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[[Questy Note: New story. Updating on wattpad. Here’s chapter one, sans prologue.]]
Rosco
Surprise, I'm not dead. Here take this I've worked 7 months on it and flip it all i can't find my muse and i've been saving this take it
Title: Sandy Stretches, Lonely Lives Chapter: [x] About: This is an original story that I am far too embarrassed to talk about publicly. If you have questions or need answers please send an ask and I will answer immediately. All you need to know: This is planet earth. Almost one hundred years after a natural disaster, people have begun to build new lives. North America is divided into irregular thirds - the Western Sweep, the Central Sweep, and the Eastern Sweep. Each section of the country has vastly different subcultures ranging from warrior-type castes who live in secrecy; groups of tightly-knit friends and family living underground; middle-class residents just living like they did ‘a hundred years ago (i.e. us); nomadic groups moving around the country; and even rich aristocrats living in high rises. These story chapters are sections of plot-and-character development. Sweep: Western POV: 3rd
Mistle Command
Title: The One With the Sugar Spikes Chapter: [1][x] AU: Christmas, some mischievous prankster hung excessive amounts of mistletoe around Wolfram’s mansion. Now, during the Christmas party, no one is safe from the mistletoe ambushes. A/N: I don’t know some of the characttesr well, so I probably will mischaracterize some at any given time just for the record POV: Semi-limited 3rd, it switches around often A/N/2: haha this is such a stupid title and i don't even care
Mistle Command
Title: The One With the Mischief Chapter: [x][2] AU: Christmas, some mischievous prankster hung excessive amounts of mistletoe around Wolfram’s mansion. Now, during the Christmas party, no one is safe from the mistletoe ambushes. POV: Somewhat limited 3rd - constantly switching A/N: Some foreign languages don't have a proper google translate equal for 'butt' or 'behind.' It is not my fault. Also two titles because I made myself cry laughing over Mistle Command after Chuck vs. Tom Sawyer sO I'M NOT SORRY
Title: A Walk in the Snow Chapter: [x][2] Fandom: Rev-M Characters: Drift, West, mentions of Yuu, Slate, Ruin, Sam, Shift, Switch, Lucas, Aiko, Rayk, Kayr, lots of others… Pairings: Mostly just Drifting Ham, some Yuu<>Ruin, bits and pieces of others… AU: Nothing Special Rating: K+ I’d say nothin’ too terrible in here… until they freeze to death but HEYYYYY why not!
“Don’t forget the walking sticks, Drift!” called Westie. He was already outside the door, taking Slushie his medicine. He’d come down with a Polar Bear Cold. It was real sad, but Wolfram said that he’d be fine, an’ I trusted him.
“I got ‘em!” I called back, running back down the hallway, through the kitchen where Switch, Sam, and Shift were preparing breakfast. It’d take ‘em awhile, as they were makin’ M&M pancakes from scratch. They were some kind of good! Sam had come up with it sometime, and he taught Switch, and Shift didn’t mind takin’ a — hee — well, a shift in the kitchen. They made the batter from scratch, and then did a whole lotta stuff to it. It took them almost 3 hours to have them all ready for us. I never did grasp the basics o’ cookin’ so I didn’t normally mess with it.
“Have fun on your walk!” Sam called with a smile and a wave, his hands covered by pot-holder-gloves that were quite possibly too small for his hands.
“Thanks, Sammy!” I hollered back, dashing through the next set of corridors, past the library with my scarf a-flyin’, and hat a-wavin’. The walking sticks were in a broom closet down by West’s room. We’d stashed ‘em there because some of the younger kids wanted ta play with ‘em, and they were pointy on one end, so Alex suggested we put ‘em someplace they wouldn’t normally be.
So, that’s why they were in the closet! We’d just forgotten ‘em after we’d gotten all bundled up. I skidded to a stop outside Westie and Yuu’s room, just in time for Yuu to roll out on his skateboard. “Ah!! Yuu, look out!!” I screamed, trying to backpedal as fast as I could.
But I was too late.
“Bwah, Driftu!!” Yuu shouted, bringin’ us both down. “Owww…” he groaned, rubbing his head, his skateboard pressing painfully under my ribs, the wheels still spinnin’.
“Ouch… Sorry, Yuu. I didn’t mean ta take ya down with me…” I stammered, groaning as I stood up. My knee sorta hurt from where I’d bumped it, and torn a small hole in the fabric of the leggings I wore from the truck on Yuu’s board.
