Letters the Moon Never Read
Stamped, sealed, and ready for flight–
written for a man with a scar, a sacred relationship.
Words that bend and still time at will–
for him, I've bled myself onto these pages over and over again.
Nowhere to be found, yet his lingering presence–
tells me he still lives in the folds of my breath,
in the lull between heartbeats,
where his name makes a home in mine.
I leave each letter by the windowsill,
hoping the wind carries it to where he is—
or to where he once was...
He never wrote back, and yet I never stopped—
because that’s what we do for those
who taught us how to feel beyond skin;
those who made our souls louder than our silence.
Each envelope bears my truth,
inked in midnights and tea-stained longing,
words trembling like my hands when I first wrote his name.
Do you remember?
Or has the moon stolen that from us too?
And yet, I forgive her —
for even she weeps in phases.
If you are reading this,
know that I still speak to the stars in your absence,
longing for a reconciliation that’ll never come,
that I have become fluent in solitude,
and that I have loved you in every language
I’ve never been brave enough to learn.
So here it is again — another letter the moon will never read,
and you, my beloved, may never receive.
Perhaps, in another life,
you’ll wake with my words in your bones,
and my name on your tongue, like a prayer, a wish…
and not know why your heart feels heavy,
longing for a presence you never quite knew existed…
© Raina Rose