#punsihment

[sweetcherrylime]

welcome to my Ted talk 👻

[mtab0064]

Okay so, I was trying to fall asleep and was failing as one does and I was thinking about Nat’s death of vormir. It was relevant cause I just found a fucking amazing fic about bringing Romanoff and Gamora back. I can’t recite the name but @pocketmouse18 just mentioned it earlier today in another post. Anyways, so I was thinking about if I were to write how Natasha’s death from Clint’s perspective, how would I do it?

This is how I entertain my brain until the melatonin kicks in.

And so forth, I did it, it turned out great, and then I burst out laughing, completely hysterical. I should feel bad. I should feel like a monster. I‘ve done a horrible sin, but I’m so not sorry...

Regardless here it is:

He can’t tear his eyes away, despite the fact that he can’t even make her out anymore through his burry, teary eyes— he can’t bring himself to stop looking as she drops closer and closer and closer to her—

Goddammit, he can’t do this! He couldn’t lose Nat! He lost everyone else, he can’t lose her too. She brought him hope and now she was dying to make that hope into a real chance. She was his sister and partner through it all, even Budapest. They trusted each other, she trusted him.

He loved her, and dammit, that was her downfall.

[starrywhump]

“Please, p-punish me so I can be better.”

Is this said to a whumper, who revives it with a malicious satisfaction?

Or is this said to a caretaker after a heavily conditioned whumpee makes a mistake.  How horrified is the caretaker?  Does the whumpee take this as anger towards them? 

The angst.

[pipsqueak1507]

[hijabi-insider]

Ramadan Reminders

Backbiting is one of the major sins in Islam, yet it is something that is so common now.

“O you who have believed, avoid much [negative] assumption. Indeed, some assumption is sin. And do not spy or backbite each other. Would one of you like to eat the flesh of his brother when dead? You would detest it. And fear Allah; indeed, Allah is accepting of repentance and Merciful”. [49: 12]

Of course there are exceptions but those are only exceptions. You can pray and fast as much as you want but if you can’t control the tounge, then fear Allah(swt).

The Prophet (s) said: "No fire is faster in consuming dry wood than gheebah in consuming a devotee's virtues." [Al-Mahajjat al-bayda', vol. 5, p. 264] (al-Islam.org)

[lil-princess-zo]

So I broke down last night, chugged a bottle of wine, made myself sick, and just felt like garbage. But coming out of it one of my close friends stepped up. He saw that I was lost without my daddy and that I was a little who is confused and crying for help. So he stepped up. Not because I asked but because it needed to be done and he recognized that.

As abrupt as it may seem I needed it. The last week I've been "rebelling" because he left me and my structure was gone. My chores were gone. I didn't have to eat my meals so I didn't. Who cares if I take my meds. No one.

But he stepped up. He understands what I need and yes I got scolded but moreso I appreciate the fact that he is here and he understands.

I had to do 50 lines, and now I have to report on my food and water and hygiene habits but I needed that and I appreciate him.

[punamalia]

Ferret Fawcett!

[demonicaldamage]

BEE ready for this bitch to pummel Barry B Bensons buzz cut into the hive