“I-It’s… okay,” he stuttered, face bright red. Just as he began brushing himself off and checking his skateboard, Ruin came jogging down the hall.
“Holy crapola, you okay, Yuu?” she asked, looking concerned, her short hair stowed away under a beanie, her own board tucked under her arm. She reached down and pulled him up, not giving the taller boy much say in the matter.
“Yeah! I’m fine!” he chirped before shooting me a backwards glance before dropping his board down and giving it a onceover. I didn’t understand skateboards much, either. Ruin turned back and smiled at me amiably.
“You sure you’re okay, Yuu?” I asked, concerned. I really hadn’t meant to bowl him over. It was a complete accident!
He kept muttering to himself under his breath, eyes squinted almost shut as he leaned down and experimentally turned one of the wheels. Ruin winked at me and gave me a brief thumbs-up. “Oh, yeah, he’s fine. No worries, Drift,” she told me in her lower voice, smirkin’ crookedly.
“C’mon, Yuu, let’s get going. We gotta start now, or else we’ll never finish the rat-path by breakfast! Sym’s waiting by the path,” she urged, nearly dragging Yuu away by the arm.
“Ack! I’m comin’, I’m comin’!! We’ve still got two hours, at least!” he retorted, lunging down to grab his board before they took off down the hall, Yuu’s face still bright red.
I giggled at them before turning around and opening the closet door. Immediately, I was met by two aggressive brooms. “Ow!” I squawked, rubbing my forehead in pain. Sighing, I reached down to grab the two offenders. I shook my head at m’ own clumsiness and stuck ‘em back in. I saw the walking sticks immediately. I snatched ‘em and shut the door real quick.
“A-A-Are… y-you o-okay, Drift?” came a quiet voice from behind. I turned around right quick and saw Slate pokin’ his adorable little beak out from the doorway. He looked concerned, but that might’ve just been his default expression, the adorable little guy.
“Yeah, I’m fine, Slate, thanks for askin’!” I responded, smilin’ and holding up the walkin’ sticks as way of explanation. He blinked, sort of smiled a little, and then backed up into his room. I thought I caught a glance of a spoon with… peanut butter and sunflower seeds on it… before he slipped back inside.
I glanced at the digital clock that glowed from inside one of the bedrooms and saw the time. Oh, darn! I’d already taken much longer ‘n I thought I’d take! “Ahhh, I’m coming! I swear, Westie!” I murmured to myself, throwin’ the brooms back into the closet again and slammin’ the door with my foot. Scoopin’ up the walkin’ sticks, I started runnin’ towards the hallway.
I got stopped by Lucas an’ Aiko. Lucas was covered in snow, an’ Aiko was laughin’ herself into a dither. “L-Lucas!!” she stammered, gigglin’ and a-hootin’. I tried to slip by ‘em, but Lucas was turnin’ himself ‘round and ‘round in circles and I had no idea what he was doing. I stumbled past ‘em, havin’ to squeeze by before jogging down the hallway.
Running back the way I came, I took a sidepath that went behind the kitchen and out the back door. By the time I got outside, I saw Westie closin’ the barn door and coming back towards the house, grinning. “Find them okay?” he called, waving a mitten-bound hand at me. I smiled and waved them above my head.
“Sure did!” I shouted back, running forward towards him. He smiled and held out a hand. As I deposited a stick into his hand, and kept the other he glanced over at me.
“You’ve got the parkas and stuff?” he asked again, triple-checking.
“Yeah, I set ‘em down over closer to th’ path,” I explained. It was easier leavin’ ‘em there than in my room where I might’ve forgotten. I didn’t really need one, but I figured that havin’ one - in case of emergency - was better than not bringin’ one at all. Westie had actually talked me into it, just in case of emergency.
My normal body temperature was much, much below the point where a normal human could stay alive. I dunno why, but I guess I was more tolerable of cold than others. That didn’t mean I still couldn’t get cold, though. If I used m’ powers, or if I got tired, I got cold really quick. Shift said somethin’ ‘bout how it might be related to my immune system? I didn’t really understand, but that was fine with me. I don’t understand a lot of things, and I still get by.
Westie and I took off running ‘cross the property, heading for where the parkas were, in one o’ the back doorways to the house - the door closest to the path.
