May 5
Sometimes I wonder if we're aplatonic, since it seems to be common among zoids. Is what we experience and have experience in the past considered platonic attraction? I remember feeling drawn to people I thought were cool, I still do occasionally. But I don't act on it, don't know how and don't see a point in it, since chances are I'll hate every second of talking to them anyway. Is that platonic attraction or just interest or a vague desire to be social?
And what about everyone else in my head? What about the poor fella who deals with our relationship? He's considered it queerplatonic in the past. What does that mean for him? What does he feel towards our partner?
I'm at a loss.
