent, and semi-verbal. ★ In accordance to our CDD, we are polyfragmented and modular, and are a RAMCOA survivor. We are also all of the dissociated all of the time.

★ I consider myself a very whimsical sad wet cat.

★ We are punk, socialist, progressivist, and anti-censorship. We are anti-harrasment (bigots don't count and it's not "harassment" if I'm defending my rights) and pro "contradictory" queer identities.

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** : Kanji themselves do not have set pronunciations that are used in words

² : (pronounced "KAY" / "KEYr" (like "Here", but with a hard C instead of an "H" sound) / "KEYrs"")

³ : Complex Dissociative Disorder (a category/umbrella term, not a diagnoses) ; We're a C-DID system, but reckon we'd probably be diagnosed with OSDD; since our functionality could possibly look like P-DID (shell parts and non-stop dissociation causing what could appear as a "dominant" part) or OSDD with specifier: "Chronic and recurrent syndromes of mixed dissociative symptoms" (extreme polyfragmentation)

[chronically-adumbass]

A "This is on my mind" Rant

I'm semi-speaking, but not in the way that a lot of people think of it.

I struggle with speaking all the time, but I still have mouthwords. I can still technically carry a semi-normal conversation, so that means that I'm fully verbal, correct?

Actually, no.

Along with having level 2 autism and experiencing significant communication barriers because of it, I also experience disorganized speech and thinking, brain fog, C-PTSD, severe (and I mean holy shit levels of severe) anxiety, and ME/CFS.

All of these things combined make communication really difficult for me. And those struggles, like I said earlier, never go away. They are always impacting and impairing me.

And while there are times where it's worse than others, I still have that baseline impairment of not being able to communicate, and that baseline is notably far lower than the "normal" person's baseline.

I think where I was originally going with this was to express frustration about how people view the different levels of autism and how it feels like they either stop seeing it as a spectrum past the very basics, or they (I'm talking about those kinds of lvl 1s, the ones who try to speak for every autistic person but leave out people who need more support) who push the idea that nobody is more autistic than anyone else, which while comes from good intentions, isn't true. There are more autistic people, but that doesn't erase the experience or disability of those with lower support needs. Autism is a disability, and just like any other disability, it disables some people worse. AND THAT'S OKAY.

To a lot of people, I would probably seem like a level 1 because there's this stereotypical black-and-white view of what each level looks like. And on this post, I'm only talking about verbility.

Anyway, thanks for coming to my TEDtalk.

[chronically-adumbass]

how did I forget to mention being schizo spec in my mentioning of disorganized speech.

man

[chronically-adumbass]

i forgot to mention my speech impediment as well

i'm so good at this guys

[youlookkindadead]

mutual aid request !!!!

hi, im muyang, i'm a severely disabled (mental + physical) transfeminine intersex person of color stuck at a neglectful and borderline abusive homeless shelter, to keep it short they don't give us enough food to comfortably live off of most of the time, i just want a little money for groceries for this week that's all thank you. please rb to help i don't know what else to do i can't work a job and i don't have any family left who'd be willing to help. please donate anything you can i'm begging. i hate making posts like this because i've been told before it's guilt trippy and manipulative i don't wanna seem that way i just don't like starving im sorry. thank you to anyone who donates no matter how small.

my cashapp is $muyang7 , this is the code below

i have a paypal as well which is @Muyang777

current goal ; 5/50$

[youlookkindadead]

ive only gotten a few donations like one per every 30 or so reblogs, is anyone able to spare even 5$ for me, please thank you itd help out so much

[youlookkindadead]

mutual aid request !!!!

hi, im muyang, i'm a severely disabled (mental + physical) transfeminine intersex person of color stuck at a neglectful and borderline abusive homeless shelter, to keep it short they don't give us enough food to comfortably live off of most of the time, i just want a little money for groceries for this week that's all thank you. please rb to help i don't know what else to do i can't work a job and i don't have any family left who'd be willing to help. please donate anything you can i'm begging. i hate making posts like this because i've been told before it's guilt trippy and manipulative i don't wanna seem that way i just don't like starving im sorry. thank you to anyone who donates no matter how small.