We picked ‘em up right quick and then started off. “This is gonna be fun, huh, Drift?” West asked, grinning over at me from under his wolf hat, gold eyes glowin’.
“Yep!” I chirped, smilin’ back. I tugged my white stockin’ hat over my head and rewrapped my scarf, since it’d gotten undone while I was careenin’ through the halls.
We’d wanted to go hikin’ for awhile now - especially since it had just snowed and all! Westie had suggested it sort of in general a few days ago, before Slush got sick. Then, when he had, Westie was feelin’ a bit down, so I’d tried to work it out so Kayr could cover my chores in the morning so we could go hiking. Kayr was s’posed to call me on the phones that Gauge, Moni and Trinkett had made when breakfast was about ready, an’ then we’d head back.
So far, it’d worked getting him a bit cheerier. It sort of made the whole house sad when Westie was sad. He just… sort of brought life to the house! He was everyone’s best friend, and I knew that almost everyone would do anything for him!
I thought maybe he’d like to be in the snow. It seemed to cheer him up most days, so it was worth a shot!
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Half an hour later, we’d started a good ways down the path. This particular place was a popular hiking spot when it wasn’t wet or blucky outside. Kayr and I liked to run there a lot in the mornings, when he did his weird calisthenics thing. Sometimes I’d go with him and Carrie… other times, I’d make Rayk go instead, because he and Kayr seemed to want to like each other… but for weird reasons, they just didn’t.
But that’s not what I was out here for. I was out here today to make Westie feel better! He was lookin’ around excitedly, his cheeks all flushed, maybe from the cold, maybe from the fresh air?
The path we were on was mostly pretty flat, but there was an option to go up higher in the more mountainous areas, if you wanted more of a challenge. I liked the mountains, myself, because there was always snow up there, and the air was clean and cold and bright. Sometimes, like when we had blizzards and things, there were little avalanches, but they were controlled most of the time, and we didn’t usually worry with them. We had enough people with enough specialized abilities that it was almost never a problem.
The sky was clear today, and we didn’t much have to worry about snow.“This is fun, huh, Drift?” West sounded happy. More happy and less worried. That was good.
“Sure is, Westie,” I replied, shooting him a broad grin. “I’m glad it worked out!”
“Yeah, me too,” he smiled, making a little grunt of effort as he hopped over a tree that had fallen over during the last snowstorm. “We should do this more often!”
We stopped talking for a few minutes as we migrated towards the end of the ground path. It was fun, even though we kept trudging through the almost foot-deep snow to do it. That, I guess, is what the walkin’ sticks were for.
“Hey, Drifter?”
“Yeah, Westie?”
“Do you wanna take the high path? It’s only been half an hour, and we still have at least two ‘till breakfast?” Westie kept smilin’ and grinnin’ like this was the best thing since… since… I dunno! But he kept smilin’ and that was good enough for me!
I grinned back an’ took a minute to adjust my hood on the vest I was wearin’. “Sure do, Westie! D’you know if the path’s clear? Kayr went joggin’ a few weeks ago and said to watch out for the extra snowfall…”
"Well," he started, his brow scrunchin’ up as he thought about it, “I think Switch and Shift went sledding a few days ago? So… if they went sledding, I think we could probably go walking!” He ended with a grin that lit up this half of the world. “And, hey! If we get stuck, we have you!”
Giggling, I flicked a finger towards the closest snow drift, directing a whoosh of snow towards Westie. He laughed and giggled as the snow tickled his face, and then made its way to the next bank of snow, being carried by the cold breeze for now.
His expression made me happy. “Sounds great, then,” I answered him, smiling back. He shot me with a finger gun and smiled, his toothy grin shining against the white snow piled high on either side of us.
We walked in silence for awhile longer, sometimes bumping into each other as we trekked through the snow. It wasn’t long before we got to the trail that took the higher paths, winding through the hills that turned more into small mountains the further you went on the paths. It was good for getting lost in thought.
While we were caught in a companionable silence, I let my thoughts wander off towards Kayr and Rayk again. I shouldn’t have been dwelling on it - it went against my motto to not worry about things, but still… I couldn’t help it.
Ever since we’d moved here to the house, Kayr had changed a little. Instead of the calm, cool, overall-relaxed personality I’d known for a really, really, really long time… He was replaced by something else. Granted, he had had a temper when we were by ourselves, but it was so much different now. He was easily irritable. He was grouchy almost all the time, unless we were by ourselves. He holed himself in his room or outside, alone. He argued frequently, and he seemed to do things just to irritate people - Rayk, especially.
