#r.i.d.

[sorryforthebonyelbows]

Elalusz

A song for your ribs,

those delicate trees that

bury your heart;

Anne sexton

Shane Coyczan

And maybe my ribs are

clamped around my heart

like my hand around yours,

Sophia, ingénue

you rebuilt my ribcage so your heart could be home.

r.i.d.

[maybeiamfireproof]

"I have worked myself into a rawness! I put myself through my paces! Did the meditation or the medication or the constant self- adjustment. Did the apologizing and reintegration and making sure it doesn’t happen again. Journalled and crafted and came clean and started over and over and over and over until I was no longer sure what was me and what was the starting.

But I wake up sometimes and it is waking up empty. After all I poured in there. After all I gave the beast. I wake up and it’s still hungry." @inkskinned

[solenelmar]

an incomplete list of poetry quotes i can’t ever forget about, pt. 5

(pts. 1, 2, 3 & 4)

·”Honey, you’re a goddamn wildfire / You choose who you burn.” from “Mama”, Fortesa Latifi.

·”There are moments from then, from being younger and in such a state of depression, that I blamed it all on the seasons — on the changing of the leaves [...] This was a year where I found myself in so many ways that I can no longer count on both hands the ways I’m no longer who I used to be.” from Shinji Moon’s writing.

·”1. The Girl Who Takes Up Too Much Space, always, her shoulders too wide in stairwells, her hips too big in doorways, her voice too loud in classes. This woman does not understand the art of crumbling [...]” from “Ten Women I Have Been Warned Against Becoming”, r.i.d.

·”This is for the first time I heard the word, ‘heteronormative’ and felt like I was handed a corkscrew after years of opening the bottle with my teeth.” from “Confessions of an Uneducated Queer”, Lauren Zuniga.

·”1. Lay on the floor of your shower until you can breathe again. Water will always love to love your skin.” from “For unhappy girls who like sitting in the sun”, h.f.j.

·”today my professor told me / every cell in our entire body / is destroyed and replaced / every seven years. // how comforting it is to know / one day i will have a body / you will have never touched.” from Brett Elizabeth Jenkens’ writing.

·”1. Because I wasn’t trained as a lifeguard and what good will come of us both drowning? I keep pointing you to the shore, but you never make your way towards it.” from “none of the reasons I left are because I stopped loving you”, anne.

·”You’re not my first love but you’re / the first I’ve loved like this. I / wonder if everything before you / was just practice, like stretching / my arms out so I could hold you / better.” from “it was all building up to this”,  anne.

·”This is what I do with the mouth of loneliness when it wants more and more / but I run out of things to feed it: / Suck the juice from lemons until I can no longer tell the difference [...]” from “The Ghost of Loneliness”, Meggie Royer.

·”Honey, show me some more skin. / Honey, let me in. / I am the wound and you are the salt, but you hurt so good.” from “Honey (Or Things Men Told Us When They Were Too Afraid of Saying I Love You)”, Meggie Royer.

·”In the kitchen, my hands speak before the rest of my body does. / This is what I do- feed the mouth of loneliness / until it combusts into flames.” from “You Always Get Drunk Before Saying You Love Me”, Meggie Royer.

·”Sometimes your body feels like a sunrise that hasn’t started / making its way out of the sky yet, but I promise you / that every ray of sun has to start somewhere, / even buried in the ground with the dirt and the insects, / so deep someone has to dig it out. / But someday someone is going to buy 20,000 shovels / and every single one is gonna be for you [...]” from “letter to my future daughter when she wants to kill herself”, Meggie Royer.

[the-lily-and-rose]

[haleyincarnate]

Writing by R.I.D. (@inkskinned)

[1danimelover]

I have had this memorized forever and decided I might as well record it for the feeling. This is Running away from your problems, for fun and profit by @inkskinned, I'm in love with it.

[scribble-fics]

Transformers r.i.d.2015 headcanons

(Hi so first thing I had the mighty need to do some robots in disguise headcanons. I apologize if you don't liken them.)

Bee-

~I feel like bee has trouble recharging during his breaks because he is either thinking of what new decepticon might pop up, or the fact that he has "nightmares" about the past

~ Also feel like bee has ptsd from his voice box being ripped out and what not.

~ sometimes he might feel embarrassed about how his voice sounds and the best way to cheer him up is to compliment it. Say how it makes him sound like a leader and such.

Strongarm-

~okay weird I know but I think strongarm watches female volleyball.

~like one day the t.v was on and it was showing the female volleyball tournament. Making her watch in pure awe at the power of the serves and team work showed.

~Also think she admires wildlife on earth.

~like silently watching the birds flutter is sort of peaceful even though the animals are alien to her.

Sideswipe-

~this boi listens to radio too much. Like not just music but talkshows too.

~he likes to listen to them because he hears all the juicy gossip and comments. Like who cares if he has no clue who they are talking about HE WANTS IN ON IT!

~whistles in his free time to the tune of his favorite songs. Maybe when jazz comes back they can jam out!!

Grimlock-

~Omg this softie loves bubbles. Look at him he has too!!

~like if bubbles were blown he would chase after them and smile the biggest smile!

~when they pop he gets kinda sad. No bubble friend whyyyyy

~Also he tries to make things from the scrap yard- like sculptures to impress everyone

~they kinda just clap to make him feel good. I mean- yeah sure two smashed and twisted pieces of metal are art! Good job grim!

Fixit-

~he gets into word searches and sudoku I bet

~feeling smart when he gets it done and doing a tiny victory shuffle

~if there is a maze on a cereal box fixit calls dibs. Puzzles are his thing.

~and them being from earth it takes him a while to solve. Then bam! Solved any puzzle from crosswords to rubix cubes.

(Now for steeljaws pack)

Steeljaw-

~this furry likes to go on walks/ runs through the woods during night and early morning.

~like early early morning he will just be in the woods not really knowing what he's doing. Maybe just comforting himself with alone time.

~interested in the earth wolves he does some research on them. Looking for similar traits and such.

~then he finds the stories of wolves-like the three little pigs, and little red riding hood.

~he must keep these away from the pack if he wants no remarks to him about these stories.

Thunderhoof-(son♡)

~I think he sneaks up on someone (mainly clampdown) and like screams AAAAYYYOOOOO!

~because he knows it scares the scrap out of them

~I feel like he won't let anyone touch the tip of the last edge of the horns he has (does that make sense? Like the last nook on the end) because it's sensitive. He's used to the ones closest to his helm being held from like others defending themselves.

~it's hard for this baby to scratch his back (if he ever has to) and when no one is looking he might rub his back against like a tree or pole to help.

Fracture-

~shark bait uh-ha-ha!

~anyways- he has a fear of lighting.

~he won't let the others see it, but if there is a lightening storm he kinda goes to his room and comforts himself

~the minicons help as best as they can to comfort him too.

~he likes his helm to be rubbed I bet, like between his spikes.

Clampdown-

~he trips all the time. Like all the time.

~Also likes to talk to himself. Like a-HERMIT (GET IT?)

~primus help him he gets lonely.

~hugs himself.

Underbite-

~he has heard of humans tattoos and wants a cybertronian version of one. With the names of his fists on his shoulders

~what a dork.

~he has to like wrestling and is always trying to get someone to wrestle with him.

(Thats all I'm going to do- hope you liked them and if there is any misspelling I am so sorry! I will try to fix it!)

[evanescent-oblivions]

i want to get into my car and drive until i find what i'm looking for. maybe it's purpose or maybe it's a new start or maybe it's just a sky with unclouded stars.

r.i.d