my cashapp is $muyang7 , this is the code below

current goal ; 0/50$

[youlookkindadead]

i have a paypal now, @Muyang777 , pleaseeee send donations i just want groceries i beg of you

[youlookkindadead]

still no donationssss please help

[chronically-adumbass]

this is a friend of mine, and shi is in a really bad situation. If you can, please please donate to hir

[chronically-adumbass]

*to the tune of "You're Welcome" from Moana*

minecraft can do anything but [FUCKING] smelt

[chronically-adumbass]

To bad I can't answer "tell me about yourself" with the words "Keefe Sencen and Leo Valdez" because those two describe me in ways my own words will never be able too

[chronically-adumbass]

Welcome back to hit game show "is he my husband or is he me?" Featuring star guest, Telemachus from EPIC! The Musical

[chronically-adumbass]

husband

he is my husband

get decided

[youlookkindadead]

mutual aid request !!!!

hi, im muyang, i'm a severely disabled (mental + physical) transfeminine intersex person of color stuck at a neglectful and borderline abusive homeless shelter, to keep it short they don't give us enough food to comfortably live off of most of the time, i just want a little money for groceries for this week that's all thank you. please rb to help i don't know what else to do i can't work a job and i don't have any family left who'd be willing to help. please donate anything you can i'm begging. i hate making posts like this because i've been told before it's guilt trippy and manipulative i don't wanna seem that way i just don't like starving im sorry. thank you to anyone who donates no matter how small.

my cashapp is $muyang7 , this is the code below

current goal ; 0/50$

[youlookkindadead]

i have a paypal now, @Muyang777 , pleaseeee send donations i just want groceries i beg of you

[youlookkindadead]

hi i still dont have any money someone sent me 20$ a few days ago and i had to use it on dinner can i have money please i like food i like drinks i like not being hungry

[youlookkindadead]

im really fucking sick i have awful stomach issues and im dehydrated as fuck because of it. please help. i feel awful

[chronically-adumbass]

bald sonic

this is what my brain feels like right now

[chronically-adumbass]

i’m going to send the banana man to you randomly and you will just have to deal with it

you will live with the fear of his return to your inbox

i am going to haunt you

sending it in the same hour wasn't all that fear inducing

also i just woke up so take that ig

[chronically-adumbass]

"can't we all just hold hands and frolic in the fields" but specifically in the way of how Odysseus wanted to get home after the Trojan war had ended, including the fact that the story is arguably a tragedy just as much as it is an epic

or perhaps like a soldier on the front lines who longs for home; knowing that even though he will never truly leave the battlefield, he can rest once the war's over

[youlookkindadead]

mutual aid request !!!!

hi, im muyang, i'm a severely disabled (mental + physical) transfeminine intersex person of color stuck at a neglectful and borderline abusive homeless shelter, to keep it short they don't give us enough food to comfortably live off of most of the time, i just want a little money for groceries for this week that's all thank you. please rb to help i don't know what else to do i can't work a job and i don't have any family left who'd be willing to help. please donate anything you can i'm begging. i hate making posts like this because i've been told before it's guilt trippy and manipulative i don't wanna seem that way i just don't like starving im sorry. thank you to anyone who donates no matter how small.

my cashapp is $muyang7 , this is the code below

current goal ; 0/50$

[youlookkindadead]

i have a paypal now, @Muyang777 , pleaseeee send donations i just want groceries i beg of you

[pan-perkozeq]

Episode 8 personal highlight

I just love Zooble was the first one to join in that moment. Pure gold

[wernon]

Uni student Caine

[chronically-adumbass]

I would fuck the rain

[si-li]

patron saints of one-way trips

[chronically-adumbass]

Welcome back to hit game show "is he my husband or is he me?" Featuring star guest, Telemachus from EPIC! The Musical