#queenofhazardz

[queenofhazardz]

❤️‍🩹11.16.21❤️‍🩹

The transits lately have been really pushing the transformation narrative of Scorpio season, and here the Death card comes to reinforce that. (Pls don’t ask me about astrology I’m just an enthusiast 💀 I am only a messenger)

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••• We are being violently thrust forward again on our paths. If you been fighting the gloom a little harder than usual, find yourself being unable to sleep no matter how hard you try, this is another hazing period from the universe. Have you noticed that your interest/passions have changed/developed? Have you noticed that there are people in your life that you’re just not clicking with anymore, despite the history and trying to “make it work?” Have you noticed that you feel differently about yourself overall? Times are turbulent. You are being forced out of your comfort zone. ••• Remember it’s about your perspective. You *have* to keep sight of the good even if it feels delusional. Why would you choose to get hung up on the negative aspects? Maybe that’s the true delusion. How do you move forward? Feeling your emotions and being overcome by them are not the same thing. There is always a solution but you have to first know the problem. ••• One of the problems is that you are carrying way. too. much. And your spirit team is so proud that you are trying but the turbulence is to disrupt this. Being overwhelmed can be a form of self sabotage. How can you give enough energy to your goals when it’s so split up and you don’t practice recalling it? There are some things or people or ways of thinking that you HAVE to let go. And this time period is about this happening whether you invite it or not. It’s going to require lots of willpower but we’ve talked about this — you have all the power and resources at your disposal. Stop feeling like you have to fight and carry everything alone. Don’t feel silly to call out to your spirit team. Like aloud. Just ask. ••• At the end of the day this is yet another fucked up period that you WILL survive and grow from exponentially. You won’t be the same but it’s because you’ll have learned so much about adjusting your perspective, learning how to get to the root of your pain, learning how feel your emotions and letting them run their course. You’ll have let go so much fucking baggage that you felt obligated to lug around. You’ll be more open to the newness you seek because you’ll have the SPACE. You’ll actually have the capacity to be great and grateful. You’re leveling up again.

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It doesn’t get easier but we get better at handling shit when it goes left.

[queenofhazardz]

I attract abundance. I am abundance itself.

[queenofhazardz]

Sleep/Dream Magic to supercharge your manifestation 😴

I wanted to give this method a thorough test before posting because I am a woman of SCIENCE! 😂 but after about 3 consecutive bouts of setting intentions and manifesting with this method over a few months, I’m confident and fulfilled enough to share.

What you need:

Piece of paper, writing utensil

Where possible, symbols of your intentions, eg in my bag (pictured) I have a dollar in quarters to represent earning money. Where symbols are hard, crystals are just as effective. Citrine and clear quartz are amazing for boosting manifestation in general, but have specific properties as well.

A lil bag that closes to put everything in. I recycled this gift bag and it’s perfect! Something like a small ziplock bag is also perfect.

Now what?

Write down, in as many details as possible, what you hope the outcome of your intentions will be. The more specific you are the better. You’ll also be able to notice the shifts which is an encouraging and exciting sign that things are working! There really is no limit, it’s just important to not delude yourself.

Drop your written intentions and any symbols into your bag and close. The written intention is the center of this, symbols are not a necessity so don’t get hung up on that step. Hold it to your heart, closing your eyes and expressing gratitude for what you have already received and for what is to come. In all our asking we must remember to give thanks. I sometimes give the bag a few passes through the vapors from my essential oil diffuser expressing the same thing.

Once you’re confident, filled with gratitude and excited about what you’ve put together, tuck it under your pillow (I put it in the pillowcase so I don’t lose it) and go about your day. This is sleep magic after all 😴 once it’s time for bed just get cozy and get sleepin’

Most importantly be patient and make sure you’re still putting in the necessary work to make things happen. The goal is to align your outward actions with your subconscious actions.

How/why does this work?

Symbolic magic works on a subconscious level. By first bringing your intentions to mind and writing them down, and then tucking them away into your pillow activates this. You act in the direction of your thoughts, just as you walk in the direction you’re looking. This is a way to highlight and focus on things to act on. It’s a way to show the universe that you are open to tackling or recieving certain things.

Then there’s just something about having these items close to your head that affects your dreams. If you’re able to lucid dream you can use this to effect more subconscious changes.

You don’t need any crazy tools or fancy words to tap into magic and effect change in your world. Magic is in everything on some real shit. It’s just for us to be open minded enough to acces it and patient enough to see things through. The universe works on your time if you’re willing to work on hers. ✨

[queenofhazardz]

Not much but she’s mine 🥰

I recently took the scary decision to move back to my home country after college. Scary because in my culture, migration is the pinnacle of achievement and I’m essentially giving that up. I had to though. I was immeasurably unhappy.

But now I’m home. In a place where I don’t have to adopt additional personas to survive out in the wild in the US. I have my friends who know me and my cultural references. I have a space to call my own. It’s not much but it’s mine. You don’t realize how much the “little things” add value and meaning to your life until you have nothing driving you besides deadlines and bills. I have purpose again. I use my talents and skills everyday. I use the damn degree that almost killed me everyday. The dream I was chasing wasn’t American. And that’s cool.

I’m sitting at my desk/altar taking a moment to pause, reflect and express so much gratitude for how the tides have turned in my life. I’m proud of myself for what I’ve achieved so far. There were so many times when I almost gave in or diverted from my path. Every decision brought me here, now and I’m grateful. I am seeing my manifestations come to life and it constantly blows my mind. I recognize I have lots to do still but I greet my future with excitement and eagerness to grow. Today I am happy. I am great and getting greater.

