carl joseph trotta radetzkymarsch would do numbers on here. saddest most loneliest lil guy ever. was emotionally neglected as a child. is obsessed with his dead grandfather whom he never met. compares himself with him ceaselessly and always finds he comes up wanting. accidentally killed his first girlfriend (older woman who seduced him aged 15. who died in childbirth after an affair that lasted several years.her husband knew) accidentally killed his first friend/ambiguous gay situationship (died in a duel because carl joseph walked his wife home late at night) now he's in self imposed exile in the east because hes drowning in guilt and world war one hasn't even happened to him yet.