I got the feeling that they didn’t get along… And Kayr didn’t talk to me about it a lot, but I could gather some from what Galen had said, and what Shift had explained. (They welcomed me into the house when I first came, since people were more shocked that Kayr had an identical twin than the girl who travelled with him)
I guess since they were twins, they had competition when they were little. But then Shift had said they got along just fine, until they were separated. Supposedly, when they were, they drugged the three so much that they began to lose their memories of Kayr, while Kayr could remember every single one for years after that.
Kayr was supposedly the test subject for the Eraser-Avian program, when Rayk thought he was the first. Since Rayk was born first, I guess it was what made Kayr mad, that Rayk was so-called ‘taking all the credit.’
I personally don’t understand why Kayr thought that - who would want the credit? From what I understood it was a painful experience! Something no one would wish on their worst enemy!
But that’s not how Kayr thought. Because he remembered them all for longer, when he was subjected to the mind-altering drug shortly before he was… changed… he forgot everyone, but had ‘phantom images’ and ‘stray thoughts’ that would sometimes trigger by a sight or a sound or a smell or a taste, and then he’d flash back and sort of half-remember them. That’s why he ended up breaking out of the School - because the scientists lied to him. At least, that’s what he told me, anyway.
And then, when he got back? He finally found his family? They didn’t remember him. They wouldn’t even have recognized him, had he not looked just like Rayk. I think it hurt him more than even he realized. I’d been travelling with him for almost three years, non-stop. I’d seen how he reacted in more situations than I could count. He was hurting.
But he wasn’t really one to show emotion, so I guess his way of reacting was to turn off emotion and not try to get closer. He just argued and instigated fights. He was… well, I mean, he’d seemed so mature and wise when we were running. I guess he had large pockets of knowledge when it came to surviving and being okay when we were outside civilization. But when family came into th’ picture? He didn’t know how to handle himself, so he regressed.
It makes me sad. He’s like th’ big brother I didn’t ever get to have, so seeing him turn into an arguin’ 8-year-old sometimes… It makes me so sad. I wanted him to be strong - like he used to be. In some ways, in m’ own opinion, he was stronger than Rayk. Because Kayr always knew how to take care of himself too. Rayk didn’t know how to function when it came to him being alone. He cared about others, which was great, but… Rayk almost cared… too much. If it came down to it, I think he’d probably die a hundred times over just taking a risk that he could save someone he loved.
Kayr didn’t have the same loyalty, and while he did understand family, and wanted to regrow the ties in his own way, he’d at least think it through before fixin’ to go and rescue a person.
I just… I saw the differences, and I saw ways of tryin’ to fix it. And then I realized that if I was to try, it wouldn’t work out so good. And it made me very sad.
“Drift?” came Westie’s clear voice, brushin’ aside my negative thoughts.
I glanced over at him, stumbling for half a moment before catchin’ myself. “Yeah?” I asked again, jerking my arm to get the walking stick out of the crack it’d slipped into. I pulled a bit too hard, and the ground around the crack broke further, makin’ me stumble.
A hand was on my shoulder, and then I found Westie makin’ sure I wasn’t going to go fallin’ off the side of the trail. “I was just wondering if you were doing okay,” he chimed as I regained my balance.
I answered immediately: “Sure I am!” At least… I was physically. I didn’t have any broken bones, or bruises, and I was doing alright. Emotionally? Eh…
As we passed by the curve of one of the cliffs, Westie made a little ‘hmmmm...’ sound and then looked over at me with those huge golden eyes. “Okay…” he started, pausing for a few seconds, “So… now how are you really doing?”
I almost tripped again. I’m not the most coordinated person on the planet. I shot a sideways glance over at Westie, biting my lip a bit out of nervousness.
I coughed a bit, unable to fully process the question. “What d’you mean, Westie?”
“Well… I mean, I know you’re trying to keep everyone happy right now… and it’s not much of a secret that Rayk and Kayr haven’t been getting along as of late, so I figured… You’re probably somewhere in the mix, right?” he asked, his tone one of quiet thoughtfulness, despite the minor panic that kept croppin’ up in my throat.
“Ahh… Y-Yeah. They’ve been arguin’ a lot lately… Kinda stressful,” I mumbled between huffs of breath, working my way up one of the steeper rock-stair-paths, Westie scrambling right beside me.