Don’t be too hard on yourself. Give yourself time. Forgive yourself. Love yourself.

[queenofhazardz]

🔸QoH’s Essential, Essential Oil Recipes🔸

(artwork and recipes by yours truly)

My speciality has always been mixing up magic whether drinks, food, and now my elixirs. As a new college grad, I don’t always have the cash to get fresh ingredients and I don’t yet have the space for an herb garden. Essential oils are a blessing, and with different brands and oil sizes they’re extremely accessible and can fit any budget!

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I make elixirs in two formats: bottled mists and blends for diffusers. I typically add 4 drops of my chosen oils, except with warmer scents (cinnamon, patchouli, cedarwood etc) where I use 2-3 drops. These oils are potent in fragrance and power and can easily overpower any blend. Here are a few of my blend recipes for everyday diffuser use.

For restful sleep 🌙:

Lemongrass

Vetiver

Lavender

Nutmeg

Restore confidence🌟:

Ginger

Tea tree

Nutmeg

Sweet Orange

Relieving stress💆🏽:

Patchouli

Citronella

Grapefruit

Cypress

Lifting your spirits🤗:

Lemon

Clary Sage

Nutmeg

Add these to water in your diffuser and just carry on with your day while the oils work in the background through aromatherapy. To be more mindful, do some medidation once your diffuser starts going, really focusing on the property you’re working on. The sleep blend may even enhance your dreams. 😴

If you try these be sure to enjoy and let me know what you think! ✨

[queenofhazardz]

✨Just do your thing✨

Spirit gave me somewhat of a story with these cards so I’m just going to try to relay that, because I couldn’t say it any better. This feels like a message to people who may be embarking on “non-traditional” means of making a living. Do you see the world right now? Do you.

You’ve been on the move for sometime, waiting for the right moment to land, the right place to call your new home. You refuse to settle this time, and so you’re determined to make the right decision. You seem to have docked and you’re excited, ready to prove yourself and prove that you belong in this new world. But you have nothing to prove, you are here in this moment because you worked for this and manifested this. Your months of preparation -trusting yourself and your feelings, weighing pros and cons, reaching out when you need help, leaving behind situations and people that no longer serve you- are about to pay off. You are ready. Allow yourself to feel confident and grounded and like That Bitch...you are. Keep doing your thing. Your personal power and intuition have brought you to this point, don’t doubt them now. You deserve good things. You deserve to be happy. You deserve to be rewarded for your work. Don’t stop yourself from being excited, life has enough sour moments don’t rob yourself. Own your decisions. You got this. 💪🏽

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🌕Scorpio Szn🌕

•••You are anxious and ready for the next thing to happen, the next level to be unlocked in your life. You’re looking around like yo, why can’t I get out of this situation when I’ve done everything right? And you have, if you’re seeing this message it feels like you’ve been making efforts in all areas of your life. However, to progress even further you have to start believing in and relying on your personal power.

•••Your personal power are things like your skills, education, tools at your disposable. It is also your intuition. Your lessons from past experiences. Your creativity and your willpower. For some reason you think you aren’t enough or don’t already have everything you need to be your definition of successful, but I’m here to remind you that you are. Spirit is screaming USE YOUR HEAD. Mercury Rx is encouraging us to slow down and look around to figure things out. You are frustrated because you’re trying to force a specific outcome, or just stubborn and refuse to try a different method to get this outcome. Cut that out right now.

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•••This is a time to combine your personal power and your physical resources (including someone with experience to lean on for advice. Remember to be mindful of how you spend your money) to bring your manifestations to life. You are so close to getting what you want and deserve. Trust yourself and trust the process. 1 + 1 + 8 = 10. Allow yourself to do this and you will be complete. You’ll be able to close out this cycle and begin a new one.

•••Happy birthday to all the Scorpios! 🦂 Your season is ripe with transformation and abundance. The Moon card represents water signs, so you showing up in your szn reading tells me you’re ready to tackle this self assessment, level up and heal. You will be successful. Sending love to all who come across this. 💜

If this resonates at all let me know! And if you’re really feeling the love leave a tip in my cashapp $ki4nm. If you’re interested in personal readings inbox me to discuss!

[queenofhazardz]

✨Advice for the upcoming week✨

Go for it. You’ve been sitting on a decision for a while, doing your due diligence with your pros and cons lists, asking your family and peers for their thoughts. Battled yourself because of some guilt associated with your choice. Am I being selfish? Am I giving up too easily? Am I just not trying hard enough? It’s too easy for you to invalidate your own feelings or prioritize them the lowest. At the end of the day your mind is pretty made up. You’re not happy in your current situation and it’s trapping you in a cycle of self doubt and fear. You’re scared of the uncertainty of what’s next but you’re at a point where you’d rather take the risk. You are worth the risk! Your dreams are worth the risk! You’re exerting all that energy anyway, why not put it into something that makes you feel....good. That’s not too much to ask.

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This feels more work related. You tried sticking it out, talking to your superiors, all of that. It’s ok to realize that something didn’t work out as planned. Changing your mind or strategy is ok. Trust yourself a little more. Trust that your feelings are real, trust that you know what’s best for you. Believe that not only are your dreams worth a shot, they are possible. All you need is a little push because you’re ready to gO. So here’s your push.

You may be seeing 7s and 10s, pay attention they might be the signs you’ve been asking for.