“So… How does that affect you?” Westie piped up again, his voice slow and curious, though he didn’t sound very nervous, like I was. Even though Westie was probably my closest friend, save Kayr usually, I still got kind of scared when he asked me how I felt about things. I didn’t usually like to share my own thoughts.
Sighing, I hopped over a few scattered rocks in front of us, Westie climbing over ‘em, and landed on the other side, one knee banging on the ground.
Westie skidded a bit at the top of the rock mound, breathing hard, and slipped. He would’ve landed on his behind, then rolled down the next hill, but I grabbed him by the shirt collar, holding him up while his feet backpedaled in the air.
“Thanks, Drift,” he smiled, his breath misting in front of his face. Setting him back down on the slippery, ice-covered stair steps, the silence stretched out. West seemed to be thinking; I didn’t know what about. “You didn’t answer my question,” he added at the end, looking over at me with those eyes that looked like he could read your mind.
“Oh, right,” I mumbled, leaning against the frozen bark of a birch tree while West grabbed the canteen from his pack and drained the last bit. I made mental note of it - I had enough water for the rest of the trail, probably.
“I guess… I guess, I mean, I’m just worried for ‘em… Kayr an’ I’ve been besties for a long time, and now I’m starting to wonder if bein’ at this house is a good idea for us, or a bad one…”
Westie pursed his lips, staring thoughtfully down the trail a ways. “Okay, I see… But stop thinking about him for a minute - tell me about how you feel about all of this,” he asked, smiling over at me as he sat down on a boulder to retie his hiking boots.
I hooked my arm around the tree trunk and sighed, staring at the patterns in the snow, feeling the weight of the flakes beneath my feet. “It’s hard not to think about Kayr, to be honest,” I mumbled, liftin’ my shoulders in a shrug, feeling like I was drowning from all the emotions squirming around inside me. “We’ve been travelling around now for a long time - nearly 4 years, an’ now I have friends and stuff, and Kayr doesn’t. I mean, I know he’s glad about findin’ his family, but it sorta was a problem when they didn’t remember him, and I think sometimes he crumbles a little inside, y’know? They’re all they have left, and he used to talk to me about it all the time.” I couldn’t stop now.
“Kayr’s become sorta destructive, and unless he’s exercising or carvin’ or doin’ something that distracts him, he gets in arguments all the time! He doesn’t much talk to me anymore, and I get sad about that, ‘cause I mean, I don’t feel like I’ve been much of a friend to him, an’ now with all his depression and stuff, I dunno what I’m s’posed to do. Do I help him? How do I do it? I don’t feel like I have all that many friends here, either,” at that I finally took a breath, sighing heavily and dropping down to sit slumping at the base of the tree.
Westie wiped his mouth off and dropped the canteen beside me, comin’ over to sit down next to me, shoulder to shoulder. “What about Cho? She’s kinda shy, but doesn’t she hang around the exercise room a lot?” he asked, brows half-furrowed in a concerned look that made me sad. Why was he all concerned with me? This trip’d been organized to get him happy again!
“Sure, I love Cho-san! But she’s, like you said, kinda shy, and I worry about offendin’ her sometimes… She’s from Japan, and I don’t know anythin’ about it… So I worry a lot about messin’ it up,” I sighed. I didn’t have conversations a lot like this, but… around Westie, it wasn’t all that bad. It got uncomfortable sometimes, seein’ as how he magically saw through me half the time, but I guess he did it to everyone. It helped more than it hurt.
“So… You get anxious about being a friend to him?” His tone was so innocent. He never accused or presumed he knew more ‘n he thought.
“I guess…” I sighed again, dropping my vision to look across the path. Silence stretched out. I was used to it. They were never uncomfortable.
“You know I’m always here for you… right?” he asked, unexpectedly.
I blinked up at him with a half-smile, reaching over to ruffle the fur on his wolf hat. “Sure I do,” I smiled, watching him smile. He looked a bit skeptical but was happier-lookin’ now, too.
“Good. Because when you wanna talk, I’m always ready,” Westie finished with a grin, abruptly standing up and extending his hand to me. Takin’ it, I stood up with him. “Wanna refill the water canteens?” he asked with a wink, handing me the empty receptacles.
I grinned and grabbed ‘em, takin’ off my right glove and exposin’ my hand. Bending down towards the snow, I stuck my hand in the white fluffly cold flakes, I felt the energy in ‘em, the energy I liked to use. I could feel it swirlin’ and dancin’, all excited when it touched my hand.
I felt warm and fuzzy inside when the snow started to melt, and I held the canteen in my other hand, where the water flowed right into it, the cold energy flowin’ into me, and it tickled as it coursed up my arms. Giggling, I held up the water to Westie, while he smiled down at me.
When I finished toppin’ ‘em up, I stood and brushed off my now-dripping hand.
“I still don’t see how you can just make snow and then get rid of it,” Westie said, eyes wide.
I shrugged, smiling. “It’s all made and taken away by the same energy. I just know how to manipulate it. Sorta like you do with all those techno whatcha-gadgets and metal bits!”
We took a few sips of the remaining water and started across the next path, working our way up a completely snow-covered slope that encircled the mountain. By workin’ our way up, we’d be able to maybe fly down by glidin’ the air currents with Westie in a harness I carried. We’d done it a few times before, sorta like air-skiing. Westie really liked it, and I didn’t mind at all. It was fun, and as long as the sky was clear, and the air was decent, it was perfectly safe.
We were making good time, and we could hear the junkos and finches chirpin’ away. A bit less than halfway up, Westie was discussin’ his next project: “... So, with Gauge and Trinkett’s help, I’m hoping to get the next few email addresses up by next Thursday! That way some of the older kids can start taking some of the community college courses. We just found one over at--”
He was interrupted by a low rumble… and then a sudden, loud boomin’ noise that set my teeth grinding. We both turned in sync to look up at the crest of one of the bluffs atop the mountain. At first we weren’t given any sign of what was to come. I looked at Westie. He looked at me. His eyes were clouded with guarded concern, and a bit of confusion. What had just happened…?
Moments after the noise, the rumbling reached us. The ground began to shake. The stones on either side of us roiled and pitched, and we were both shakin’ and my knees started quaking. Soon enough, we’d grabbed onto each other for support. Fear rose up in my throat and my skin - for once - felt chilled.
Then, without a single warnin’... the shaking stopped. All was quiet. Even the birds had stopped singin’. The only sign the quake had happened was the stones that still rolled and clattered down the sides of the cliffs. I’d never felt anything like that. Westie and I exchanged glances. “I… I guess… i-it’s over, right?” I asked in a quiverin’ voice.
Westie slowly looked up the hill, golden eyes takin’ in what had happened. Ever so slowly, he shook his head. “I don’t think so Drifter,” he murmured to me, nodding towards the top of the hill. A soft noise was pervadin’ my hearing and I wondered… I hoped… that it wasn’t what I thought it was.
When he gestured for me to look again, I took a breath, heart skipping a beat as I beheld the sight. The clear crown of the mountain was no longer able to be seen. In its place, a white wall of impenetrable snow, ice, and rocks hurtled towards us from far above, blocking out even the sky with the sheer mass of it.
A warm hand entwined in mine. “It’s an avalanche,” he whispered, voice next to my ear.
For the first time ever, I heard despondency in my best friend’s voice. And I think that scared me more than what was comin’ down upon us.
Shattering the Symmetry (Idea)
You've been wandering by yourself for quite a while - ever since Remnant Bough, your best friend and closest confidante, left your two-man camp. You ask yourself why she left all the time. "It'll only be for a little while, Sym," she always told you, hugging your skinny frame tightly before she packed up her bowie knife, her rucksack, and then flew off into the wild blue yonder - quite literally.
She'd heard a rumor about a 100% human Eraser called Daniel. That he was alive. That he was undergoing reconstruction. You didn't really know what 'reconstruction' meant, and you never found out how Dover, as you called Remnant, heard about it either. But you trusted her, and you came to accept that she was going to leave regardless of what you wanted. So you sighed, accepted it, and set a rendezvous point for three months. And in the meantime? In the meantime, you were going on walkabout.
You really did understand her obsession, not so deep down. You knew Daniel and Remnant had been closer than even you and her had been. Remy loved him. And he had died in her arms - so she thought, anyway. You understood her reasons. Well, for example! If you heard that your own best friend, Locke, was back from the dead and back and kicking, you could bet your bottom dollar! You'd be after her in a heartbeat! Saddle the kangaroo and bounce off into the sunset, you'd be gone!
But that's not what happened. Now you're alone. Symmetry Harbinger, scourge of the Australian bush and king of the oceans is now alone and by all of himselves. All 9 of them. But not now. Now, you wish to be alone... But you can hear them in your head. You can always hear them. But you have a plan. You've decided to move on from Tennessee. You like the country state alright... but you miss your foster states of Nevada, Washington, and Arizona. You figure you'll visit a few old camping sites, remember how you first met some friendlies. Maybe see if you can track down that halfway house of sorts you'd heard about a few weeks back when you ran across a pair of Japanese twins with wings.
You'd first met them on the Californian coast. They were a few years younger than you, but you remember thinking they were nice 'uns - for ankle biters, at least. You'd directed them with your limited knowledge of the United States and sent them off. But that was a year ago. Now they were older - so were you - and you'd run 'cross them not too long ago. They had an updated story for you - a story about a house run by an ex-School worker where Avians and experiments of all kinds and genes were welcome. They even had a few humans! They had a polar bear! A cat! People of all ethnic backgrounds!
...
But still. You couldn't bring yourself to leave now. Not now. Oh, dear heavens above, no. You couldn't - not without at least visiting Locke's final... final burial. You have to. Her final resting place, you decide, is where you shall go while Remnant's away. Then perhaps you'll speak with her about the halfway house.
Yes, you say, you'll go to her grave. Maybe tell a few stories - for old's times sake, you understand - and say a prayer for her, plead with the Lord above that she went peacefully.
So you nod and head west. You head to Arizona. You're going back to New Zealand - it's been awhile, after all. That's where you'll head. Seven years. Seven years too long, you think. Seven years. And now you're finally going to do it - head down under, back to your homeland.
But, good heavens, you'll miss Remy. You'll miss the cultural vastness of America. But, wait, you tell yourself. It's not like you're going away forever! You'll be back! Maybe not immediately, but at least in 3 months! You have to -- for Remy. For Locke. For yourself.
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Your name is Shatter Ender. You don't know anything about your past, and your memory is gone. All you remember is the face of one boy. Was he related to you? Was he a lover?
You don't know. You just have his face, your name, and a slip of paper with an address - 227 Palm Side Way, NZ
Where is that? You don't know. And you're lost. You're in a strange place with strange people - they all talk like you, but you don't know any of them. They ask if you're alright many times. A kind lady offered weeks ago to take you in for a bit, long as you need to stay, she intoned.
And Clara was nice - you really loved her! But... That's just the thing. You love her like a mother. And you remember something from your past: The people you love. They die. They get lost. They get hurt. You can't trust yourself anymore.
And you tried to tell Clara this. But she didn't listen. She adopted you into her foster care with her three children and husband. They were all so sweet people - kind, Southern, church-goin' people. Biscuits and gravy were a must at every meal. If you weren't 'fine, just fine' then something was severely wrong with you.
And that's another thing - the people. They're so friendly, just love you to pieces. They want you to go to the 'Watering Hole' as they call the local Community Pool all the time.
And you can't. Why? Because of the leathery bat wings that stick out of your back. They're near enormous. They aren't all that hard to hide, 'long as you got yourself a ncie warm hoodie. But lookee here - you've got another issue! It averages 99 degrees here in the South.
And wouldn't ya just call that a problem, now?
So you did what you had to do, after much deliberation: You ran away. You did of course leave a note for Clara - it tells of how much you loved her and to not worry herself overly much for you, because you'll be back, and you'll write often. You tell her you've a lead on who your parents are, and where they might be, and what your name is.
Of course... That's not exactly true. You don't. But that's what you tell her. You try not to think of her or Bobby or Joey or Lissa. But sometimes when you least expect it? Memories come back.
She used to call you Sherry. You remember that so clearly, it burns. Your favorite food was her cherry pie. You loved it so much, people had started to call you Cherry-Sherry, sometimes just Cherry.
You love how you would sometimes have movie nights. That was one of your favorite parts.
No, you have to stop, you tell yourself. You decide to go look after this street name you found. So, beginning from the grand ole state of Kentucky... You start out for what you hope is somewhere west. If you can make it to Wyoming... Maybe you can make it to this mysterious 'NZ?'
You can only hope and pray..
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What neither of you know, is this: You will inevitably meet. You will inevitably travel with each other. And maybe, if you're lucky, through the journey, you will survive. You will make it.
And maybe - just maybe - you'll help each other in the process.